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lyrics 
we can work it out for everything to change
(but i don't understand)
but it seems by now you'd like to stay the same
(help me figure it out)
don't wanna talk
i can't be bothered
tear me apart
you'll do the honors

tell me how to change
i can tell you're dishonest 
i'm bleeding through my skin
who said there's room to be modest?

i should've known from the first time
don't know why you said that i'll be "just fine"
and only after then did i realize
i can't make amends if they´ll waste my time.
(waste my time)

arid
and its all coming back to me
dont piece it all its make belief
i put it off and off again
dont talk to me dont talk to friends
never wanted anything move on
no i never said im done
always said i was the one
leave it all behind just run

waste w/ arid

Prod. Dotbeats

Lyrics :

(hm hm hm hm hmmm hm)
(Oh hooo oh oohhh)

(verse 1)
I been tryna reach the one last part of me
Toook my chance nooow im
Oh, oh, oh i believed in you
Toook my chance nooow im
I changed to more relevant for the good
You strongly dis-agree
You said i was goin to
You called me an intern, but you wont listen
Ooh ou noooo
You said you wanted me but you just really wanted wanted memories

(pre)
I would've missed you for the world if you wasn't in it
I wouldn't miss you if the world was ending ahh
FOR FASHION YOUR FUCKED AND THE BOTTLES BEEN BROKEN

(chorus)
Oooooohhhh, (nuh na na, na ahaheaheah)
Oooooohhhh, (nuh na na, na ahaheaheah)
Oooooohhhh, (nuh na na, na ahaheaheah)
HOLD ON TO IT WHILE IM TRYING MY BEST
Oooooohhhh, (nuh na na, na ahaheaheah)
Oooooohhhh, (nuh na na, na ahaheaheah)
Oooooohhhh, (nuh na na, na ahaheaheah)
HOLD ON TO IT WHILE IM TRYING MY BEST

(outro)
:instrumental:

When the clock hits 12 the world turns gray

produced by daywatch

lyrics:
tired of thinking up bars in my room that don't make sense
sometimes don't compute and i feel like i'm not cut out for this
sometimes
and i remember when they used to come up to me crazy, like
they had no respect for me but, i got ahead
in my own little way, in my own little space
in my head

and most don't even care about the consequence, i'm tryna guide
people like me to the light but only if they want to go
cus' when you fine with your situation, you gon' stay froze
don't matter how many loving people want you to be brave
i don't think you know how long it took too pull me out the grave
took me twelve long years just to figure out i'm hazed
took me four more years for my parents to relate
took me some more overthinking just to clear the slate

oh my god, i'm sick to core
y'know that it's bad when the hatred is decor
i think that i used it as protection
i'm older now and i don't seem to get the message

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward and i can't get the words out my mouth
i really hate how i talk so i put an impression on my sound
my friends say it's all in my head so i guess that i'm just full of doubt

i guess i hate when everything gets on my nerves and i can't get out
of my head and i get real awkward-
sometimes i wish all four of my friends were packed in my skin
he wishes to be himself but i wish i could be like him

oh, i think i'm done for the night
woah, feeling like i'm soft-locked
beat boys say it's beat block
but spitters say it's writers block
big boy in a corner
big boy in a corner

but i still try

could you sometimes think about us?
sometimes think about love?
cus' i need your company
would you do it for me?
i can't

sometimes think about us
i sometimes think about love and
it feels so dumb to me
i look in the mirror and fantasize about who i wanna be

dumb mic'd up wannabe
i wanna be seen
i wanna be me
i wanna find peace
imma let life do the finding

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weial, reef - jack n' jill

thx for sticking wid me :) more to come soon - P

jaundice 👁️

walk around so aimlessly
can’t even remember my name
i’m waisting away slowly and it’s
killing everybody around me

can’t get a break
stop trippin
falling for all these vixens
my dreams are such a cleché
why would i waste my time?
i’m withdrawing
the sirens, hear them calling?
hope my liver holding up, is it too late for me?

eyes start tinting my face, my skin is getting numb
threw all my feelings away, thought i could have some fun
heart keeps racing it’s just like a beating drum
bars im chasing, i just can’t keep it up

