I made this when I was really fucking stupid... Hopefully listening to it will always remind me of what the fuck's really going on... 

ThrowawaySimp...

Whenever I miss class or do some fucking stupid shit I usually go to this place... Like I don't deserve to live or the blessings that God has bestowed upon me... Hence the title... 

I was maybe gonna use it for something but I broke my phone... so yeah... no more beats... maybe i'll make a better version in the future... who knows... swags... 

DESERVE.MP3

I'm 22... but most of the time I'm switching back between 5 and 13... I'm not really a man's man type nigga... never have been... So being in this stage at my life I kinda struggle with my masculinity a lot... Like I hate conflict... I didn't grow up in that shit... But I'm Black... and I live in "Chiraq"... So I feel like I either have to feign this rough exterior that I'm expected to have out here or be labeled a bitch... or soft... 

I also wanted to show my usual mental transitions from utter bliss to trapped in the middle of a blazing funhouse while running from a demon who looks exactly like me... 




Mr. Nes