im awkward and i hate this [+taher]

save me

u make me feel like im special + mayh3mp (prod. beelow)

billzz x capoxxo - blastin </3 (prod. takimodo)

Socially withdrawn, high and alone,
I don’t want you in my room could you leave me alone
It’s been like 12 months since I felt at home,
And every time I do right, it gets perceived as wrong.
When I was younger in the class, I would never learn,
Etching shit on the table was my daily routine.
Light bulb in my head went off at 12,
Started etching on my wrist left marks can’t heal.
Mental scars in my head worse than physical ones,
I ain’t never gave a shit if you wanted me gone.
Suicidal attempts next time I’ll be gone,
It wasn’t my fault, in my defense I was left all alone.
All alone in my room writing rhymes, passing time,
Started smoking nicotine, getting drunk in my room.
Started cutting on my thighs, hiding scars from my friends,
I ain’t ever give a shit  I’ma do my own
I’m so fucking mental in here, my wrist got like 50 on it,
Spin this bitch I whip been on it,
My bro said he got 50 on him.

my life subpar

abandoned

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