I don't wanna wake up
Guess I'll never sleep instead
Taking off my makeup
Running down my head (face) again

How do I know if I'm all right
When do i finally feel alive

Maybe it's the way you call my name
Nothing ever sounds the same
Maybe it's the way you hold my hand
They'd probably never understand

How do i know if i'm all right
When do i finally alive
Hours flying by, always running out of time
When do i get to be alive

You don't want to be alone
And I'm the one you call upon
I don't want to be alone
It's hard when you're the one I want

Everything's a headache
And I can't stand the thought of us
Everything's a headache now
And I can't stand the thought of us

When do I get to be alive

Headache

Pat the Bunny - I'm not a good person

I Hate This Body-Mccafferty

So this is where I'll end up, High in the dark, still fucked.
Lying on my bed and lying to myself Why do i make everything so hard?
They rebuilt the playground And they’ll fix this town.
Like you’ll rebuild my mind but all I’ll do is break it down.

The class I’m ditching, is not worth my time, listen, I got something important to tell you
But it won’t come out, out of my mouth
So am I giving up, am I leaving now?
Coz whatever I do or say won’t ever fucking feel enough
So I know it’s rough, these winter mornings, are the worst.

Winter Mornings

Lyrics:
I never take smoke breaks 
I could but I don't 
I could but I don't 'cause I know 
there's a smoker inside of me somewhere 
and I don't wanna let him out 
so I catch myself glancing 
from the backseat 
on the trip home to Plymouth from Lansing 
at the pack you keep in the cup holder 

Bought some Marlboro Reds for my eighteenth birthday 
and I smoked a couple, only a couple 
and gave the rest away 
'cause I don't wanna think that it's already too late 
so I never take smoke breaks 

I know that they'll get me 
yeah one day 
you'll pull into this parking lot to the sight of me puffing away 
into the second half of the second pack that day 
and I know what you'll say 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 

And it's more a question of when than a question of if 
since that night you hopped out of my car 
left behind your American Spirits 
and I keep a lighter in my pocket at all times 'cause 
never know when you'll need one 
never know when you'll need one 

"Hey Marco, since when were you a smoker?" 
Since the day I gave up and decided to fuck myself over 
fuck myself over

Smoke Breaks (Single)

Smoke Breaks

this is my "try-hard-angsty-emo-high-school-ass-bullshit" song about wanting to grow weed and high school. plz enjoy.

i feel so angry and i don't know why
my parents say it's hormones but i just wanna die
and i'm always tired but i can't fall asleep
thinking about the things i wanna be but i will never be
i stay up later than i probably should
when i wake up in the morning i regret it like i knew i would
i hate your friends because i don't fit in
maybe it's selfish but it sucks to not fit in

i want to buy a house in the mountains and i
want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

i want to tell you that i love you
but honesty means that i shouldn't lie
i wish that i could say i miss you
but if i did well then i would be lying
to you

i want to buy a house in the mountains and i
want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden
i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase
and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your fuckin face

i want to tell you that i love you
but honesty means that i shouldn't lie
i wish that i could say i miss you
but if i did well then i would be lying
to you
and my friends
and your friends
and my parents
and everybody else who knows about what happened
like you
and my friends
and your friends
and my parents
so i'll smoke a bowl and talk about later with you with you wake
up

school spirit

saturn suv

I Hate My Friends

Lonely Eyes- The Front Bottoms

@stephan-leo
@jakeypoomusic
Produced by @withamik

LYRICS
Something told me I should listen
Something told me I should care
In my mind it feels so empty
That I’m choking on thin air

I'm searching
For something to get me out of
This hellscape
And come find me
When I'm surrounded
And come find me

Aware of this distance
It makes me scared seeing what will arrive here 
Once again foreboding all that I've known to be death

Knowing how I've been so unprepared 
I still don't know how I'm to handle this
I wonder if anything could understand
'Cause even I can't

I'm banging on these walls
I'm kicking and screaming
For anything to listen in
It's everything I breathe
And everything I resent
But don't wanna accept
And nothing can hear me
This place feels so endless, yeah
It's suffocating me from living

I'm searching
For something to get me out of
This hellscape
And come find me
When I'm surrounded
Come find me

HELLSCAPE

The third Studio Album from McCafferty.

I am so blessed to have had this opportunity to make such an incredible CD with my wife, and my friends. Thank you for listening and making this possible.

The album will release everywhere November 16, 2019 with a full vinyl and merchandise run.

Follow nickhartkop_mccaffertyband for updates about the band.

mccaffertyband.com

08 Alligator Skin Boots

Los Campesinos! - The Sea Is A Good Place To Think Of The Future

Re - Do by Modern Baseball

Alice (she/her)
sometimes jason (he/him)

Check out our EP 'W/E you want' for Nicotine Stains and more on our Spotify Account :)

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