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to be here 7.8.25

This tune is part of a concept album of mine that never was, but I’m still hoping to complete it in the future (one should never ever give up!). Essentially it is a demo of the main melody for a piece that will always be close to my heart.  

 

Heart of Bieszczady (Demo)

Breakthrough

Took a bigger pill
Strong enough to kill
Everything I feel
That’s not worth fighting

Every single screen
Tells me what we need
But I keep having dreams
Where I quit trying

You should choose yourself
I could save my health
While they steal our wealth
But we’re still dying

I am tired of the fake news
It's the reason I don't call you
And you said that I'm woke
‘cause I don't laugh at your jokes

I can’t promise it won't hurt you
But if you give me your hand
We’ll make a stand
Where blood began
To break through

Unprecedented times
Existential crimes
Everyone is lying
But no one’s buying

Look up at the stars
While everybody starves
They are much too far
But at least they're free

I am tired of the fake news
It's the reason I don't call you
And you said that I'm woke
‘cause I don't laugh at your jokes

I can’t promise it won't hurt you
But if you give me your hand
We’ll make a stand
Where blood began
We’ll make our stand
With bloody hands
To break through

Write a bitter will
Secret up until
Every one of us
Is lost in writing


Breakthrough

If it ain’t broke .mp3

“I Wish (I Was Like You)” is an emotional song about longing, self-denial, and the fear of hurting those we care about — wrapped in a dark, poetic vampire metaphor.

I love exploring different genres and diving into new musical worlds — and right now, it's musical theatre that's calling me.

This song is part of a musical project in collaboration with Sarah Paradise Brown, centered around themes of inner conflict, unfulfilled love, and the tension between light and darkness.

A new song with Sarah is already in the works — and there may be more to come as we continue to unfold this mysterious chapter.

Lyrics / Music / Vocals: 
Axel Menningen



"I wish (I was like you)"

You wake up with the sun in your eyes.
You breathe like nothing hurts.
You laugh like life is simple.
I watch you from the dark.

I try to move like you.
To speak like you.
But my steps are too heavy.
And something inside me always pulls me back.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I didn't want what I want.
I wish I could be close
without the fear,
without the hunger.
But I can't.

You hold my hand like it's safe.
You look at me like I'm still human.
And for a moment,
I almost believe it.

But the night speaks to me.
It whispers what I am.
And the blood calls louder
than your voice ever could.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I didn't want what I want.
I wish I could be close
without the fear,
without the hunger.
But I can't.

I don't want to hurt you.
I don't want to lose myself.
But if I choose you,
I lose what keeps me alive.

I wish I was like you.
I wish I could just love.
But I'm built for hunger,
not for peace.
Not for love.
Not like you.

I Wish (I Was like you)

Cast of characters:

Llanpsych -- @llanpsych -- Tez – Fender Telecaster electric guitar, mix, production, and composition

Mistermark-- @user-432503709 -- Mark – synthesizer, vocals, and lyrics

K2 and the Three [and the Four]--@k2andthe3, @k2-kara –Ken -- drums

Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)– @josh-clary-1 –Josh – Warwick fretless four string bass

TexMex Shaman– @texmex-shaman –Stephen– Tom Anderson cutom T electric guitar, sometimes with an ebow

J.J. Terrell– @j-j-terrell – synth


This song began as an idea Tez came up with on his guitar while on holiday not far from his home in Wales. It had such a solid form, it inspired Mark to write lyrics and come up with vocal melodies within a few days of hearing it for the first time. The two of them have written several songs like this, making them a solid songwriting source for Eclectic Collective.

Once the song had a even more solid form, Ken took added his dynamic, bouncy-groove drums to it. As soon as Ken had the drums down, Josh took his turn, adding the fretless bass and solidifying the groove. Now that the basic framework was done, Stephen added his thrilling electric guitar. Last, but certainly not least, JJ added his really cool psych synth part in the two bridges. Mark also added some awesome backing synth to it, as well, filling out the sound. At the very end of the process, Tez also dropped in the hot intro and outro solos, as well.

Once we had it all in the can, it was time to turn it over to Tez for his expert production and mix. He came up with the idea of adding reverb to the drums, as well as some other compression tricks, which he employed with subtle style.

This, as mentioned, is a great example of what Eclectic Collective can do in house with the composition and songwriting skills of Tez and Mark. The rest of us really had fun working on this one, too, of course. We hope you enjoy listenig to this as much as we enjoyed making it.


Original lyrics by mistermark:


There’s something I’m seeking that I’ve never found

but the seed that you planted went deep in the ground

there’s a journey that I’m on and the path is uncertain

the magic fades when you pull back the curtain


Wherever you go I will follow

there’s always another tomorrow


There will never come a time when I do you harm

cause my soul is steady when I’m in your arms

and never have I heard music like your Voice

when you call me to you I have no choice


Wherever you go I will follow

there’s always another tomorrow


Like a puzzle on the table all the pieces fit

like I’m standing in the dark and a match is lit

and what it all means man I just don’t know

but it’s a powerful feeling and it’s starting to grow


Wherever you go I will follow

there’s always another tomorrow

Wherever U Go (Eclectic Collective)

Composition and Sampling collage by Synline.
Photo by sirawit99

A Jealous Girl

Wrapped in a Blanket
Music and poem written by Jennifer L. Jones

Music… woven into my skin
I live for the seventh chord,
And all its forms
Wrapping me in a blanket of luxury, 
Touching the softness,
Breathing in 
The insatiable joy of each inversion
Holding me still, 
Capturing my being in the moment
Letting me drift, dream, desire… and fall
Down a single thread of consciousness into
A world of me, addicted to tension and in love with release!

