Accountability

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Pause... what a Pleasure

I Wanna (Write Something)

Oh I’m gonna reweave my whole life just to be by your side
Oh I’m gonna reweave my whole life just to be by your side
For I know how your name feels on my lips & your love in my mind
Oh I’m gonna reweave my whole life me Myselves & I 

Oh I’m gonna rebuild all my bones just to be yours to hold, oh I’m gonna rebuild all my bones just to be yours to hold
For I know how your flesh feels in my dreams & in my waking soul
Oh I’m gonna rebuild all my bones just to be yours to hold 

Oh someday I will find you 
& love you just like this
Still for now I hold this space 
To manifest such bliss 
Deep within me I can find the way
You already make me feel
My Muse & My Beloved
I pray that you are real 

Oh I’m gonna paint you everywhere just so that I can stare
Oh I’m gonna paint you everywhere just so that I can stare:
At your eyes & your lips & all your curls in your long dark brown hair
Oh I’m gonna paint you everywhere just to see you here

Oh I’m gonna sing you all My songs So you know you are never alone 
Oh I’m gonna sing you all My songs So you know you Belong
In my heart & my dreams & melodies that sound my whole life long 
Oh I’m gonna sing you all my songs so you know you Belong! 
Oh I’m gonna sing you all my songs so you know you Belong!

Someday Love ft. Dave Strumfeld

Dedicated to the Dark Dragon Mother of the Void.

Sophia - Ain Soph

God & Demon
Anticipation, Anxiously waiting
Take a deep breath in, patiently chanting
Honored & Humbled , High & Low
Meek & Mighty, implode to explode

I was born dead- reborn living
I Prophecy, budding & blooming
I Am BEcoming & therefore I know 
That time’s already done

CHORUS
& I don’t want to fear this - anymore
I don’t want to feel this- on my own
God & Demon, Friend & Foe
Lover & Stranger unknowing all I know
& I don’t want to fear this, anymore

Here is the place, that I’ve never left
Yet journeyed for miles to remember,
Enlightenment, in light I AM
Burning inside & outside of Myselves

Infinite eyes See through me
Galaxy Black Womb of No-thing
Here is the day -now sets dawn
Dawning the night- eternal unknown

CHORUS

Embrace, let go, Descend Ascension
I compass needle, wheel & direction
Thread, by thread, Reweaving reality
I, the loom, string, weaver & tapestry
Pushed to the break & I bend
Pulled beyond bend & I break,
Life lessons no accidents-
This is My story- I wrote it that way
CHORUS

God & Demon

Dedicated to Dark Mother- please gift us mercy in the merger of all through this ascension... here at the cusp of the fifth purge.

Lilith MOTEM (Dark Mother)

Oh No, I Still Love You
Oh no, I still love you
& everything about you
WHAT do I do?! Cuz I still…
I still love you

Tell me that you feel it too
Stormy skies turn to blue 
After all that we’ve been through
Old story feels brand new
 
And all the stupid things you say
I pretend don’t make my day 
Not on my mind I lie & say
I am better off this way but…

When you show me your body, I
feel girlish & naughty So,
So unlike me- No,
Nobody else gets me this way 

Baby Come back to me, 
Please Baby Come back to me.

CHORUS 
Oh you know I still love you
& no I don’t want to

All my friends are weighin in
Sayin’ you’ve been trouble
Isolated up in your pretty bubble
Such a Gentleman, Zion of a Man
Do the best I can still
My instincts win

I’m Pushing back hard
I’m Fighting my way 
I’m Settling scores - rewild da world - by the end of the day
Getting you outta my brain
Memories drive me insane
How could I start to explain
Get it get at it we’re friends
Story begins without end
Breathless & begging on whim
Drowning yet dying to dive in again
Divinity beckons & I’m summoned in
The split of my soul my fire my twin 
  
Minute I’m hearing your voice ha
Heart over head becomes choice yah
Couldn’t get any worse nah
Writin’ you songs unrehearsed jah
Can’t help myself…
And now i’m so confused IDK what to do 
I still love you

Oh No, I STILL Love You

I’m in My Villain era baby…
& I don’t want no one to save me
*Dark Laughter* *Deep Sigh*

I’m in My Villain era baby-
& I don’t want no one to save me
I’m in MY Lilith era baby-
& I don’t want no one to save me

E-V-I-L = L-I-V-E
Time to Receive All I been Giving
SAYING NO - Staying in
Taking it slow - no more people pleasing

Sin Sweat Singing
I AM THAT I AM
Bark Bite Howl Swoon
Dark Momma calls under The Moon

Tree of Life & Tree of Death
Words Meet in The Sacred Breath
What I Believe is What I Become &
WHAT I BECOME IS WHAT I BELIEVE

Only I can set ME free
I Embrace MY Destiny
I AM ALL THAT I NEED
I AM I- I DIVINITY 
I AM I- I DIVINITY 
*OOOOH*
I’m in MY VILLAN ERA BABY
& I don’t want no one to save ME
NO Don’t Save Me! NO Don’t Save me!

I’m in MY VILLIAN ERA BABY
& I don’t want no one to save Me
I’M IN MY LILITH ERA BABY
& I DON’T WANT NOBODY TO CHAIN ME TAME ME NO

DARK GLAMOR
SMOOTH CHATTER
UNHOLY? WHATEVER

Dark glamor
Smooth chatter
Unholy? whatever

MY WAY
MY TIME
MY RULES
MY CRIME
MY SOUL
DIVINE
Finally reclaiming what is mine
I AM MINE

WEZSYM