alice

just fucking around on garageband for the first time in my life lmao

Lyrics:
Outside, I heard a noise I saw the light
I asked you to come back inside
No need to hide, I’m by your side

I breathe in, count to four,
feels like we’ve been here before
hold for seven and out in eight
you never liked to meditate
My mental health declining fast
Don’t know how to make this last
Ignore my friends, ignore my past
Ignore the calls from mom and dad

Coz it’s all the same
Or am I going insane now
Coz It’s all the same

Alice's Album

outside demo version 1 (iphone)

I Think There’s A Ghost in Your Head

Dead in my head
I don’t ever wanna feel again
Oh no

Can’t sleep lately
God knows that I’ve tried
No hope

Can’t think properly
Or speak with our tongues tied
Go slow

You pushed too hard
But I don’t wanna let it go
Explode / Let go

Had a dream we were friends
Until I pushed you away
I can’t take your hits
Mould myself into a better shape
… Loose lips sink ships
That’s what they always say
It’ll never happen anyway
And I don’t wanna feel again

Ba da da
Ba ba
Ba da dada da

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Ba da dada da

Ba da da
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Ba da dada da

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Ba da dada da

Tongue

Gentle touch across
My rough skin
I'm made of spikes
But you let yourself in
Can I offer a hug
You are my medicine
I can't get enough
Of you, you're healing

All of my wounds
They fade with the seasons
The leaves die out
Like the skin we're shedding
I wish you were closer
If I move I might die
A hedgehog's dilemma
Won't you stay for awhile

All curled up but it's never enough
The space between is far too much
And we stay cold until we’re close enough
Afraid to get hurt but what's one more scar?

Turn to face you and your bright eyes
You feel so warm when we collide
All my fears seem to subside
And I could melt to your mirage
Tangled legs like sprawling roots
How good it feels pressed close to you
Skin on skin to keep us glued
With all the things that we could do

A still-life painting in your room
We could try but what's the use
Sunflower stems our limbs let loose
If I'm alive this is the proof

The Hedgehog (and the Sunflower)

I don't wanna wake up
Guess I'll never sleep instead
Taking off my makeup
Running down my head (face) again

How do I know if I'm all right
When do i finally feel alive

Maybe it's the way you call my name
Nothing ever sounds the same
Maybe it's the way you hold my hand
They'd probably never understand

How do i know if i'm all right
When do i finally alive
Hours flying by, always running out of time
When do i get to be alive

You don't want to be alone
And I'm the one you call upon
I don't want to be alone
It's hard when you're the one I want

Everything's a headache
And I can't stand the thought of us
Everything's a headache now
And I can't stand the thought of us

When do I get to be alive

Headache

I fell deep into the bitter sea
Felt so cold, yeah my body went weak
Red alert you say you wanna see me
Got so high till I couldn't think straight
Heart palpitations sweat perspiring
Head gone numb and I couldn't breathe
Party fell dead now you wanna speak
Saw your face now I wanna leave, sorry

It's hard enough for us to be friends
Never got it right, I don't wanna pretend
Wasted years on us, I don't wanna be
Living in a dream, out of reach, makes me wanna scream

Oh no, don't make it look easy
Too close, I can feel you breathing
Hate this, you make me feel useless
I'm not gonna be the one that breaks first

Curse this scene, get me out of here
Too cliche for the hell of it, maybe
The writers just wanna, embarrass me, probably
Script might change, but I wanna quit, way too
… Naive, for my own good, so what now?
Surreptitious and ineloquent
No cares left, think I'm ready to throw up
… Gotta dig a way outta this hole I dug

It's hard enough for us to be friends
Never got it right, I don't wanna pretend
Wasted years on us, I don't wanna be
Living in a dream, out of reach, makes me wanna scream

Oh no, don't make it look easy
Too close, I can feel you breathing
Fuck that, don't tell me you love me
I don't need false hope to believe in

I don't wanna be the one that breaks first

Bitter

Alice (she/her)
sometimes jason (he/him)

Check out our EP 'W/E you want' for Nicotine Stains and more on our Spotify Account :)

outside demo version 1 (iphone)

Whatever You Want