July 2025

Wrapped in a Blanket

This song was created and written by: J J Samuels 

ADHD #DanceRock #ElectronicRock #Electronic dance #UpbeatAnthem 🎸🔊💥
#FeelGoodVibe #ChaoticEnergy #DancePunk #PostPunk #Pop #PopRock🌟😎🎉
Description
ADHD is a high-energy dance/electronic-rock anthem with a gritty twist! 🎵 Expect a whiny, catchy synth melody, pulsing bass, and bold guitars. The vibe is upbeat and defiant, turning chaos into a feel-good party tune to shake off negativity! 💪😄 Vocals soar with ad-libs and chants—perfect for dancing! Hey SoundCloud slackers, step up—this track will outshine your lazy beats! 🔥👊 Drop it in your playlists or get left behind!
Genres

Lyrics,

[Verse 1]
Every day’s a challenge, just tryin’ to be me,
Bursts hit like a shockwave, outta nowhere, you see.
You never know when it’ll strike, now or later, I’m told,
It’s a wildfire blazin’, and it’s out of control!

[Pre-Chorus]
I hate losin’ my temper, it’s brewin’, oh no! (Yeah yeah yeah!)
Clouds above my head, I’m ‘bout to overflow!
Arrrrrrr, it’s comin’, I can’t hold it back, (Arr arr arr!)
ADHD’s got me, it’s a full-on attack!

[Chorus]
Ooh, this A-D-H-D, it’s a hurricane in me! (Ooo-ooo-ooh!)
I’ll try not to blow you [a-wa-ay]! [wa-a-ay, melisma stretch]
Get out my [wa-a-ay] [wa-a-ay, melisma stretch] (Ah ah aaaah!)
Or I’ll have a lot to [sa-a-ay] [sa-a-ay, melisma stretch]
Words I’ll [regre-e-et] [re-gre-e-et, melisma stretch]
Like the eye of the storm, it’s intense but the dust will settle!

[Verse 2]
It’s nonsense when it hits, like a monkey in a zoo,
Venom from a snake bite, I don’t know what to do.
I blame everyone else, sayin’ it’s their fault, not mine,
But deep down it’s me, losin’ grip every time.

[Pre-Chorus]
I hate losin’ my temper, it’s brewin’, oh no! (Yeah yeah yeah!)
Clouds above my head, I’m ‘bout to overflow!
Arrrrrrr, it’s comin’, I can’t hold it back, (Arr arr arr!)
ADHD’s got me, it’s a full-on attack!

[Chorus]
Ooh, this A-D-H-D, it’s a hurricane in me! (Ooo-ooo-ooh!)
I’ll try not to blow you [a-wa-ay]! [wa-a-ay, melisma stretch]
Get out my [wa-a-ay] [wa-a-ay, melisma stretch] (Ah ah aaaah!)
Or I’ll have a lot to [sa-a-ay] [sa-a-ay, melisma stretch]
Words I’ll [regre-e-et] [re-gre-e-et, melisma stretch]
Like the eye of the storm, it’s intense but the dust will settle!

[Bridge]
Behind my evil twin, there’s a nice me tryin’ to breathe,
A polite man stumblin’ on the same mistakes, I believe.
My friends take the piss, callin’ names, they don’t get me,
I’m the keeper of my fate, but ADHD won’t set me free!
I wish I could control it, not feel so small, (Aaa-aaa-aaa!)
Need somethin’ to squeeze, or I’ll smash through the wall!

[Chorus]
Ooh, this A-D-H-D, it’s a hurricane in me! (Ooo-ooo-ooh!)
I’ll try not to blow you [a-wa-ay]! [wa-a-ay, melisma stretch]
Get out my [wa-a-ay] [wa-a-ay, melisma stretch] (Ah ah aaaah!)
Or I’ll have a lot to [sa-a-ay] [sa-a-ay, melisma stretch]
Words I’ll [regre-e-et] [re-gre-e-et, melisma stretch]
Like the eye of the storm, it’s intense but the dust will settle!

[Outro]
Ooh, A-D-H-D, don’t look at me! [Ooh, A-D-H-D!] (Yeah yeah yeah!)
RIP my favorite shirt, I’m losin’ it all! [Ooh, A-D-H-D!] (Yeah yeah yeah!)
Need some tea, some silence, to compose my soul,
Step back, don’t mess with my control! (Ah ah aaaah!)
Ooh, A-D-H-D…

A.D.H.D.

Eyes

Instant composer of whispered melodies - Authentic. Every song is written in a single breath — a musical memory, inspired by people and moments that crossed my path. Piano stories to breathe, heal, love, and reflect. Music is most beautiful when it’s shared. 🎹✨
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Eyes

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