black rings enclose my eyes
i'm too manic, too sleep-deprived
to disguise the fact 
that i'm fucking dead inside.
every night i eat my pills
and still lie awake,
my anxious brain sprinting uphill.
i'd fucking kill not to feel.
now my goddam alarm is ringing
as if i were even fucking sleeping.
fall out of bed,
go to work, bury the dead.
i had dreams when i was young,
before my brain came undone.
doctor, you must have something.
doctor, do you care that i'm suffering?

i'd love to meet myself again

i'd love to meet myself again
whenever if ever
this suffering sees its end,
when i'm awakened to the sun
and am unafraid when the day is done.
I'd thank you for staying here 
fucked up year after fucked up year.
We'd dance like when we first met,
dance like the joy never left.

like the joy never left

Contains a sample of "Saturday" by Christie Front Drive.

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