I don't wanna wake up
Guess I'll never sleep instead
Taking off my makeup
Running down my head (face) again

How do I know if I'm all right
When do i finally feel alive

Maybe it's the way you call my name
Nothing ever sounds the same
Maybe it's the way you hold my hand
They'd probably never understand

How do i know if i'm all right
When do i finally alive
Hours flying by, always running out of time
When do i get to be alive

You don't want to be alone
And I'm the one you call upon
I don't want to be alone
It's hard when you're the one I want

Everything's a headache
And I can't stand the thought of us
Everything's a headache now
And I can't stand the thought of us

When do I get to be alive

Headache

look up the stars are beautiful
we can connect the dots
i made a heart for you
you said thank you then i kissed you x2

we're laying in the grass
im getting bug bites
you say lets go inside
i say no not inside

these bug bites 
are here today
but theyll be better the next day
or even the next day

so lets lay under this tree
no one but you and me
underneath the stars
with no lights or flashing cars x2

hey how are you today
i think i like you
i think i like you
i really like you

we can sit around all day long
we can smile and sing love songs
cause everything we do
makes me really love you

come on lets play mortal kombat
you beat me look at that
i didnt let you win
but i let you in

to my hearrrrrtttttt
i let you into my
i let you into my

to my hearrrrrtttttt
i let you into my
i let you into my 
heart

look up the stars are beautiful
we can connect the dots
i made a heart for you
you said thank you then i kissed you x2

under this tree

wilbert the ghost owl

Pat the Bunny - I'm not a good person

Hurricane

Lyrics:
I never take smoke breaks 
I could but I don't 
I could but I don't 'cause I know 
there's a smoker inside of me somewhere 
and I don't wanna let him out 
so I catch myself glancing 
from the backseat 
on the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing 
at the pack you keep in the cup holder 

Bought some Marlboro Reds for my eighteenth birthday 
and I smoked a couple, only a couple 
and gave the rest away 
'cause I don't wanna think that it's already too late 
so I never take smoke breaks 

I know that they'll get me 
yeah one day 
you'll pull into this parking lot to the sight of me puffing away 
into the second half of the second pack that day 
and I know what you'll say 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 

And it's more a question of when than a question of if 
since that night you hopped out of my car 
left behind your American Spirits 
and I keep a lighter in my pocket at all times 'cause 
never know when you'll need one 
never know when you'll need one 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 
fuck myself over

Smoke Breaks (Single)

Smoke Breaks

Shitty songs because of shitty weathers

Lyrics:
Rolling papers, nothing on tonight
Keep on rolling, hopin’ everything’s alright
I hear them coming, I turn off the light’
I hear them coming, I just fill my cup
‘Cause I’m not waking up, don’t mean I’m giving up
I just want more of these dreams I can’t seem to get enough

Now she’s waiting in my room, (I’m hoping it’s not a mess)
Everything is going well, (she’s gonna take off her dress)
And a little note peaks her interest
She asks “hey where did you find that?”
I say “It’s a secret, let’s just leave it at that.”
Well, she likes a little mystery
But she won’t want my history
So just lie with me, we’ll wait for the sun to set
Listen to Mccafferty, and think about where our lives could be 
In a year from now, or 18 months from now
Cause she says “18 months is better for planning. Cause a year is too short, but 3 years is too long. 18 months? Well, 18 months is perfect, because it’s just in the sweet spot to make plans, and be more realistic about them. You know?” And I say “Yep… Realism is totally my thing..”

So pinch me cause I think I’m finally happy
I found someone to dream along with me
So pinch me cause I think I’m finally happy
I knew our love was too good to be

18 Months

With every morning, I try to fight the clock to fight time
Never mind the sun, the tram can wait for me for once.
I’ll be late to work, and I’ll curse myself for staying up late
I’ll promise I’ll sleep at eight this time around.
But I don’t have you to wake up,
No more good mornings, no more smiling coffee cup.
There’s nothing to see so I’ll keep my eyes shut
All the way to work,.

So now I’m living like a shadow, that you left behind
So now I’m living like a shadow, of what you wanted me to be
So now I’m living like a shadow, that you left behind
Feels like I’m drowning in the shallows, can’t tell if I’m alive, or just a ghost from your- 

And my bed still smells like your messy hair when I wake up feels like you’re still there
In my mind, I find, well this curse is mine, I lost you to time, I always lose to time

So now I’m living like a shadow, that you left behind
So now I’m living like the shadow of a man who thought he could make everything last
So now I’m living like a shadow, that you left behind
Feels like I’m drowning in the shallows, can’t tell if I’m alive, or just a ghost from your past.

Shadow

Let’s sing until our throats get numb and I don’t think this party is dumb,
but if I were to host it I’d pick something better than 
Listening to pop hits of last weeks that sound the same as last years
But let’s raise our glasses, to the birthday kid and say
“It’s alright, it’s okay, happy birthday”
 
Am I getting cocky? I should enjoy this fucking party
But things are looking grim, and someone just passed out in the backyard
I just want to leave and take you with me, 
If we leave early we can catch the train out of the city
“You can touch on, and touch off, with my myki
If I get a fine, that’s fine, that’s fine by/with me”

Another Party Song

this is my "try-hard-angsty-emo-high-school-ass-bullshit" song about wanting to grow weed and high school. plz enjoy.

i feel so angry and i don't know why
my parents say it's hormones but i just wanna die
and i'm always tired but i can't fall asleep
thinking about the things i wanna be but i will never be
i stay up later than i probably should
when i wake up in the morning i regret it like i knew i would
i hate your friends because i don't fit in
maybe it's selfish but it sucks to not fit in

i want to buy a house in the mountains and i
want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

i want to tell you that i love you
but honesty means that i shouldn't lie
i wish that i could say i miss you
but if i did well then i would be lying
to you

i want to buy a house in the mountains and i
want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

i want to tell you that i love you
but honesty means that i shouldn't lie
i wish that i could say i miss you
but if i did well then i would be lying
to you
and my friends
and your friends
and my parents
and everybody else who knows about what happened
like you
and my friends
and your friends
and my parents
so i'll smoke a bowl and talk about later with you with you wake
up

school spirit

saturn suv

Lyrics:

When you’re w me can’t seem to find the
Right words to say
Count me lucky if I’m at the right place,
On the right time
And I’ve got all my friends’ name on the door
They wanna hear me sing about my problems 
Like the way I did before

It’s not about a girl w a boyfriend
Or a boy with a girlfriend
Let’s sing about the end of the word
As we know it
The trees burning up should’ve been a warning
And I don’t know what the fuck this government is doing
World War 3 is coming up as I’m coming down
Drugs are getting expensive in this town

This town, this town,
This town that you and I both desperately wanna leave

So it’s time, to rise up and get our power back
I’m sick of lying around and having panic attacks
Conversations all the same, they’ll lie to us anyway
We’ll find out when they make it to mars

But the dead planet knows where the blood river flows
My secrets are known to those who are close
We’ll make it outside when this plague blows over
And make this world a little bit better
We’ll make this world a little bit better

Quarantine Blues (Demo)

Alice (she/her)
sometimes jason (he/him)

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Shadow

Whatever You Want

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