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white dress

white dress w/ etai s0 + azryl (dead yami)

+ @fembrained @arnoee @1polkadot
prod by @kiraiu + @bugbu6 + @officeworker

--lyrics:
>>stardust
fuck it up again n again
idky i even try but i just know its the end
lookin for answers but i left em behind
eating away, im anxious all time
weight on my shoulders n its breakN up my spine
fuck my brain im jus tryna survive
look at my face idky i cried
look at my wrists n the blood runs dry
im jus tryna stay the same but i cant keep up the pace
lookin in the mirror n i fuckn h8 my face
like ok ok ok ok im tryin not to run away
im jus tryna survive but idk if i'll b safe
i cant look at myself anymore
catch me lyin now, im bleedin out on the floor
like whats the point anymore?
im not a toy i wont sit in the store

>>micah
it always has to go ur way feel like i dont ever get a say
maybe ill just waste another day
think im gna let my brain decay
idk how to feel u keep sayin its real rip my heart as it heals
i wish i left it in the past guess i shouldve known that we couldnt ever last
u used to be so different now ur so belligerent
stop acting like ur innocent i wont let u ignore this
seems i always 4get that i have purpose
i just feel like giving up ik that i am worthless
u make me feel like im insane
ive lost control but take the blame
i cant keep putting this on u
im hypocritical its true

>>arnoe
n i try so hard just to play my part
n im so torn apart i cant get too far
now my heart is getting colder n colder
try to run away getting slower n slower
and i cant wait cant wait i cant wait
i dont wanna stay no i cant stay
yeah yeah yeah
n if try to play my cards right 
n if i do maybe it maybe i can stay another night
but they dont wna try yeah they always lie
so i put up my guard n i dont wna cry
so now im fallin apart cuz i gave u my heart
n it was all from the start yeah u fuckn lied
bloody hands while im in the fuckn bathroom
dirty drugs in my pocket im smokin bad fumes
like i dont want to but i gotta
i just want u back like can i have u

>>polkadot
yeah now ur done for good
i dont rly fw u the way i should
i cant stand these ppl i swear they all fake
its all way too much for me ik i cant take it
i gotta break it this cycle so vacant
pressure upon me n no i cant take it i cant take it i cant take it
blood in my body when im goin up but
corpses leaking out my body when im pulling up
pour me up another four
bodies droppin to the floor
know im rotten to the core
im rotten to the core i love gore
angel bitch i soar angel bitch i soar
go go go out the catacombs
all these drugs in my body i might comatose
over over dose
overdosing on ur love its not good for me
ur not good for me i love it
oh u fuck me up u make me feel like nothin
lay on me for protection but i end up gettin cut
weak buttons keep on pressin imma end up gettin broke
again u break me down at least ur safe n sound

run away

run away pt.II

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run away pt.II ft. tasha, arnoe, polkadot 「gumi、lovbug、taihou1」

@jboiplayboi
@splashgvng
been like 3 years since we made a track together
show luv,, like comment repost ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

locket +jboiplayboi (splashgvng)

ilypelican 🌷 blame (sleepin remix)

Prod. @02ashes

Lyrics:
don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed
(x2)

the skies are grey we are running from the light
striving for the sky where my body's full of life
striving for the place everything will be alright
but ik that the future is not full of light
not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
everything will be alright (x4)

don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed

all fallin' down
tearin apart
tearin' my heart, now i'm fallin apart
please come back to see
then you'll see
all of the lies you've been told about me

not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
(x2)

everything will be alright
join you in the fight
be right by your side
everything will be alright

wishes [02ashes]

