Lyrics:

I walked through the rain.
I walked home alone again.
I was too shy to speak
to the girl that I would really like to meet.

The basement filled with the crowd.
The music turned up way too loud.
I love the way you wore your hair.
You didn't realize that I was there, no.

You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
like you might think about me, but there is more that you just don't see.
You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
but I will keep pretending for everyone that I feel fine.

You are always on my mind.
You dont care 'bout me but that is fine.
You are always in my head
while you like to meet him, I hate you for that, yeah.

You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
like you might think about me, but there is more that you just don't see.
You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
but I will keep pretending for everyone that I feel fine.

You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
like you might think about me, but there is more that you just don't see.

You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
like you might think about me, but there is more that you just don't see.
You are always on my mind, not just from time to time
but I will keep pretending for everyone that I feel fine.

Hidden Love

Lyrics:

Trust me, one day you will wake up
and realize how much time you've lost
spending time on things you don't like. 
Don't listen to people who just pass you by.

They might say that things get better
so you could change, but you should never
spend much time on things you don't like.
Don't listen to people who just pass you by.

Don't try too hard, go your own way,
don't care too much about what they may say.
You are best when you are yourself!
And don't try to be someone else 
for the sake of being anything
while you could be everything.

Don't try too hard, go your own way,
don't care too much about what they may say.
You are best when you are yourself!
And don't try to be someone else 
for the sake of being anything
while you could be everything.

Don't try too hard, go your own way,
don't care too much about what they may say.
You are best when you are yourself!
And don't try to be someone else 
for the sake of being anything
while you could be everything.

No Gold

Lyrics:

My time has come now.
I am gone now.
What will you do?
Yes, what will you do?
Will you miss me?
Like I missed you?
Will you move along
like you used to do?
You won't care, you're your best friend.

Pick up the pieces
when I am leaving
or the birds will.
Yes, the birds they will.
I have fallen apart,
now it is too dark.
Is anyone here?
I guess there's someone with you.
You won't care, you're your best friend

and I'm mine, so if anybody asks you can tell them that
I am fine and alright. If you didn't realize that I have
closed my eyes, would you mind? Since you didn't prove that you
are of good kind till the end. And you won't care since
you are your best friend.

Birds

Lyrics:

The easy life is over, I'm awake and I am sober,
have my suitcase packed, now no turning back.
Turn around and close the door, there's nothing left no more.
Could you fill my cup? I'm tired of growing up.
      
Fucked up – am I going down like this?
Fact is – right now I am really pissed.
And I ask – Is this a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Fucked up – am I going down like this?
Fact is – right now I am really pissed.
And I ask – Is this a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Is there a place for me?

So I fake a smile. My heart: too fragile.
Too fragile to bear the truth, I spent most of my youth.
Now it's hit or miss – is it really as hard as this?

Fucked up – am I going down like this?
Fact is – right now I am really pissed.
And I ask – Is this a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Fucked up – am I going down like this?
Fact is – right now I am really pissed.
And I ask – Is this a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Is there a place for me?

Would you believe your eyes if everything turned to light
or would you start to burn?
Would you shut your mouth if you were not allowed
to shout your words out loud?

Fucked up – am I going down like this?
Fact is – right now I am really pissed.
And I ask – Is this a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Fucked up – am I going down like this?
Fact is – right now I am really pissed.
And I ask – Is this a place for me?
Is there a place for me?
Is there a place for me?

Easy Life

First release to the upcoming EP "Ephemeral", out december 18th, 2018.

I am super grateful to have Felix Bayer (de-de.facebook.com/felixbayermusic/) and Katharina Dohn (soundcloud.com/katharina-dohn) as guest performers on this track. Please, check them out! Links to their social media are listed under track credits.
And stay tuned for more music coming your way, those two will be part of it as well!

Lyrics:

The weight on my shoulders,
I'm growing colder
every time I hit the ground.
Harder to breathe in,
I'm hardly sleepin'.
How does it feel to be safe and sound?
To be safe and sound?

I watch the petals fall,
I will count them all,
but I'm reminded every day:
Fast as the weather
things can get better.
I won't waste my life away.
Don't waste your days away.

You can do it if you want to.
If you want to I can help you and we will drag you out,
drag you out, drag you out of the blue.

The blossoms call, ephemeral;
I feel like I deserve less.
Bad days distort
the good but so short
periods of happiness.
It get's better I guess.

You can do it if you want to.
If you want to I can help you and we will drag you out,
drag you out, drag you out of the blue.

To shape a beautiful mind remember good and bad of times
so you value the worth of a high, 'cause you know how fast they go by. If not just stand in the rain until you feel yourself again
and leave the self-doubt with your hands in your pockets and
your head in the clouds.

You can do it if you want to.
If you want to we can help you and we will drag you out,
drag you out, drag you out of the blue.
You can do it if you want to.
If you want to we can help you and we will drag you out,
drag you out, drag you out of the blue.

I will drag you out of the blue.

