lyrics:
Working, I’m waiting 
Around here all day
To get by, and waste time
Off minimum wage
The lengths of, my freedom
Confined to lunch breaks
I’ll be fine, I got high
in my ride on the way

I wake up
I forgot the date
I Look at the clock 
and it’s 10 to 8
‘posed to be in by 7:30 
get out the house but i’m in no hurry

I park it, spark it up
Once or twice
I think that should be enough
To forget that i am even here
And when the clock strikes two I disappear

And i fear
That in a couple years
I’ll be stayin making coffees not pursuing careers
And that makes me hesitant to even look at the mirror

But i know if i keep going, hoping, sheddin my tears
That i’ll wake up and one morning i will be in the clear, the clear, the clear

So cheers

Working, I’m waiting 
Around here all day
To get by, and waste time
Off minimum wage
The lengths of, my freedom
Confined to lunch breaks
I’ll be fine, I got high
in my ride on the way

getting drunk again
don’t know why I went to college
thats 100 bands
coulda spent it on dro
kickin with the friends
‘Stead I got a degree
still don’t understand

how to
break through
while i'm young and can

i don’t
make moves
‘less it’s in my plans

feel like
footloose
when i break a dance

got to
cut loose
roll one in my hands

Yeah

now im lowkey getting hella used to this
im up next but i don’t think that my ma’s convinced
my best tends to come out when the pressure hits
but on god you know my mama never raised a bitch

Hm

left it how it is
i be fishing in my thoughts
catch a halibut

i don’t linger on the shit
boy its sink or swim
 
i won't fold on the mission when the chance is slim
nah

Working, I’m waiting 
Around here all day
To get by, and waste time
Off minimum wage
The lengths of, my freedom
Confined to lunch breaks
I’ll be fine, I got high
in my ride on the way

Living Room in June

Waste Time

lyrics:
love from me is evergreen
but hate is all i ever breed
drowning in my agony
the air i breathe
tastes like self pity,
i’m over it,
it’s over me

thought i made new ends,
but it all feels the same.
got too much on my plate
for a dish to contain
making too much money for a bitch to complain
i was tabbed out, Gooby helped me straighten my brain

did i take too much?
did i take enough?
i can’t taste my tongue
i can’t feel your love

Buried deep
Ringing bright as a bell
Is a feeling I forgot that I know too well
Is a feeling worth its weight if I know it don’t sell?
Is the past really dead if it’s where I dwell?

I can’t tell
I can’t tell you
I can’t tell
I can’t tell you 

are spinning 
Beginning to buy my own shit
Never felt like myself
But I’ll wear the shoe that fits

did i take too much?
did i take enough?
i can’t taste my tongue
i can’t feel your love

Western Pacific, Gooby

Taste My Tongue

lyrics:
separation is freezing
hindsights different than seeing
wanting’s different than needing
learn the wisdom of bleeding

Does it feel like all this time was just a waste now?
Cause lately all my joy leaves with some haste now. (Mmmmm)
no need to yell and call me out
i know you feel that i let you down
i just wish i had you to myself
but i think i know me better now

still stuck missing how your voice sounds

so when you carry on and move right along, yeah
do you feel so strong? pointing out my wrongs, yeah
vindicated how i treated you then, never meant to hurt you back when,
i was absent minded, swore i lacked the intent

separation is freezing
hindsights different than seeing
wanting’s different than needing
learn the wisdom of bleeding

Ducky Duster

lyrics:
Sent a letter to the moon
I don’t think I’ll hear back any time soon
I waste away on a lazy afternoon
How’d it get so dark?
It’s only June

you just wanna run away
from this i know
but every avenue
has been a dead end road
we on to something new
but there’s pain in growth
can’t let it get to you
a house of cards aint home

i can’t stay here
no, i can’t stay
i can’t stay here
no, i can’t stay
Stay awake
Contemplate
Can’s and cant’s
A great escape
A fiction formed
Forgotten days
To god I pray
I know I can’t stay

lovely place you’ve set for me
a blanket for my misery
i can’t stay

Stay awake
All night and day
There’s road to run
And things to say 
Life is more
Than just this May
To god I pray
I know I can’t stay 

lovely place you set for me
blanket for my misery
could fall asleep for half a week
can’t let myself get in too deep

thought i was a nonbeliever
til i took some shrooms and found god in my home
tossed my feelings in the ether
does anyone know where lost baggage goes?
thought the drugs would help delete her
but now im lonely, trippin out my bones
carried your burdens til my feet hurt
swear that most days i still feel your ghost

I sent a letter to a tomb
I don’t think I’ll see it any time soon
Cast away out a cracked cocoon
Shots that miss the heart, new start in June

bæns

lyrics:
It's been a rough week
Listened to Dear and the Headlights
(I'm not cryin'!)
I know that cryin' ain't weak,
But that shit don't feel right
(sometimes)

I've been crossing my list
Tryna make amends
For all the sins that i've sinned
And all the life i've missed
Trying to be anyone other than myself felt worthless
(every time)

The gravel under your tires
It's louder than it's ever been
I'm not one to make scenes
But will I ever see you again?