@ogbrayam
xxxtentacle12
oh would you leave us right now, it's cause you don't wanna see?
you said you'd leave me right now, it's cause i don't wanna be
now you've been walking around like you had that
now i'm with my bros and we flying a jetpack
now i've been with @1gash and we still boutta setback
if you talkin' down then you might have to step back
and i'm feeling down and i'm feeling enabled
and all my emotions are hardly instable
and now you wanna fib so then go right a fable
i've been smoking the gas i hid under the table
don't know how you talkin' down when you been just a loser
i've been poppin them pills i'm a perky abuser
and you sit on the cord talking shit on computer, the feeling stuck my head

when you talk right now, you said i never make no sense
and when you walk right out, i got this feeling in my head
and when you look at me, have a feeling i'm in love
can we wait and see, never think that i'm enough
when you talk right now, i've been getting really distant
and when you walk right out, made a song called it persistent
and when you look at me, i've been winning every battle
can we wait and see, sail away i got my paddle

don't give a fuck and we still back it up, think it's crazy that i don't give a fuck
SAID ILY OMG feel like @hokoi when i'm backin' it up
feel like im @chriad im moving da truck
feel like i'm @yonklolz when i move to detroit
i've been smoking that pack and i'm high with my boys
the feeling stuck my head

feeling (talk right now) (brayam)

prod. kidu (@awwy2k) 
featuring coldspades (@coldspades)

lyrics:
i get exhausted
need a day off this
shits not quite as fun as it used to be
but im not tryna be who i used to be

i say its nothing ever really going on
but if thats up to me, well ive really been gone...
u say u trusted me
well look what ive become

on some other shit im keeping secrets
if we make a promise can you keep it?
i used to think that everybody was stabbin on my back
but now i trust
and im not goin back to that ^^^^^

shit just keeps happening back to back
but i just take a walk and write a rap
havent even made that much cash
i spend way too much time just tryna relax

pain in my thorax
went to the hospital for that
that bill was too many racks!
told em i couldnt afford that

i been on my ass for good reasons
but i been in this chair for four seasons

(coldspades)
wish i could go back to what it used to be
but now its just a memory
tell me what am i meant to be
my visions blurry and i feel so weak

i can’t hold on any longer
i know i promised i’d be stronger
i’m sorry if i’m just a bother
for all the problems i cant conquer

i’ll watch it crumble away from me
i’m almost drowning and its up to my knees
look in the mirror and i dont see me
i’m always thinking bout my problems i can’t sleep

i know someday i’ll feel okay i wish that was today
i want to run away from every thing that causes pain

i wish i had more to give
but i’m still looking for a reason to live
i would take back every thing that i did
if i could truly feel a moment of bliss

am i even gonna make it to spring?
feel like i’m only holding on by a string
sometimes it feels like i don’t have anything
so maybe thats the only reason i sing


this track stole coldspade's voice.... forever....

back2that ft. coldspades  <<kidu>>

braxey ft. victxrw - cold like september (internet joe + irusu) remix

wha
dont get what im asking
put together everything
im feeling kinda startled
pour gas on the carpet 
eyes on me 
its overwhelming
point and shoot the target

kick down the door and shut down the party
all the worst decisions always feeling so harmless
dont know where my heart went
take my hand and take each other out
ill take my chances

you got a sense of what people deserve
i plant my rocks in the dirt
hear voices cry from the earth
you know the tables have turned 
when you just get what you want
and im not better than that
squeeze it for all that its worth
i know when im around
people who get off on shame 
too busy looking through graves 
dont have the time to relate
fuck you
embalm my own body 
take myself to the morgue and shut in where i cant hear

force of nature 
youre gonna wanna sedate me 
know you hate my guts
spill them all out on the table
wasnt born was created
from remains and the waste
no supervision or safety
ill take a kick to the face at four thirty am in the morning
up from the adrenaline i hear the shadows stalking
me to the end of the city till the dawn hits
NOTHING IN MY STOMACH 
IM STILL FEELING FUCKING NAUSEOUS

decisions that i knew werent right for me
turn around 
bare teeth
and come back to bite me
drop through the ceiling with the perfect timing
tear down the room 
and bring a start to violence
and im stuck where i cant breathe
claustrophobic walls are closing in out in the darkness
dont know where my heart went 
take my hand and take each other out ill take my chances

told you that i burnt it long ago 
the fuck you searching for
ashes on the floor
why wont you let it go
didnt know it was a problem 
im so fallen 
feel the tension getting stronger
didnt want it to all end like that
feel my skin burn through as the lightning flash

take notes 
this is how you strip a carcass 
no im not the snake
i bit the apple in the garden

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