thanks sean t for ur beautiful noise.

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despite the odds,
i got out of bed and i put on 
some socks - what a feat(?)
and then i made myself dress
like a person despite the fact
i’m dead on the inside, oh and
guess what comes next?
spiraling into a personal crisis!
you can come, if you wish,
or just text me a picture of you
somewhere else.
that’ll be just fine.

guess i’ll just sit here,
wallow away,
and i’ll instagram until my brain is
panicked and gay (?)
i’ve never really cared for the environment
but i should and i will but right now -

you know, i know today’s a good day
cuz i’m breathing and somehow i’m fine with it
and you’re also on the planet -
what a good day! so specifically tailored 
to all of my needs minus the part where i lack self security!
(hey!)
but that’s fine.
(woah!)
cuz it’s mine.
(yeah!)
and i know, yeah i know, 
that it’s a good day!
only 11 more months til the world is dead
i can deal with that.

this is a fear that i used to have:
“oh, time? it runs out!”
i had all of these plans
to live out. 
now i’m jaded and wish i could die
without putting in effort to try.

this is why this is a good day
cuz i’ve still got my brain
and my humor
and the small, benign,
friendly tumor - 
i forget what i named him
but he won’t care.
cuz he’s cozy and warm 
underneath my hair
and i bet he would say that -

it’s a good day!
where the air is still clean enough
if you squint,
and i have pretty mediocre vision,
so this is an easier experience
if you’re blind
but if you’re not,
go have a good day!

you could gouge out your eyes with
a plastic spoon
(why?)
maybe not, but you know,
it’s all up to you.
maybe you aren’t so jaded
and have stuff to do!
and fuck off, but also,
im so proud of you! 

cuz you’re smart
and i’m not
but i know, yeah i know
that it’s a good day
and the sun came up
(woah!)
i saved my good luck
so she’ll set in the evening

sometimes i get sad
when i get sad
i make lists
i made this one for you,
it reads:
“this is a day
in a month in a year.
and somebody else
wants you here.
and somebody else
wants you here.
I’m a somebody else,
you stay here.
i love you,
i love you,
and i’m here.
and somebody else 
wants you here.”

A Good Day - prod. Sean T.

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