Everything Ever

Painfully Sober (with Teenage Disaster)

prod @gullyspit
mix/master Lord Gasp

___________
would you love me still
if i told u i ain’t special just mentally ill
I got issues , call me narcissus like daffodils
I see ghosts and I need bags im tryna see those bills
Mama should have popped the pill

Would you love me still
If I told you I hear voices ain’t it kinda creep
They be ghostwriting my songs as I walk in the streets
All these citizens, NPCs stare at me 
And god I feel like breaking knees

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

I might comatose
Comatose
Comatose

Ima need my dose
Need my dose
Need my dose

Would you love me still
If I told you I can’t chill
I can’t stay still for a second unless I gobble pills
*you gotta chill*
That dude so nervous he be shaking Like a drill
*pneumatic drill*
 And when I die pickle my brain with some dill..
*What?*

What’s the deal with me
Kill my dreams, down the sink
Bitch I always drink, always drink
My grey matter shrinks!

What’s the deal with me
Dreams down the sink
Bitch I always drink, drink
Matter shrinks!

Come on spill the tea for me 
Tell me how you so retarded
Fragility taught me don’t be what They think you are 
And that minimum wage ain’t for Me, 9-5 makes me vomit
Y’all stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit Is garbage

come on spill the tea for me 
tell me how you so retarded
fragility taught me dont be what they think you are 
and that minimum wage aint for me, 9-5 makes me vomit
yall stuck in like 1840 , boy yo shit is garbage

Comatose

IM BACK HAHAHAHA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKRTvIUkOAc

Chop Chop

CHOP CHOP (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

I CANT EVEN DRIVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_Y_W7o276k

Drive Alone

DRIVE ALONE (VISUALIZER IN DESCRIPTION)

MIGRAINE

TAKES 2 TO KILL ME

PULLBACK

nothing else

DOUBLE CUP

CURB

prod: https://soundcloud.com/buckxtoo

Eyes open their bloodshot
inside dead but I am not
looking deep at what I got
slowly watch my body rot
my soul is slipping fast right through the floor 
every corner of me burns deep to the core 
closing the shades and locking down all the doors 
can't wait to watch my blood pour 
its a cycle im alive im dead
can't stop the tears I shed 
these meds just to keep my head
keeps me locked down in my bed
they do the things I haven't read
left me hanging by a thread 
I pushed them all away out of dread
scared of what is left itll shred 
Eyes open their bloodshot
inside dead but I am not
looking deep at what I got
slowly watch my body rot
my soul is slipping fast right through the floor (x3)
 and we'll see where this goes (x3)

BODY ROT (PROD. BUCKX2)

(verse 1:)
flipping through my sketchbooks just to 
find a page
where you aren’t engraved from sharpened pencils tryna rip through my arms
straight through my heart
blamed your dumb decisions on myself and made some scars

(bridge:
but how can i help it
i’m just being selfish
i should’ve went and cried instead of saying i ain’t felt it
i should’ve read the signs
it happens all the time
i hope to make a space for who i once knew inside my 

(chorus:)
mind
i hope you can find your place
but i don’t want your face to meet my
eyes
tryna trace the arms of clocks, ‘stead of being 
stuck in time.
fuck a second try
no i ain’t listening to ur lies again
no i ain’t listening to ur lies again
no i ain’t listening to ur lies again

(verse 2:)
flipping through my notebook just to 
find a sketch
where you aren’t engraved in old memories
tryna rip through my arms
straight through my heart
took the shit you said too close to home and made some scars

(bridge:)
but how can i help it
i’m just being selfish
i should’ve went and cried instead of saying i ain’t felt it
i should’ve read the signs
it happens all the time
i hope to make a space for who i once knew inside my 

(chorus:)
mind
i hope you can find your place
but i don’t want your face to meet my
eyes
tryna trace the arms of clocks, ‘stead of being 
stuck in time.
fuck a second try
no i ain’t listening to ur lies again
no i ain’t listening to ur lies again
no i ain’t listening to ur lies again

shteppi - nightcoringearly2000ssongsthatmakemethinkofyou. (prod. youji)

Ooo Got better by myself aye
Don't want no one to change me, hey
I'm blinded by this safety
I wonder why they hate me

I can never be myself, aye
I wonder who I can be
I know I might seem crazy
I know I might seem crazy

and it goes on and on and on

Better By My Self ft. Cacity

y’all can shut up now lol

shoutout calder for mixing our vocals :3

FUGGIT 10 MINUTE SONG!🖕>:3🔥 (ft. lil darkie) (prod. fony wallace)

SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/track/38KBZeCzvdkOOU5uDvYFDU?si=dc51a360955c4215

APPLE MUSIC - https://music.apple.com/us/album/bad-habit-feat-semtexxx-cacity-jenx2-ssj-daki-issbrokie/1800087675?i=1800087676

INSTAGRAM - https://www.instagram.com/karmam0b/

BAD HABIT (FEAT. SEMTEXXX, CACITY, JENX2, SSJ DAKI, & ISSBROKIE) [PROD. BUCKX2 X GUARDIAN]

Light in the Static is the closing chapter of the trilogy that began with A Tear-Stained Journal and Shadows on My Skin. Where the first two tracks lingered in confession and darkness, this one steps forward into clarity, resilience, and hope — transforming scars and shadows into strength.
Original Version
A cinematic dark-pop journey blending whispered verses with swelling, atmospheric choruses. It captures the intimate honesty of writing in a journal, while the production builds into a powerful statement of survival and self-awareness. Both vulnerable and uplifting, it’s the sound of learning to rise from the wreckage.
Raw Version
Stripped back and exposed, this version leans into the fragility of the lyrics. Sparse instrumentation keeps the focus on the vocal delivery, as if the pages of the song were being read aloud in the quiet. Every breath and every crack in the voice is left untouched, creating an unfiltered connection to the heart of the song.
At its core, Light in the Static is a song about turning pain into purpose, recognising that every scar points the way forward, and choosing to breathe, feel, and rise again.


Light in the Static (Raw)

Listen to '19':
https://xix.lnk.to/19ep

Members:Karm the TOOL, YUNG SKAYDA

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nothing else

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