Copy of chronological ms. cain

Embarrassing — Ethel Cain (Ellis Cover)

Unreleased

Ethel Cain - Highway Horses

remastering of @mothercain instagram story 8/10/22

v1:

says he's calling home
quarters on the phone 
asking if the weather's warm
if you want, i'll go with you
wherever you go, go
asks if i'm a mess
ever since he left
baby, it's louisiana
i'll be sweating through this dress till you get home

louisiana (demo) - ethel cain demo

hospital beds pt.I pt.II - Ethel Cain

White Light - White Silas

ethel cain - celestia

Mother matron of the morning time
Ebb and flow as the sun will rise
Colossal gods run the expanses
Pulling you in with their dark black tide

I am not as small as I believe I am
I am god to your mother
I am mother of man
Command your ancestors
Hold their heads in my hand
I won’t swim in your ocean
Colossus
I can’t

Tell me you love me
And light me on fire
Fuck me to death
On my funeral pyre
I’ll become your rock
I can’t feel your love
Is this the abyss
That your god speaks of

I am not as small as I think I am
I am god to your mother
I am mother of man
Command your ancestors
Through no slight of hand
I won’t swim in your ocean
Colossus
I can’t

You are not as small as you think you are
You throw yourself into my waters
But you won’t go far
I am not the one you wanted
But I’m all you have
I’m your only saving grace
In this colossal black

Lose your conscience
Your purity
Give up your body
Give it to me
Lose your religion
Lose your soul
Give me your life
Give me it whole

I can't swim this anymore
I can give you nothing more

I am not as small as I think I am
I am god to your mother
I am mother of man
Command your ancestors
Hold their heads in my hand
I won’t swim in your ocean
Colossus
I can’t

You are not as small as you think you are
You throw yourself into my waters
But you won’t go far
I am not the one you wanted
But I’m all you have
I’m your only saving grace
In this colossal black

colossus - ethel cain

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

Ethel Cain - Scarlett Letter

ethel cain - casey

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

[Verse 1: Aelyx]
Heavy eyes, face stressin’ [?] in the speakerphone
I fell asleep, and I woke up to a dial tone
I miss the words that you said when we didn't speak
You told me when you left you'd always be with me

[Verse 2: Aelyx, Both]
I cut the sadness out in the evergreen
I thought I cut you now, and you can't ever leave
But you let me walk away, you didn't say a fuckin' word
Had to grab my own spine and pretend it didn't hurt

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call
The dead of night and I'm screaming in the hall
Can we just go back to before I knew?
It'd be my first new year
Without you
It was a wake up call
That night I put both of my fists through the wall
In hopes that I could pull you back through
It's gonna be a damn long year
Without you

[Vocalisation]

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call, and I miss you but
I never miss the butterflies that you left dead in my gut
I poured that cracked glass full 'till it overflowed
It's just a sign of the times, now that I'm letting you go
It's just a wake up call to put you to rest
Crying knowing this is my last time watching you get dressed
Holding that empty glass and the clock, he says
I'm going home screaming "Fuck it, I wish you the best!"

[Outro: Ethel Cain]
It’s just a wake up call
(It’s just a wake up call)
(It’s just a wake up call)
It’s just a wake up call
It’s just a wake up call
[Vocalisation]



Wake up Call (demo) Aelyx & Ethel Cain

Ethel Cain - Skinheads (Demo)

KETA – 14 October 2025 — Diary Entry:
I didn’t plan the third one.
It just appeared — like a breath I forgot to exhale.
The room was still. The sea was somewhere inside the piano.
Each note came back as light. Each silence stayed.

There was no beginning this time, no pulse to find.
Only the soft rhythm of what already is —
the shimmer between skin and memory,
the way blue remembers me when I stop asking.

Love me once, love me twice, love me thrice —
and the sound keeps breathing without me.
It is calm. Infinite. Awake.

My SoundCloud page is my sonic diary — each track a living entry of what I felt, saw, and became.

All music, lyrics, and visual artwork created in collaboration between human artistry and AI technology.
© 2025 MIRAGE – All rights reserved.

Blue Pulse - Love Me Thrice

Kabel - Black And Blue ft. Ethel Cain

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

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