Saint Eddie

You Left (Prod. HXRXKILLER)

my new album will be releasing on halloween!

@sorrow_bringer

I don’t know
Where to find my soul
How can I be whole?

You’re not alone 
When you call my phone
Nowhere I will go

Blackness of night
Is all that I fight
Giving most a fright
I take on delight

There’s no way to heal
I’m colder than steel
My body can’t feel
I need something real

Guide through depths of dark
Remain in my heart
Light the only spark
From falling apart

We’re all bound in place
Holding our own space
Keep me on the chase
From what I cannot face

I don’t know
Where to find my soul
How can I be whole?

You’re not alone 
When you call my phone
Nowhere I will go

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remain in my heart (prod. sorrow bringer)

soyboy: https://soundcloud.com/prodsoyboy

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lyrics:
[chorus - weepings]
lookin at my doormat
wishing that you'd come back
I know I aint all that come on
lookin at the night sky
baby it is all right
i know that you wanna go home
but stick it out
you dont really know me like i know myself
I promise you im better than you think I am
i am here forever this aint no scam

[verse 1 - weepings]
smoked up now im tipsy
I know i am better for you baby
the weather its been wetter lately
but when we are together you'll save me
running out of time and im feeling so blind
im so fucked up in the mind
i cant do this all the time
gotta keep my state of mind
happily defined
so im not fucking confined

[verse 2 - weepings]
running away from my problems
when will i finally solve them
just give me the answer to every single question i have
and im glad that you stuck around so long
i knew this bond was strong
but this not elastic
it is like plastic
stretch and it breaks just like this song

[verse 3 - soyboy]
and id like to think that i have what it takes to keep on solid ground when everything around me breaks.
and i took account of all the things that i could try to save
but in the end you just push me away.
dont push me away, no

[verse 4 - soyboy]
Running away from my problems 
when will i finally solve them
piling up on me like leaves in your front yard in autumn
and thats just the way life is, you said to me i think you meant it well.
and i dont want to wake up even when im not dreaming, my minds full of demons
yeah im so tired all the time, from the war inside my mind
yeah im so tired all the time yeah im so tired all the time yeah

[chorus - weepings]
lookin at my doormat
wishing that you'd come back
I know I aint all that come on
lookin at the night sky
baby it is all right
i know that you wanna go home
but stick it out
you dont really know me like i know myself
I promise you im better than you think I am
i am here forever this aint no scam

running away from my problems ft. soyboy [prod. born hero]

TataClique: https://soundcloud.com/tata_clique

"𝕴 𝖆𝖑𝖜𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖉𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖒𝖞𝖘𝖊𝖑𝖋, 𝖊𝖒𝖕𝖙𝖞 𝖑𝖎𝖖𝖚𝖔𝖗 𝖇𝖔𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊𝖘 𝖏𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖋"

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Lyrics:
[chorus]
do a line wit a bitch, she so bad
fall asleep on the come down next to her in my bed
i dont really want the address, come over fuck and were done its
so sad my trust is so bad, we will only get hurt in the end

[verse 1]
I always do this to myself, empty liquor bottles just sitting on my shelf
flush away my demons but i flush away all else that i hold dear, and to be clear i need some fucking help

[chorus]
do a line wit a bitch, she so bad
fall asleep on the come down next to her in my bed
i dont really want the address, come over fuck and were done its
so sad my trust is so bad, we will only get hurt in the end

[verse]
everything so complicated 
nothing in my vision i love, all the space is vacant
fill my heart with chemicals, its like i'm on vacation
so sorry if you're waiting on me, you have to be patient

[bridge]
I need to stop my fucking self
my way of coping is detrimental to my health

[chorus SLOWED]
do a line wit a bitch, she so bad
fall asleep on the come down next to her in my bed
i dont really want the address, come over fuck and were done its
so sad my trust is so bad, we will only get hurt in the end

we will only get hurt in the end [prod. TataClique]

14 Love Songs (Prod. XANAX)

Nephophobia

Lyrics:

Verse 1

You said your stuck 
and you want to rip the band-aid off
in a rut
tryna fix all of the pain you caused
when will you make your mind up?
you ran off with him that's final
It fills me with regret
walking past your silhouette
and i won't forget what you said
broke my bones and left me for did

Chorus:

And you wonder why
i'm falling
but our last goodbye
was toxic
was toxic
but it's over now
yeah it's over now

Verse 2

forget the past we made
cut me off with your new blade
we were hidin our problems
we don't know how to solve them
we were paintin the picture of destruction
corrupted
we don't care as long as it's something
but we fall in love
then break up like it's nothing
it's nothing to you i could tell you were running

Corrupted (x6)

It fills me with regret
walking past your silhouette
and i won't forget what you said
broke my bones and left me for did

Chorus:

And you wonder why
i'm falling
but our last goodbye
was toxic
was toxic
but it's over now
yeah it's over now

Bridge:

You wonder why i'm fallin
Our last goodbye was toxic
but when i was young i said
i'm all in
i'm all in 
(x2)

Chorus:

And you wonder why
i'm falling
but our last goodbye
was toxic
was toxic
but it's over now
yeah it's over now

Our Last Goodbye

produced by @remghost
photo credits: @jwhaylandphoto on ig

here is your closure (prod. remghost)

https://soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics:

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
just wana taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away 

girl shut me down 
go and drain me out 
I've been about 
I've seen them drown 

lost myself in an empty crowd 
will you wake me up when you're coming round

I can't recall I watch them fall 
my bodies yours just needs installed 
bouncing off the fucking walls 
cause I can't find no fucking cure 

no need to save me baby 
don't even start with safety 
I just wanna taste the same thing 
don't pick me up I'm fading 

you don't trust a word I say 
I can't blame you either way 
am I really a big mistake 
baby take my heart away

take my heart away and burn it 
light my darker days no curtain 
start to think that they're deserving 
Am I a waste of space a burden

Nephophobia

Wh1te W0lf

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