dedicated to Alex Paxton Moore, i love u n i miss u

prod @prodmichael
mix + master by me
cover photo by @coldspades, edited by me

>>lyrics:
i wish i didnt go

i knew i shouldnt have gone
15 minutes n it was too long
i miss u so much
what could i have done?

whyd u go??
wheres ur hope???
u were my only friend, i was there till the end
swear theres more, dont close the door
i shoulda saved u then but i messed up again

theres always more
but i cant stand the storm
i dont blame u but whyd choose the noose?
ur not at the end
u dont have to give in

messed it up again
i lost another friend
dear alex u left us so calloused
swear i'd fix it but i nvr finished

and i cant forgive myself for that
i'd take it all back if i had the chance
i miss the days that we had
now i just sit alone in my bed
all these thoughts stuck in my head
my heart heavy w/ regret
i coulda saved u but i didnt
thats a fact i have to live with..

Dear Alex

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Dear Alex 「michaelwarren」

self prod
lil toxic rnb jawn
lyrics:
don't vent abt ur man i wanna hear less of him
tired of ur bullshit time and time again
get on top of me, don't say a word and settle in
ion even need u i'll jus hit up ur friend

sippin out my cup, u jus a feeder huh?
better than ur man he ain't a eater huh? 
compliment ur fit you jus gon eat it up
act like i'm in love, bitch i jus wanna fuck

said ur afraid of commitment
crazy thing to say while u switchin positions
i don't give a fuck rly not tryna listen
toss u all ur clothes n kick u out fuck u with the vision ?

baby u really tryna find ur knight?
someone who gon luv u thru the night
someone who gon stay put up w the fights
came to the wrong place yeah fucking right

she hit me up again, 11 on the dot
she tryna link up at the bar, henny on the rock
i can't stop
talkin mad crazy got my rizz on lock
took her back to my place, 11:20 on the clock
yeah ik she bad ik i used my luck
snapped it to my homies so they all kno im up, run me up
120 on the dash ik she feel the rush
fucked but i'm not the type 2 luv x2

not the type 2 luv (aurasrevenge)

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jus say im fine
prod. z3nny (goat)

lyrics 

they say im getting better but thats not fkn true :(
n im no longer enjoying all the shit i used to do :(((
i dont know how im living but some how i pull thru
im so close 2 fkn ending it , if only u knew

breaking down every minute of the day 
i wish i just knew how 2 express how im feeling
n im so ashamed cus idk what 2 say
put on a display 
n jus get on w/ my day 
i always fkn struggle w communication 
im sorry that i always leave u with confusion 
everything i say is jus so complicated 
everything is better when im intoxicated 
wooooaahhh
and idk how 2 tell u im dying inside
i-i-i jus try and take it 1 day at a time
i-i-im 1 step away from losing my mind 
but i tell u im fine

[interlude]

fucked up on what she said 2 me 
my heart is in 2 pieces
those 3 words that u said 2 me 
were bullshit , lost in the debris. 

[chorus]

tysm doozii for mix xx

jus say im fine [z3nny]

や滅 / die💀

love you both so much!! <3 :3 this song really means alot to me. 

lyrics:
(p3tro)
human life can feel so baseless,
the human body is a spaceship,
i swear to god its just a matrix,
i think i got the mind to break this

its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

(tiger)
once i'm third person bound
getting too into it
detaching the ligaments from my limbs
as if I don't exist 
Overloaded unethical thoughts to urself
d-digging in
If there's nobody else 
to stop ur spin

keep it up
why u down
not another frown cus
thats so silly uh
Really, aw
My friends major tripping out

im not biased, I can feel it
talk it out and then lets leave it
i just try to help u see it
u should trust my gut believe it

i get ur stuck, gonna go ghost
i cant ignore it and leave u alone
hearing it wrong, said we should talk
why dont we sit down 
cus its official, my life almost had no light like
i could owe it all to convos staying up all night
just chilling, vibing
love u bruh

(p3tro)
its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

perspective w/ tigerstar (1fern)

@55depths
@bleedteam
@x1fern
@1anesthesia
soundcloud exclusive

hit the killswitch.

