The roar of bodies fades
you drift further from the shore
limp and prone in the cold black
heart weighed and lungs fighting
Praying… for the shark to bite
A mass of constricting veins
a valve that refuses to shut
inhalation of hydrogen
saturating psyllia
praying… for the shark to bite
no ankle to hold
of beaten victims
letting go of hope
is easy to do
melding seamless with sand
makeshift chasm my tomb

Indochina

rhizomorphs
a sudden bulbous growth, saprophytic
thus consumed
the pockmarked pulp of birch, exude
breeze attuned to spore dispersal
catalyzing future cycles
forest floor a breeding ground
amalgam of eternity
intelligent design
mesh connecting all
perennial display
spreading ochre glands

Rhizomorph

-lyrics-
Meanstreet crawlers in the house
overdose,suicide, statutory, racist tripe

waking up in a stranger's house
there's a tale to be told
suicide,overdose,statutory, racist tripe

I'm back on my grind today
as soon as the xanax hits I'm
self-attuned, confident, careless, shitbag

wheres my fucking xanax

try not to fuck my friends
as soon as you meet them
heartless, suboxen whore,temptress, dead to me

my home is a dimlit fortress
where friendships come undone
i'll forever pledge allegiance
to the beauty of the 16301

16301

I see my trophies turned to rust-bound to dirt
all my victories are usurped
Sun will set upon my day-muzzled dogs
i return to worthless state
All my loves have flown away
subhuman pool of waste
masked by shallow unacheivement
struck down in stride
smeared through the grease
equalizing with the mud-simple fool
can't sell the leather of my flesh
struck down, not alive
mediocrity, i'm equalized
far behind, antiquity
no progress ahead of me


Outfleshed

probably the most coherent thing I've posted yet

Skeletons

I've found my god
crushed on the mirror
you've grown close
to the things i put inside my blood
it's cold when you're gone
but I can't stray
reduced to scum, pitifully alive
i succumb-detracting life
disassembled my mechanics
rubbing cement into my joints
clandestine demon, i welcome you
into these black lungs, breathe anew
i'll take every chance you give me
to prove i deserve none
i exist alone
submerged in slavery
throwing myself to the dogs
day after day


uncreation

a little diddy about the political geniuses of social media

Firebrand

i find myself crushed again
assimilating one culture into my own
the patterns i trust will betray me
dark red rivets, waxen busts of afar
taunted by the foreign cat call
not one spice trader or purveyor of fine cloth
weighing options, strategizing strides
I'm caught off guard as i aim for the eyes
sand and sweat from your kimono
flicked as if a gnat on your skin
tears well up from incessant burn
concoction dredged from deep within
old ghosts emerge
from savage depths
always seeking
kimono crushed red

Kimono Crushed Red

tooling around in the happenstance
all the daughters, and the laborers
caught hushed in swift window panes,
can't we wait on your inefficiencies?
can't you keep us informed?
will you be there to ease the transition?
questions lie prone like queens
bled and draped across the throne
basking in temperate mindscapes
and an inexcorable quest
desolate puzzles
and remote solutions
a sparse patch of truth
for the war torn autonomy

Hamelcrux

Johnny Colorado (no vocals)

Backlash

Nubile (slightly improved)

-slave til you die
born, thrust into a workforce, you won't shine
torque, uniform and sweltering disguise
early rise, marching to the days demands
calloused hands, pummeled forward to your fucking grave
you've never tried so hard to live
you'll never break the soul of man
shattered nerves
your deadline waits for your to fail
worthless troll
next in line to watch the suits prevail
deadend life
is this really all i'll ever know
corpse

Strength Trainer

Inept

Pico De Gallo (levels corrected)

Punctual Divide

a sea of blank pages
a wave of open ears
we’ve fantasized your return
over the unforgiving years

Im awash
There’s nothing more for me here
i look in disgust
At the work of my peers

passed on to our children
should they carry your tune,
who join us with fervor
and pray you’ll resume
the cavalcade of voices whom chanted us out from hell
never resurfaced from the last great swell
it pains me to dream of what may have become
shivering in vigilance with the setting of suns
have you simply staked claim in another realm?
gifting its crowds while you dance at the helm
or left helpless to gaze at something so tragic
imposters seek riches by selling your magic
we have not wavered 
fastidious in devotion
still waiting to see 
your great return from the ocean
and when the time comes
to succumb to the storm
we’ll return you to shore
And then we will mourn

Lifeless Tide

Annealment

Ive been patient for far too long
pay it forward and finish the job
vivid fantasy/myself in pieces
I can almost feel my face on the coals
take that jagged stone
and use it at will

please just leave my hands
I'll assure its done
manifest my greatest wish

my words sound best choked through my own blood
open wide, drowning in vomit

I've been dreaming of this moment for years
smash my face into the sidewalk
feeling helpless as I'm mangled to pulp
castration while still erect

goddamn my life
goddamn my soul
goddamn my pathetic endeavors
I will not leave this world whole
just spare my hands
so I can finish the job

Spare my extremities (dream realization)

Dear Video Diary

where I'm from rough demo

all things sludge, thrash, industrial, groove, and death. All vocals and instruments and (terrible) drum programming- Wes Wojtowicz

Chronic Infighter

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