i cook myself steak and eggs around 2 pm 
then it's coffee or the golden stuff 
but once i start it's hard for me to get enough 

i'm trying to cut back on things that make me bad 
but that's easier said than done 

i check the mail twice a day 
sometimes it's early and sometimes it's late 
i tidy up 
when my room's kept clean i feel that that reflects well on me 

and i'm not as mad 
no i'm not as mad 
i'm not as mad anymore 

i miss you too 
come visit me 
we will keep each other company

small talk (mp3)

company

you say you never wanna go home
that you're scared to spend the night alone

i woke up and felt your body next to mine
i woke up and saw you but i dreamt you died

don't you wanna know what it's like
don't you wanna know what it's like

and i don't know what anyone is saying
i'm heading back into the basement

i thought my life would be so much different now
it's hard for me to explain exactly how

don't you wanna know what it's like
don't you wanna know what it's like
you come at me from the inside
don't you wanna know what it's like

sometimes i just lie and pretend
you and me were just two friends
fucking around on the weekends
if nothing starts then nothing can end

and i don't know what you ever saw in me
i'm a drunk baby who is pretty
and i don't know what you ever saw in me
i'm a dog that doesn't know he's ugly

nothing ends

i don't know why i have to compete with you
it's something i said once that i hope won't come true
and people keep saying everything they're into
well i got a secret that you can hold onto

and i don't know what to do
when i'm alone with you

words you keep saying
when did they come to you?
you're quietly violent
when you're with someone new
and if you believe it will you tell everyone?
who likes the nighttime if no one is here for fun?

and i don't know what to do
when i'm alone with you

i never thought you would ever leave
did you feel free when you forgot me?
and i would've waited my whole life
and i would've waited my whole life
and i would've waited my whole life
and i would've too

i don't know why i have to compete with you

come back home
early afternoon
the sun's still here so what's a girl to do 
when she's left on her own in her room late at night for good?

fantasy makes the world come true
one where i can love and you can love me too
it makes me so happy to see you so happy

i know that i'd have to go back in time
i know you could never again be mine

i know that i'd have to go back in time
i know you could never again be mine

can never sleep when it's so hot inside
had that dream again where we both take the ride
that i know in my heart can only end in pain

i miss the dog that i had as a kid
and i miss the life that i thought i would live
i thought i would be someone you would care about

i wish i could just go on and pick a side
no i won't let anyone else decide

fire and death

wait, i'm looking at the wall calendar that forgot fall
warmth is staring at the snow as flowers start to grow

and i remember you

are you coming back for may?
even if it's for one day
are you out there on your own?
baby come back home

and i remember you
and i do too

and i stood by the door
and i stared through the floor
and i thought i'd be more than i am

and i came back into
my old basement room
and i looked in the eyes of a dog

can i call you again
will you still be my friend
even though so much has changed?

can i call you again
will you still be my friend
even though i'm not the same?

can i call you again
can i call you again
will i see you at the end?

cause i remember you
i do too

the wall

i'm looking at other boys i might like
i want a guy who will treat me right
you got a number and i got a pen
don't you ever think this will happen again

and i know what i gotta do today

speed up the punch now i'm ready to go
i got fourteen dollars and no time to blow
speeding away cross the chesapeake bay
i'm biking my way cross the united states

giving up ain't so hard to do
i did it to me i can do it to you
i'm looking for new love out here in the west
i'm trying to find someone who likes me best

and i know what i gotta do today

gotta get up
maybe take a shower
back to bed
and read for an hour
cook some eggs sunnyside up
walk cam
forget to get my hair cut

read a book
write a song
i'll stay in bed all day long

gotta get up
maybe take a shower
call my mom in one half hour
maybe i'll do something today
isn't that what i'm trying to say
isn't that what i'm trying to say

and i know what i gotta do today

11 am

don't ask me what's on my mind
don't say you'll do your best and try to stop by
you hover just above
don't you know there are things that i'm ashamed of?

i close my eyes
forget to try
try to forget
and take another hit

i saw your face in a magazine
i was in a car, looking at my phone screen
yeah you're such a hit
everything good you touch turns into the opposite

where are you now?
your voice so far away
and the things you wanna do
are just words you say

when it's late at night
and i can barely think
that's when i need you most
to talk down to me

i go out and i take a walk
i see my neighbor and ask about his tuesday
because i like small talk
keep the big stuff, the scary stuff, all locked up

look at us now
momma would be proud
i get so loud
when i'm quiet as a mouse

and i get dumber all the time
and it's a bummer but soon it'll be next summer
people like words that rhyme
and at the end of your life you'll probably want more time

or maybe not
maybe all you keep inside
just gets exhaled with a sigh
and then you die

whomever

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