*+*+*+*+*+

one more shot i need it, i promise i’ll be okay
reached the bottle of the bottle to hide my feelings, i don’t need you anyway

rip a 5th and hide the bottle from the kids, they don’t know no better
blame all your problems on me
lob a red into some white, i pictured more to you than someone pumping poison in their bloodstream

eyes start tinting my face, my skin is getting numb
threw all my feelings away, thought i could have some fun
heart keeps racing it’s just like a beating drum
bars im chasing, i just can’t keep it up

*+*+*+*+*+

throw away

jaundice

stream *+

(+60)

I don't know what I done told you
loved me and I let you go
I promised as I left your hold
I couldn't be your centrefold, no

I don't know if I know you
I know you left me low
In excess and overflow
it never seems to slow

I gave you something from me that I’ll never get back
If I see you again then I’ll need a jet pack
To get me high as a kite so I crash on impact
Coz you left me nowhere with nothing to keep me intact again
Just feel me collapse again

 Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means

I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
Pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

Every time I touch my phone
I worry that I'll slip and I'll let you know
How I really feel about you
Terrified I'll live without you

I try to fight but with my hollow bones
I break, take to flight, and forsake my home
Soar until my wings turn smoke
Flew too close to test my hope

Think imma Flatline, I need sleep
I been hittin up your timeline, High on caffeine
Trynna get my mind right, like I can’t please ya
Nourishing a para-parasite 

Wishing I was never therapised 
I could live it like I’m never terrified 
I could be dreaming of a para, paradise
Thinking you were never, ever mine

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain't that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don't know what it means
I'm tearing at my seams
I just freed up my whole week to
pay my sleep debt and seethe
Why won’t you leave me be

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can't breathe
Don't lean on me
I could make you hate
Make you hate me

I can’t breathe
Lean on me
I hate me

Coz I still see you in my dreams
Ain’t that a thing
I bite my tongue and lose my teeth
I don’t know what
I don’t know what
Why won’t you leave me be

pilgrim (hate)

wrote this abt my skin condition
tysm cypress for the cover
prod, mix, master by me

my nails dig deep inside my soul
my skin gets tight 
start to lose control
blood leaked from my intention 
bed ridden with aggression
am i the fool ill never know

huh
never understood a thing about me
going through some things i never asked for
every loss i take it gets apparent
im not the only one who struggles ten fold
skin condition makes me feel uncanny
but i understand it isnt my fault
i hope i get to go to paris
without my body feeling like a rag doll

tomorrows a new day 
dig through the soil 
need to know 
if its too late
told me im precious 
is that what you think of me
turn to ashes
due to heat

dread the morning in my shell
rust keeps falling off my body
circuits sparked a fire in me
but it doesn't keep me warm

huh
never understood a thing about me
going through some things i never asked for
every loss i take it gets apparent
im not the only one who struggles ten fold
skin condition makes me feel uncanny
but i understand it isnt my fault
i hope i get to go to paris
without my body feeling like a rag doll

nails*

prod @neverforever 
lyrics:
a-a always wanted
s-s-something
that I always wanted
always
always wanted

girl, you're something I always wanted
don't gotta pretend I'm someone else
something that I always wanted
when you wake up on my mattress
'cause I never really had this before

something I always wanted
you're something I always wanted

s-something I always wanted
something that I

something that I always

even though it gets hard sometimes
I stay by your side
to be honest, I don't really mind
someone like me with someone like you
trust me, I'm in love with you
someone like—

girl, you're something I always wanted
don't gotta pretend I'm someone else
something that I always wanted
when you wake up on my mattress
'cause I never really had this before

something I always wanted
you're something I always wanted

s-something I always wanted
something that I always wanted
bef—

something that i always wanted

want you

Bad hoes !

“Sold With a Smirk” is the indictment phase.

Over hard NY drums, sliding 808s, and cold orchestral pressure, BlackLatino breaks down how neighborhoods weren’t destroyed they were reassigned.

No nostalgia. No sentiment. Just method.

Produced by SourceLine Hitters
Released by SourceLine Mediai

SOLD WITH A SMIRK

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