yeah right w/ whiisp (neverforever)

onyx (cxrter X mackk)

Sleep5 (neverforever)

thank you to my dad for cover art, this photo is older than me

it’s a nasty feeling 
i am from beneath 
lungs full of dirt
from the heavy breathing
i cant fantasise
though my bloodshot eyes
you won’t see the scars
they’re hidden deep inside
peel me open
feed me lies
take my thoughts and bleed me dry
i cannot face myself sometimes
so goddamn angry, it makes me cry
screaming inside
take one look in my eyes
you can see nothing, im drained and tired
lets face it
im a liar
i could never tell a soul i don’t wanna be alive yeah
but i’m fine yeah
leave it all behind me

cut me deeper
i can feel you slow down
i don't need nobody to stay close to me now
unconsciously lying face down on the ground
i can’t pick me self up this time around 

i cant find the words to tell you
i don’t listen, i will just rebel you
you’re telling me that my lies are see through
i'm gonna choose not to believe you

there’s no sign of stopping
but there’s nothing else to give up in 
lungs fill up its shocking
the water kills me off when
im floating, below water
i’m sorry i’m not a perfect daughter 
i could try, but i don't wanna

they put me in last place
meant to fend for myself
this world is too nasty
and so is my mental health
cant help but stare at the train tracks
i’ve caused myself so much pain that, i can’t help
and wish i could change, but i don’t know how

scars [santana]

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

produced by @30hertzbeats

lyrics:

last time i checked
last time i checked our words werent set in stone
we all just water and minerals
generate qualms then you let em go
ion got no time for a funeral

no pity parties
tear episodes
old heads shitting on millenials
think they watch over the game like a sentinel
i been shitting on em back with a steady flow

shitting on em back no peptol
pull up in a rental
smell that smell
that complimentary
dank as hell
that windows down
that let me out

that dry mouth drought
smoking on nirnroot, deathbell
blowing loud shit out
that dragonborn shout

give me credit where its do
im honestly a hybrid human
when it come to music ill do it
no hesitation inebriated or not
find a beat and then i make that shit pop

pop like bubble buddy
stretch a flow out like silly putty
chopping up a beat like i know karate
fuck a mazaretti bought a transformer turn into a red buggati
in the front seat with a hottie
you hit the transit with a leaside thottie
i aint hating on her though because she listening to cottage

last time i checked our words werent set in stone
we all just water and minerals
generate qualms then you let em go
ion got no time for a funeral

no pity parties
tear episodes
old heads shitting on millenials
think they watch over the game like a sentinel
i been shitting on em back with a steady flow

fuck around he get strong armed
im a good boy i dont got arms
dont carry arms dont carry tools
ill rasengan you like naruto

im snaking you like kabuto
ill link ur girl like zelda tho
she unzipping my pants and
let that wood release like yamato

gettin green like piccalo
but my power level like goku
you not too special like chiaotzu
ill wipe you out like ginyu

i got bad ass bitch like wario
and she smoking hot like malboro
when her man come home she brb
just to throw me out like got to go
and im broke as fuck like riced phones
but he rich as fuck like pot of gold
but his dick game like frozen pizza
and my dick game like dominos

last time i checked our words werent set in stone
we all just water and minerals
generate qualms then you let em go
ion got no time for a funeral

onyx (cxrter X mackk)

whiisp

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