Name: i’m trying 4 u by WH0R3AGAMIZ ☠︎
Duration: 2 min 42 s
Description: i’ve had this song in my notebook 4 a while, but i finally decided to record a lil demo <33 one day i’ll actually have drums/bass in my songs lol

This is actually so good i hope your doing well tho

IVE LOVED THIS SONG FOR MORE THAN A YEAR PLEASE PUT IT ON SPOTIFY 

I feel your pain. Cali is in pain rn and the youth is on fire

dionysus

Fox Academy - Lavender Blood

track 10 from "i will never learn"
cover: Madge Yang 
guitar, vocals, music, and lyrics: Justin Cheromiah(High Sunn) 
drums: Tristin Souvannarath 

i never had it all 
until you showed it off 
i couldn't breath 
you made my heart weak 
so i sat down 
while my head was around 
i couldn't keep pace 
you should've seen my face 

calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 

i never had it all 
until you showed it off 
i couldn't breath 
you made my heart weak 
so i sat down 
while my head was around 
i couldn't keep pace 
you should've seen my face 

calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down 
calm me down

i will never learn

i felt something that really wasn't there

see myself in a screen
wasting days, counting weeks
getting more familiar with how you speak
while you're away from me
but i don't want to say goodbye
because it's safer when i'm by your side
i want to be near you
like i'm meant to

but hey
i think it's going to be alright
when we're sleeping and i'm by your side
i want to learn to fly
but it's safer when i stay inside

i want you
but the monster
won't let me
escape here

by your side

haunt me x3

i know i’m friends with the trees
they peer out my through the windows
silently staring back at me 
i want to root myself deep in the ground
i want my arms grow strong, bear fruit, be home to the bees
let my blood turn to sap and my fingers into leaves

i want to go back
let me return to the ground in the ashes of the earth
my bones are just carbon
or star dust
i can stand my sentient form
let me return to the place where i was born

i can’t see the lines they’re blurred
i say i do my best without my sight
when im hurt the most
spread my ashes when i die
don’t let me be enslaved to this form
particles separate

i want to go back
let me return to the ground in the ashes of the earth
my bones are just carbon
or star dust
i cant stand this  sentient form
let me return to the place i was born

Mantis

glowstick (extended play)

My Blood - Current Joys

i don't want to be here

i’ve had this song in my notebook 4 a while, but i finally decided to record a lil demo <33 one day i’ll actually have drums/bass in my songs lol

i’m trying 4 u

(TW: lyrics discuss self harm/suicide) so this week, i’ve been six months clean from self harm :) longest i’ve ever gone. i’m really proud of myself, bc it has truly been a tough year, but i am so much stronger now. this song is about my struggles with thoughts of relapse, intrusive thoughts, and just about the lows you go through while recovering. for my fellow survivors, i love you guys so much <3 if you ever need anything, my dms are always open. on the contrary to this song, i am very happy to be sober/clean :) (btw i’m super nervous 4 this ahaha)

happy six months (read description)

welcome 2 my diary 🚬🐺
Insta: dejahmakenna

i’m trying 4 u

WH0R3AGAMIZ ☠︎

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