that moment when you install soundcloud just to listen to the song 

love this song sm <3 will it ever be on spotify

Curled in bed with this song on repeat✨

I wish this was on spotify/apple music so much

holy shit i was not in a good place listening to stuff like this a year ago😮‍💨 it slaps tho no hate

PLEASE PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY I AM BEGGING U

Whoever is seeing this and your feeling alone just know your not alone and you have people that love you

i know my worth now so the lyrics don’t apply anymore but here's some late night thoughts 😸

lyrics:
you ruined all my favorite colors
you tainted the nights we spent together 
nothing is the same
my perception has changed
you ruined the way i look at myself

maybe if i had longer hair
or acted like i didn’t care at all
or maybe if i was conventional 
or maybe more predictable

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together

maybe if i took my pills 
or better yet, didn’t need them at all
maybe if i had “bigger boobs” or a “fat ass” to please you

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

you said i was enough
then you found someone else
now i’ve thrown away all your stuff
i wish i could’ve been enough 

maybe if i was better, we would’ve stayed together 

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wow it’s been a year since i’ve posted??? i’ve written hella songs, i just haven’t got around to recording/posting. hopefully by the end of the year my ep will be out!2!1

if i was better

welcome 2 my diary 🚬🐺
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