Epica

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

reconsider (ft. 4cf)

cannibal

Dance of Fate

prod me, isaacslost, and polyphia
this song is about caring too much about what others think of you.

solace

prod. lazylabor + endie

lyrics:

Say you wanna talk to me, I'm out of town for a while
It must be hard, when you're not feeling yourself
You wanna know, if I told my friends, that we're in love
Who said that we're in love

If I could buy back time
Only for one more night
I could make you mine
If I could see you again
Say one more line
Touch you one more time
I would've made you mine
Hope I don't see you again

Again
If I could see you again
Again

I could've made you mine
Thought I should take my time
I tried to vouch for you
But you're just out line
Don't hit my phone
I'm not calling back
You and me alone

Don't deserve this treatment
Don't deserve this feeling
I miss you when you're gone
Thought I wouldn't feel it
Reaching for the stars
Pinch me if I'm dreaming
Kiss me when you're back
Kiss me fore' you leave and
Would you hit me where you're at

If I could buy back time
I can make you mine
If I could buy back time
If I could see you

If I could buy back time
If I could see you again
If I could buy back time
If I could see you again
If I could buy back time
If I could see you again
If I could see you again

If I could buy back time
Only for one more night
I could make you mine
If I could see you again
Just hit one more line
Touch you one more time
You could save my life
If I could see you again

Again
If I could see you again
Again
If I could see you again
If I could buy back time

If I could buy back time
I would've made you mine
If I could buy back time
If I could buy back time
If I could buy back time

buy back time (feat. gunnr)

prod me man

i'm way to passive to get over u 
u know exactly what i'm goin thru
so baby tell me what u gonna do
cant tell which way you runnin to

baby you ain't gotta
do nun 
or wear nun
or say nun too crazy
or do much
or say much 
or wear much

you got me lookin stupid 
and foolish
i'm losin it lately 

pass me on the right 
no headlights 
in the freeway
midnight
doing 80 on i5 
never said that you was my type
you was on another timeline
in my head it was a drive by
in my head i had to pass it to the side like
 
you ain't gonna run
i ain't gonna run
this how it's sposed to be
if you approachin me
i ain't the one for u
you ain't the one for me
i been goin dumb

round 2 
she asked for sumn to bounce to
been pushin this boulder up mountains
i told her im lucky i found you

she bust it down 

round 3 
she told me she lucky she found me 
i told her i work in the evenings 
she said lemme take off my earrings 

clocking in

feeling is mutual 
locked it in
i can't drop the roof 
but she hoppin in
cat got your tongue 
but you talk to friends
we in the back seat
without a tint
flipping the script when i
dropped again
foot on the gas i won't
stop again
won't stop again
but

prod @fxriss + @devvn
i said i was gonna drop this on friday but im on vacation so wait till i get home guys

i cannot die
i know its not the time
these people want me bad
i tell them its alright 
i don't see myself anywhere
you're beauty makes it hard to bare
but i think its alright
so please just end my life
twist the dagger in my eyes
shine my body in the light
tell my family i was fine
cuz i don't want them to cry
and my music's criticized
so why do i try
do i need to be alive?
am i running out of time

i cannot see where you want me to be
i'm tryna figure it out
i keep running around
but my heart burns
yeah my heart burns
i cannot stay sober for a day
all good
people laugh in my face and somehow
its a part of me
you watched me bleed
wish you never had to see
but i'm far too gone
so say goodbye
go start your life
ill take the knife
i feel like i was meant to die
oh god my spine
its cracking why
do you not see
say goodbye

goodbye

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

back like i never left x

__

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever

tears

this song is about leaving your dream behind to make others happy. enjoy :)

prod. me and written with my friend eric luv u buddy

living a lie

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