Am I to blame? Am I to blame for the pain that you feel
from running games? I can't believe you deal
I can't believe you stayed, I can't believe it 
No I can't believe you, cause love is lethal 
love is like a needle, like a drug that I can't get too much of 
I mean, I think I need you
they say opposites attract so I'm guessing that
its alright to continue being different people 
you dug yourself into a hole so deep  
& I know helped, & that's why I can't sleep 
feeling guilty, my mind playing tricks on me
cause I thought I gave you me, but you're still lonely 
shit, I know its a lot to absorb
probably wish we never met & feelings weren't involved 
but I wish that, that I could grant you your wish 
but its a, little too late to completely abandon ship
damn, you see these lights that I'm headed for
wife's that's gon get divorce, for a chance to spend one night just to be my whore 
this life that I'm headed for
would bring a whole lot more pain to your front door 
that's just something I can't live with 
so you could never say I'm selfish, that's real shit  
this just some shit that I be stressing 
you know some shit that's on my chest, that I'll probably end up regretting 
if I keep dodging from telling
but its obvious I'm rebelling 
& girl you was a blessing 
a goddess that was sent from heaven 
you was down for me
probably would've wore a gown for me 
shit, maybe even took a round for me 
10 years from now when I'm ready to settling down 
you probably have it all, account, crib & a good family 
but either way I'll be happy for you 
I think that's something that I'd be glad to see 
honestly, I'm just being honest girl you deserve it 
& good luck if you decide to still join the service 
don't be nervous, you a strong woman & I mean those words 
cause you been through hell & back & handled it like you rehearsed it
you came from sleeping on couches from different houses 
so I know you had it hard, I'm happy that you made it out
to somewhat of a better place
but I still hope you see some better days
cause I know the place where you stay ain't the best to live in 
with all the drama going on & some that's unforgiving 
but you're smart, in college & all, I know you're willing 
to have better, baby I know you'll make a killing 
& I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry that I broke your heart
girl I'm sorry, I'm really sorry that we fell apart 
but they say everything happens for a reason 
so I know you'll find a better man to believe in 

I'm Sorry.

-Kenny El

Kenny El

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