your music is so underrated you are so talented and your music helps me in so many ways you could never imagine. <3 dont give up im proud of you

All of your music is great and its only hettung better thank you for existing

so when are we collabing ?! ahah youre fuckin amazing 

@bugs_in_suburbia haha thank you !! instagram mostly :)

singing with an australian accent... 10000% the best accent for it

i see a funny name and then i find more sad music god damnit and i just started getting happy again XDDDDDD

Lyrics:

I looked up my symptoms
It said I was dying but I don’t know
If I trust google
More than my doctor, he’s official

Medical Certificate
Framed and hung on the wall
It shows that you made it
It shows that you made it

But what do I have to show?
For all of these half-filled shows
I can’t tell them apart
It’s tearing me apart

But what do I have to show
For all of these half-filled shows
I don’t want to give up
I don’t know where to go
anymore

Ever since I ghosted my therapist
I’ve been looking up my diagnosis
To see if my symptoms persist
I might consider hypnosis

You can say I’m crazy
You can say I’m rude
But I don’t care,
Have you got some food?

Coz I smoked the biggest blunt
Out the back
The biggest blunt I’ve ever seen

Now I can’t make no eye contact
If you see my cry, it’s a panic attack
Saw your face in a crowded room
But I didn’t have the courage, didn’t have the courage 

To talk to you, can we walk outside?
It’s really loud in here
And I’m sorry, for being a bitch
But I don’t deserve the fear I feel

Every time I see your face
Every time I see my old friends

I don’t know, if they know me anymore

And I’m stealing chords from ppl i hate
and I’m stealing lines from people I like
and I’m starting to learn that people that hurt me
Don’t deserve to have my company 

And I am safe, and I’ll get better
Everyday is an uphill battle
I don’t know where I’ll be tomorrow
I just know I’ll be here today

google is my therapist

This song is about someone I had written before about. But the person is always with me. Hard to let go of. Thinking everyday how it was, and how close we were. Gone to soon. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and just see that person and hold one last time.
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Take Me Away

Pat the Bunny - I'm not a good person

Hurricane

McCafferty - Bottles and Cans (Cover)

In which I butcher some of my favorite songs because I fucked up my fingers

I got stains on my fingers and i don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’ll scrub, and pray that they’ll all go away
Like everything goes away, why can’t you just stay with me today?

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
Reminding me that I fucked up again and I should never dare to be
Anything that I’m not.

I got stains on my fingers and I don’t know how long they’ll linger there
And I’d rather chop ‘em off than to let you ever see them bare
Cause they all lead to the smoke, I exhale into the air

And I woke up hating myself, like I did so much yesterday
And I woke up hating myself, trying to think of anything i could say 
Oh can’t you stay, just little bit longer? I’m not sure but I’ll try to be stronger.
Oh can’t you stay, just a little while longer, I just don’t want this day to be over.

When I am sad oh I am sad, but when I’m happy I am happy and there’s just no place in between for us to be ( Flashlight - The Front Bottoms)
When you’re sad, oh god I’m sad, but when you’re happy I am happy, and there’s just no place in between for us to be
And I "steal all my lines from this guy named Brian”, (Bottom - Mccafferty) yet I stole that one from this guy named Nick
And I feel like a dick cause I can see me slowly dying

I’m not doing anything, about it. Scrub my fingers and try to hide it
I’m not doing anything, about it. Will I keep a promise? I doubt it.


Nicotine Stains

Lyrics:
I never take smoke breaks 
I could but I don't 
I could but I don't 'cause I know 
there's a smoker inside of me somewhere 
and I don't wanna let him out 
so I catch myself glancing 
from the backseat 
on the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing 
at the pack you keep in the cup holder 

Bought some Marlboro Reds for my eighteenth birthday 
and I smoked a couple, only a couple 
and gave the rest away 
'cause I don't wanna think that it's already too late 
so I never take smoke breaks 

I know that they'll get me 
yeah one day 
you'll pull into this parking lot to the sight of me puffing away 
into the second half of the second pack that day 
and I know what you'll say 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 

And it's more a question of when than a question of if 
since that night you hopped out of my car 
left behind your American Spirits 
and I keep a lighter in my pocket at all times 'cause 
never know when you'll need one 
never know when you'll need one 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 
fuck myself over

Smoke Breaks (Single)

Smoke Breaks

Shitty songs because of shitty weathers

Lyrics:
Rolling papers, nothing on tonight
Keep on rolling, hopin’ everything’s alright
I hear them coming, I turn off the light’
I hear them coming, I just fill my cup
‘Cause I’m not waking up, don’t mean I’m giving up
I just want more of these dreams I can’t seem to get enough

Now she’s waiting in my room, (I’m hoping it’s not a mess)
Everything is going well, (she’s gonna take off her dress)
And a little note peaks her interest
She asks “hey where did you find that?”
I say “It’s a secret, let’s just leave it at that.”
Well, she likes a little mystery
But she won’t want my history
So just lie with me, we’ll wait for the sun to set
Listen to Mccafferty, and think about where our lives could be 
In a year from now, or 18 months from now
Cause she says “18 months is better for planning. Cause a year is too short, but 3 years is too long. 18 months? Well, 18 months is perfect, because it’s just in the sweet spot to make plans, and be more realistic about them. You know?” And I say “Yep… Realism is totally my thing..”

So pinch me cause I think I’m finally happy
I found someone to dream along with me
So pinch me cause I think I’m finally happy
I knew our love was too good to be

18 Months

Crywank - Welcome To Castle Irwell

The first release from San Diego three-piece The Industry

The Summer Died In San Francisco

Thank you for sharing in this memory with me.

Kaleidoscope

Alice (she/her)
sometimes jason (he/him)

Check out our EP 'W/E you want' for Nicotine Stains and more on our Spotify Account :)

google is my therapist

Whatever You Want

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