http://maleactivity.storenvy.com/products/6122416-transmissions-vol-1

last exit

Writhing in defiance. Body revealed. Intentions concealed. Show me the path to eden. The gulf of infinite pleasure. Innocence lost. Tied to the chair. Mouth made to beg. Skin made to touch. Made to beg. Passion revealed. Body out spread. Autonomy lost. An act of defiance. An act of depravity. Be my slave, sweet chastity. Eden lost. Return to me.

chastity (unmastered)

Unfulfilled desires wash away the eyeliner, staining the fabric behind her. Reaching for the lock. Internalized anxieties come seeping through the gap beneath the door, like unwelcome sunlight or neurotoxic gas. Keep your fingers clasped. Keep the windows latched. Smile like you mean it. The note in my back pocket. The rope around my neck. Purged of all regrets. Give me one more reason, one last nail in my coffin. The hands of the clock fall stagnant. Ink spills across the pages.

anticipating events that will never occur (unmastered)

with Matt Finney.

insides like broken vases 
cheekbones of a goddess 
seems like a fair trade 
took someone home once 
& now you can't sleep at night 
it wouldn't feel right 
if you didn't spend most of it 
in the bathroom trying to 
brush the taste of cock 
out of your mouth 
didn't want to be a burden 
didn't want your hands to shake 
as much as your mother's 
didn't plan on living your life 
in freefall but why not? 
everyone does

VASES

FOCAL POINT (unmastered)

For MALIGNANT VI compilation

Blindly crossing the threshold
No turning back
Not this time
The grey skies hang heavy
Waves crash against the rocks
The silent angel grasps my ankles, and I feel the cold water swallow me.
I feel it swallow me
(and in turn) I swallow it

She carefully removes the blindfold and
Begins inserting the metal hooks
Nerves unwind from skeletal spools
Forming red kaleidoscope webs
Sprawling across the visual field
Feeding the end through the eye of the needle
My silent angel makes her work
Seamlessly stitching the fractals of flesh
As tears of salvation stream from her eyes
And through my veins
(In waves of pain)

The meaning of life and
The meaning of death
Will both self-annihilate
In one final act

SALVATION COMES IN WAVES OF PAIN (unmastered)

THE END OF A ROPE (UNMASTERED)

From The Portrait Of Mortality compilation.

https://kalpamantra.bandcamp.com/album/the-portrait-of-mortality

The Portrait Of Mortality

THE DEATH CATHEXIS

ecclesiastes

from upcoming cassette "Death Is The Crown Of All", to be released on Male Activity records.

bleeding hearts

after sex she feels guilt

EXECUTE FORMLESS OBSOLETE

Despondent electronics from Canada

The works found here are largely unmastered and in progress. Completed works can be found on bandcamp https://wetnurseperiod.bandcamp.com/

wet nurse.

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