Take 5, it's alright for the moment
I'll be fine, I'm resigned to erosion
Hollowed out, the wind howls and I'm floating
The fuse is my mind about time I imploded

I'm stoic I'm hoping
That everything falls into place
But I walk 'fore I crawl and I end up falling on my face

And lately though it seems like all my mistakes are still yet to make
I find my self hesitating on the art i create
We'll never make your speakers if we don't put the work in
(everytime)

The bags under my eyes are darker than they've ever been
Don't wanna sit in the grief, but i find myself crying again

Take 5, it's alright for the moment
I'll be fine, I'm resigned to erosion
Hollowed out, the wind howls and I'm floating
The fuse is my mind about time I imploded

Zane Milk

No heart, no brain
Fuck your attitude.
Apart from these games
I never fucked with you.
Be bold, stand out
Well I think you're overplayed now.
Tried to stay golden but you rust brown.

I'd like to think
That everything happens for a reason
And who's to say
What's justified and right?

But I know for one that you're still a piece of shit and even though all of our friends will see through it,
I hope you never get over this.

No heart, no brain
Fuck your attitude.
Apart from these games
I never fucked with you.
Be bold, stand out
Well I think you're overplayed now.
Tried to stay golden but you rust brown.

Grow up and grow out of all the shit you do
The world spins around, but it don’t spin for you
All your selfish intentions are never brought up in mentions and though unspoken I know just what you’re up to 

Always scheming the next plot to find a way
Into a bed with a man that you'll leave the next day
Always itching for more, you’re always wishing for more
I wish you were half of the woman that you were before

No heart, no brain
Fuck your attitude.
Apart from these games
I never fucked with you.
Be bold, stand out
Well I think you're overplayed now.
Tried to stay golden but you rust brown.

92115

Burning Bridges

Drunkards always lining up the streets
Spent a couple months lost in the sheets of a bed left unmade

You wonder how it ever got this far
A couple bad habits and you fall apart just like the rest of this state

So here's a little song for all your sorrows
I left out your name just in case
You find your way here
In my atmosphere
won’t you be the star that orbits my space?

You and I are one in the same
My head in the clouds, while yours faces the sink
Come spew out all your sufferings

We’ll sit for an hour, a chip in your smile
You’ll count all your curses as you start to compile
A list of reasons not to sing

Well, here's a little song for all your sorrows
I left out your name just in case
You find your way here
In my atmosphere
Won’t you be the star that orbits my space?

So here's a little song for all your sorrows
I left out your name just in case
You find your way here
In my atmosphere
won’t you be the star that orbits my space?

Orbit

All my friends are bums
But everybody is till they become someone
And college isn’t all that fun
Spent a hundred thousand bucks just to impress my mom (sorry mom!)

Maybe you’ve heard it all before
But ya don’t make friends like this anymore
'cause lately we’ll sit around bored
With our asses on the couch and brains on the floor

There’s not a thing that this can’t cure
I don't know much but this I’m sure
I’ll go wherever this goes
 I’m always leaving wanting more
So pull me in just like before
But I know you won't

 Heavy eyes and leather tongues
I think I’m falling in love
Golden minds, like setting suns
We will never be this young again, again, again
Again, again, again
We will never be this young again

I sit here but I never learn
My days are pages that will never turn
We just stand by and bide our time
I don’t wanna die working a 9 to 5
I don’t wanna die working a 9 to 5

There’s not a thing that this can’t cure
I don't know much but this I’m sure
I’ll go wherever this goes
 I’m always leaving wanting more
So pull me in just like before
But I know you won't

 Heavy eyes and leather tongues
I think I’m falling in love
Golden minds, like setting suns
We will never be this young again, again, again
Again, again, again
We will never be this young again

We Will Never Be This Young Again

Let me down
Let me down slowly
So that I won’t even notice at all
'til its done
'til its done the damage to my self esteem
I am my own worst enemy 

Now won’t you call a cab for me I’m broke as shit;
I wish you left me out of this but even though
My father knows whats best for me I learn my lessons when I bleed
Don’t fight my fights or patronize me
Don’t fight my fights or patronize me

Cannonball out into nothing
I wanna free fall and never stop 
Spiraling down this path that I’m bound
If I crash, won’t you let me burn? 
I’m none of your concern

Let me drown
Let me drown slowly
In a puddle of my own thoughts
Even then
Even then I hope you won’t resuscitate, I love the things you love to hate

Now won’t you recall the million things in which we fought?
The million wars in which I lost
Won’t satisfy or dignify this,
I’m not a prize for you to shine with
I’m not a prize for you to shine with

Cannonball out into nothing
I wanna free fall and never stop 
Spiraling down this path that I’m bound
If I crash, won’t you let me burn? 
I’m none of your concern

Your Concern

I proposed to my girlfriend of 4+ years during my live stream debut of this EP. Check it out here:
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Thanks for listening! :)

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Clementine

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hi im derek (@prodbydboi), i run @thetrainstationstudio in san diego, ca. this is my personal diary of songs, primarily in a pop punk-ish form. enjoy!<3

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