Her last cigerette (super terrible version)

Her Last Cigarette

If sadness is just a phase, then why do I feel this way?
This poison fills my veins, but it makes me feel alive.
Exhale all the smoke, and let me breathe again.
Cause I just cant be somethin I can't.
And I'm just tryna feel something again.

See, I can't escape. I'm trapped inside a cage.
Maybe I deserve this, cruel an unusual punishment.
This cycle I cannot break. It's driving me insane,
so I'll take another hit off of my cigarette.

I just wanna be set free. I just wanna be me.
Why can't you see, that you're killin me.
Let me go. Let me go. 
Oh, let me go home.

They say what doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger.
But I am already dead, and I don't know how much longer
I can take this bullshit that I am fed.

You don't know me at all, so why do you pretend.
I know you watched me fall, but didn't wanna jump in 
and save me from myself. My own personal hell.
Just so you're not held accountable.

It doesn't change a thing and its all the same.
I sold my soul in an exchange, 
to rid my mind of all of this pain, 
but instead, I lost everything.

Skylines (East Hall Stairwell)

I feel useless. So tired of these nooses
that are tied around my neck.
But what did I expect.
I'm drownin in an ocean
held hostage by my thoughts.
I'm living in slow motion.
Oh I feel so lost.

I used to feel invincible, but now I feel so cold.
and I'm so far away cause I don't wanna face
my demons. I meet them every evening.
They never leave. They make me believe
that I'm not worth it, that I don't deserve this
right to be happy, right to be healthy.

Do you believe any of these things?
Cause I feel useless, tired of these nooses, 
and I need a cigarette so I can forget
how it feels to be alone all the goddamn time.
That I need to be shown that I'll be fine.

I wish that I wasnt this way. 
I must be some kind of mistake.
I wish I knew what I could do
to be better, and quit sayin I'll never
reach happiness. I'm dreamin I guess.
My heart has no home. It's made of stone.

Cause I feel worthless, lost without a purpose,
and I need a cigarette so I can forget.
Oh I need a cigarette.
Oh I need a cigarette.
Oh I need a cigarette.
So that I can forget.

Drowing  (East Hall Stairwell)

Withheld (Acoustic One Take 2019)

Absent (Acoustic One Take 2019)

I wrote this song about my hometown when I was 17. Although its not the best song ever, it means alot to me and my journey!

This is the first track on my debut EP 'IDEKA'

Moving Forward (2020)

A lofi beat for you to study and get high too. Made on stormy days, the samples of the rain really capture the true creativite power this song will give you. 

This the second song on my debut EP 'IDEKA'

Regression

This song was originally released in demo form in 2018. This is the 2020 revamp and a reflection of the music to come. Really proud of this one!

This is the third track on my debut EP 'IDEKA'

Disappearing (2020)

My name is Chris Compton. Im a Singer Songwriter from KS. Unbound by genre or talent, I make noises that you may or may not enjoy.

This is the very beginnings of What Is Gravity. Hope you enjoy! Check out my Spotify!

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