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Blessthefall - Hollow Bodies

Will Ramos & Nik Nocturnal - Recreant (Chelsea Grin Cover)

Left to Suffer - "Disappoint Me"

Wither//Without

If I Were You - Downfall

Behelit

Sulfur

last night i heard the stxtic whisper ur name
thats right all the ghosts feel my pain 
moonlight shining thru my window
tonight maybe i should just let go 
why am i so sad
i want you so bad
u make me feel numb 
and i cant escape
i cant escape u
right now im drowning at the bottom of the bottle 
somehow u move me like i slammed down on the throttle 
kapow there goes all my mistakes 
let down will this stop my heartache 
(i dont fucking know)
the situation hasn’t changed 
u couldn’t care less about me
and i’m better of
never fucking waking up

stxtic

“nothingchanges” is a raw, emotionally charged dive into the heart of modern emo/nugaze, gritty guitars, haunting vocals, and lyrics that confront the numb cycle of routine and regret. Perfect for fans of emotionally resonant, nostalgia-laced rock that cuts deep and lingers. It’s the soundtrack for anyone stuck in the spiral, looking for release.

nothingchanges

AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

End of The Line [REMASTERED]

Until The World Goes Cold

Trivium - Until The World Goes Cold

REDFIELD 097: TEXAS IN JULY - Bloodwork

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http://www.redfield-records.com
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Bloodwork

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TEXAS IN JULY - Bloodwork

Life begins at the end of your comfort zone.

Sulfur

White Dot Records

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