badTimesRusALLTheTime

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AquInPAmqR0

music video

i've been doing well

gutter

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I can’t fucking think of any words to say
& I can’t fucking think of any reason I should stay

Can you give one to me
Before I up and leave
Can you make me believe
This wasn’t for nothing

You took whatever you could find
You didn’t even look behind
Keep saying sorry, fuck your lies
I see evil in your perfect eyes

So tell me,

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize I’m really gone 

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed of fallen in love
I don’t deserve this, you fucking nightmare
I hope it kills you to know I’m the one 

Now that you realize I’m really gone 

I hope you fucking die alone

I wanna die alone

Was I everything you dreamed of
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize the one is gone 

I hope you die alone

I hope you cry to this song
I hope you cry to this song…

Cry To This (prod. oilcolor)

i listen to @bl4ckgu1ch everyday. he's so fucking good. if you like @greaf you will love his music 💙

additional piano played by cøzy <3

cum back :(

sømetimes it's just nice tø høld sømeøne [prød. bl4ckgu1ch]

trying to find my way back
i think I'm insane yeah
i just need to go
even though i know you hate that 
roses on my nightstand
can't do nothing right man
look up at the sky
but the sun is way too bright yeah
you can see the pain in my eyes now
blood up on my blade take my life now
i can hear the rain when i lie down
take me to the grave let me die now
I'm just a ghost
lost in the smoke
i always hurt the ones that love me the most
you'll never see
what you mean to me
I'm sorry i can't be who you need me to be
trying to find my way back
i think I'm insane yeah
i just need to go
even though i know you hate that 
roses on my nightstand
can't do nothing right man
look up at the sky
but the sun is way too bright yeah
you can see the pain in my eyes now
blood up on my blade take my life now
i can hear the rain when i lie down
take me to the grave let me die now

this will end in tears (prod. by gertrude)

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

save me pls <///3
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shawty runnin thru my mind like an athlete
i dont wanna cry now
i just wanna die now
yeah girl u shoulda missed me when u had me
i been on my shine now
now u wanna ride now
got a girl in all black in the backseat
said she wanna fuck me
said she wanna love me
yeah shawty feelin on me say im perfect
is it worth it
i dont think that i deserve it
been awhile since i really felt something 
numb to the bullshit
numb when the drugs hit
and i really hate when i think about u
so i'll drink without u
girl can i call u
hit the club i just love when the lights low
girls hit the damn pole
seein women i know
catch me sippin drinkin till i pass out
ima cash out
im a fool ima act out

we fell in love now u hate me
i dont blame u
i be broken 
can u save me

-damiyen aka dont sit in the middle seat cuz i cant see out the back window

save me pls (prod. HOllY BEATS)

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

this will end in tears (prod. by gertrude)

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