ft emma tulchinsky!

changing my mind with the purpose of avoiding you
you are imaginary
i will go voluntarily
holding your hand in the bathroom
seven hours to go
in our purple room i've never felt so alone

so alone 
friday night
so alone 
friday night

in a dozen dreams
you are standing here
in the middle of a landing for my greatest fears
our time goes fast
i feel imaginary 
in our purple room i've never felt so alone

so alone
friday night
so alone
friday night

purple room

lyrics

i went crazy looking for you
taking a walk in the garden
and i bathed in the black water

ma went crazy looking for you
in the black water she went she swam and didn't reflect you

call the water
call the water
call the call the

call the water so black where i was born
my whole life on a road after it rains 

no condition that would keep me the same 
my whole life on a road after it rains

call the water so great where i was born
my whole life on the sea after it rains

no fruition that would change me some way
my whole life on the sea after it rains

blackwater

make me reach above
tell me you're an angel
and you wake up
to the earth
and the fog machine

make me fall asleep
sing me a soft lullaby
and i'll wake up
to the earth
and the fog machine

i watch from inside
snow outside my window
and i'm scared to 
lie in earth
and the fog machine

take me on a car
drive through winter's heart
to show me
our earth
and the fog machine

fog machine

i like the way you talk
your face was red in cvs
later we went outside
the light was golden in your eyes

when i was only five
i fell and broke my wrist

but now im older i think i
dont need to fear the flight
at eighteen i feel like i
dont need the rest of my life

i feel marigold
in the garden of my old home
later you rang the door 
and i realized i wanted more

marigold

In the middle of the desert I get off the bus
I made friends with a bobcat 
I'll go up north where I'll see the night lights
maybe I'll swim in a river

But if you are not there with me
I got nowhere to go or see 
Though you don't believe in me
well i guess i won't believe

if we ever go to giza you’ll climb up the pyramid
i descend into the tomb
if we go to canada i’ll row the canoe
while you’re all wrapped up in a quilt

But if you are not there with me
I got nowhere to go or see
Can’t keep reading history
soon its gonna be the end of the anthropocene
Though the trees will keep on growing
evolution don't mean a thing
If you dont believe in me
well i guess i won’t believe

by now i can say that i’ve learned
tomorrow doesn’t rush, and slows like a freight train

westerly rd