Petals

I remember the touch of your skin on mine,
the stopping of time.
I remember all those nights we spent awake,
lying face to face.
And it hurts that things won't be like this again.
It hurts when good things have to end.

Will you remember me as part of your life
or as a long gone past,
while I try to figure out the reasons
why we didn't last?
And it hurts that things won't be like this again.
It hurts when good things have to end.

All those night I waited for your call.
Now I know some things were meant to fall
apart.

Apart

So it begins: I am sinking in.
The places I run from are the places I've been to.
You are gone - I'm still hanging on
and brush paint over the pictures I once loved.

I hear your voice inside my head,
even though I'm alone in my bed.

Yes, you are so far away
and everyday I hate myself for not making you stay.
Every late night is such a hard ride.
I let you in and that's when I tore my skin.

I cannot sleep, I feel incomplete.
Gave you a part of me, but that was not meant to be.
I am lost. I am hurt.
I deleted you number so I don't call you up drunk.

I smack my fist against the wall.
The higher you jump, the harder you fall.

Yes, you are so far away
and everyday I hate myself for not making you stay.
Every late night is such a hard ride.
I let you in and that's when I tore my skin.

I watch the sun set over mountains.
I fallow your ghost to the creek.
Face to face with an unknown future,
I let the past drown in me.

Yes, you are so far away
and everyday I hate myself for not making you stay.
Every late night is such a hard ride.
I let you in and that's when I tore my skin.

Pictures I Once Loved

I came over to your house.
I was thinking about
leaving everything behind
for one last time.
But you took my hand
and you begged me to stay.
I guess I'll never leave this place,
I guess I'll never get away.

The places I called home don't feel like home anymore:
Skeletons in my closet and monsters in front of my door.
The places I called home don't feel like home anymore:
Skeletons in my closet and monsters in front of my door.

I came over to your house.
Slowly I was freaking out,
maybe I'll lose my mind?
Head over heels on more time.
Let go off my hand.
I'll send you postcards from LA.
If I'll ever leave this place.
If I'll ever get away.


The places I called home don't feel like home anymore:
Skeletons in my closet and monsters in front of my door.
The places I called home don't feel like home anymore
Skeletons in my closet and monsters in front of my door.

When I called you late last night,
I was thinking about a million ways to try
to be happy and sad at the same time.
When I called you late last night,
I was thinking about a million ways to try,
try to get by.
When I called you late last night,
I was thinking about a million ways to try
to be happy and sad at the same time.
When I called you late last night,
I was thinking about a million ways to try,
try to get by.

The places I called home don't feel like home anymore:
Skeletons in my closet and monsters in front of my door.
The places I called home don't feel like home anymore:
Skeletons in my closet and monsters in front of my door.

Monsters

The weight on my shoulders,
I'm growing colder
every time I hit the ground.
Harder to breathe in, I'm hardly sleepin'.
How does it feel to be safe and sound?

To be safe and sound?

I watch the petals fall,
I will count them all,
but I'm reminded every day:
Fast as the weather
things can get better,
I won't waste my life away.

Don't waste your days away.

You can do it if you want to,
if you want to I can help you
and we will drag you out; drag you out;
drag you out of the blue.


The blossoms call,
ephemeral;
I feel like I deserve less.
Bad days distort
the good but so short
periods of happiness.

It gets better I guess.

You can do it if you want to,
if you want to I can help you
and we will drag you out; drag you out;
drag you out of the blue.

To shape a beautiful mind remember good and bad of times
so you value the worth of a high, 'cause you know how fast they go by.
If not: Just stand in the rain until you feel yourself again
and leave the self-doubt with your hands in your pockets and your head in the clouds.


You can do it if you want to,
if you want to we can help you
and we will drag you out; drag you out;
drag you out of the blue.
You can do it if you want to,
if you want to we can help you
and we will drag you out; drag you out;
drag you out of the blue.

I will drag you out of the blue.

I wanna be strong, but I am weak.
I wanna be fine, I don't know what I need.
I'm a hopeless romantic in a world too fast,
dirty diamonds, they don't shine and they don't last.
People come and people go, but I don't know:
Is there true love and will it ever show?
I've got this feeling to share, but I don't know if you will be there.

If you will be there for me when finally all comes down.

I leave this place, move to California,
and find a better place for myself.
I need some space, somewhere in California,
so I can be without anyone else.

Haunted by nightmare every night,
sitting in the dark and waiting for the light
to shine through the windows of my room;
to melt the snow and let the flowers bloom.
Like you brought light to my soul after life had taken its toll.
I've got this feeling to share, but I don't know if you will be there.

If you will be there for me when finally all comes down.

I leave this place, move to California
and find a better place for myself.
I need some space, somewhere in California,
so I can be without anyone else.

I leave this place, move to California,
and find a better place for myself.
I need some space, somewhere in California,
so I can be without anyone else.

Missing Strength

Hey everyone,

long time no see! During lockdown I decided to join Produce Like A Pro's Mix Contest for the song "Turning Point" by Dark Times Collaboration.
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Dark Times Collaboration - Turning Point (What The Sam Hill Mix)

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