Mediocrity

Esta Noche

With My Brothers

The light from within...was it a beautiful sin? U know it's anywhere truth can be seen... What a strange world we're in....dying for truth to begin; yet where someone can see what we've been....
Play your cards right; don't make a sound- so nobody hears...
See beyond sight; revolving around only to disappear....
Delight in everything we seem to swallow even though my heart still follows...
Like the remnants of a dream...everything just seems...
Hollow.
Every whim they direct you to follow...hollow...
From the inside it's starting to show....
What you become if you walk in the shadows.....hollow....
The impact is starting to grow....
It's hollow....like the remnants of a dream.....where nothing's what it seems......
So shallow.......

Hollow

Truly Madly Deeply (Cover)

Another day behind me.
Another drink inside me. 
I didn't want to be reminded...but I just couldn't take anymore...
I was so divided.

You help me find my way; it's been so long since I've tasted home...
So many reasons in the way...
So many ways I've had to change...
So many ties I've had to break...
So many games I've had to play...
Regardless of what it means to me- open your eyes and see :-)

Another day behind me and I feel like I've been here before....lol
Another drink inside me.
I didn't want to be reminded of the pain, but I just couldn't take anymore!
I was so divided; undecided....

Would you help me find my way?
Don't know how some can be so cold...
Too many reasons in the way....
That's why the seasons never change...
and we all remain the same...
it's just another day...

Another day behind me..............

Another DAY

The case is open, but no one ever could see............................my head was broken.
I hate to tell you, but you're so out of reach and the words are spoken anyway...
That's why......... sometimes I just watch the times go by......and I find....
there is so much more to life! 
As I pick up the pieces..........if you just opened up your eyes....don't you see???"
Don't you see?
Don't you see that by the fact that I am oblivious that I'm harmless?
Don't you see that you are totally misreading my body language?
Don't you see my desperate attempts to fit in?
Don't you see how important your opinion is to me?
Don't you see how ridiculous you look in your attempt to be clever since you overlooked the very thing that makes you as clever as you are?
Don't you see that life is beautiful?
Don't you see how much I love you?
Don't you see how stupid I feel when I get it wrong? Even though we all know that nobody's perfect....

The war is over...but the world is never at peace;
it's on my shoulders...
I hate to scare you, but this IS a social disease....
You must be lonely in your head.....

That's why....

Well see. With your other eyes. 

See (Rough)

Home

Home (finished)

I came home from a night shift one morning and this song had been join round and round in my head all night....so I picked up my guitar and looked up the chords, played it through twice, listened to it and this was the first take ;-) hope you enjoy- it was a milestone in my development as a songwriter x

White Gold Eagle