lyrics:
(dth)
ride around the city
with a bad bitch
bands stacked to the sky
but i'll never switch
the world is pretty shitty
hit the killswitch
pussy actin tough
better save it

ride around the city
with a bad bitch
if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it
sick of all these bitches
kinda average
yeah if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it

i'm in my bag
with all my friends
yeah we takin over
all that we had
take it all back
then i was never sober

(1fern)
i was never sober then you know i dont fuck with that
you wanna act like a goofy? well good luck with that
icy on my wrist & on my feet i'm slipping
i got so much money, when she sees she's dripping
got the wok & I'm sipping
got a glock on my hip & 
i'm fucked so I found out
i'm stuck in the mud now
i put holes in my opps
see the blood in the snow
turning corners from cops
keep my hood up head low

(anesthesia)
you're the pit in my stomach
i don't like to think about
i fiend for your touch
n i'm trying to wait it out
i'm just like you
you just like me
i love you and you despise me

hi tech from the cvs
necklace drippin vvs
walk in saks n blow a check
u at ross u dress for less
i'm off 5 grams of kratom baby
ask me if i give a fuck
i ran outta wifi
u know i had to hit the plug

(dth)
ride around the city
with a bad bitch
bands stacked to the sky
but i'll never switch
the world is pretty shitty
hit the killswitch
pussy actin tough
better save it

ride around the city
with a bad bitch
if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it
sick of all these bitches
kinda average
yeah if i like it then i buy it
gotta have it

save it w/ 1fern and anesthesia (kyoa + warheart)

with @pdktp !!
prod @andylovu
OUT ON ALL PLATS NOW !!!!

LYRICS:
i wanna leave
but i'm stuck in concrete
live in a web of deceit
can you please stop chasing me?
wanna be free
there's nothing we can agree
now i'm running down the street
j'commence ma nouvelle vie

i wanna leave
but i'm stuck in concrete
live in a web of deceit
can you please stop chasing me?
wanna be free
there's nothing we can agree
now i'm running down the street
j'commence ma nouvelle vie (ha!)

a life full of lies and for me just zero context
soon it's your demise, you'll be stuck reading a long text
i just want to be like a baby bird and fly but for some reason you think it's better for me to cry
the fuck do you want, i know you're sad you can't control me
not gonna be a robot and become your little trainee
so unpredictable, always wonder what comes next
but who's unpredictable when you look who's dead?

not gonna lie that girl's kinda freaky
and i don't know why I like her, yeah it beats me
but i really like the way that she treats me
yeah, i really like the way that she treats me
i-i-i d-d-d-don't know what's right
but you're burnin' my insides
yeah you're fillin' up my mind
YEAH YOUR FILLING UP MY AHHHH

i wanna leave
but i'm stuck in concrete
live in a web of deceit
can you please stop chasing me?
wanna be free
there's nothing we can agree
now i'm running down the street
j'commence ma nouvelle vie

i wanna leave
but i'm stuck in concrete
live in a web of deceit
can you please stop chasing me?
wanna be free
there's nothing we can agree
now i'm running down the street
j'commence ma nouvelle vie (ha!)

ma nouvelle vie (w/ pdktp)

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

Mastered by @noraevelyne
Ill have lyrics some time soon hopefully :)

promises + nora evelyne  (xnull + yametsu)

what if animals took over the world?

prod @drmabeats-90606897

https://www.kailang.wtf/home/brainmaze
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LYRICS :
sometimes we don't think about the things around us
oblivious to the thoughts that surround us
it's the place we call home
but there's so much to be known
even if we could see inside their minds

i think that we'd deny the things that we would find
pretend that we're all fine and try to cover up the lies
i guess it's ordinary to assume what seems to be the obvious
getting lost inside their minds, in the cords i'm intertwined
i'm shouting help but it's assumed that i died
i guess it's ordinary to assume what seems to be the obvious

their psychological capabilities are way more than me
but still they're all placed in captivity, they should be free
i wish i was a squirrel collecting acorns
instead of slaving away at an office job
i think a lot about how the world is so small
and we don't realize at all, these thoughts are pre-installed
and the government's at fault; they're dying for a false cause

i think that we'd deny the things that we would find
pretend that we're all fine and try to cover up the lies
i guess it's ordinary to assume what seems to be the obvious
getting lost inside their minds, in the cords i'm intertwined
i'm shouting help but it's assumed that i died
i guess it's ordinary to assume what seems to be the obvious

ma nouvelle vie (w/ pdktp)

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