The Demon Within

Kinda influenced by Otis Jackson Jr (aka Madlib aka Yesterdays New Quintet)

Otis

Gold Drips was written around enmeshed families, and a co dependant  relationship and remembering your strength to break out of that place to do what’s right, even if that means you have to leave what’s comfortable behind.

I'm OK Now But I Wasn't

Gold Drips

Me and my buddy Reefa Bluu wrote this song together. It’s a really pretty song. We have both been listening to this on repeat I am honestly in love with bros voice it is truly amazing and beautiful 🫶 we really enjoyed this! Go listen to it!
Here’s his SoundCloud 
https://on.soundcloud.com/dN8VRbwzL5FPXaUX9

Under the sky (ft. Reefa Bluu)

Lyrics:

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me rage 

Out of the dark wit the darkest of lyrics, it’s steep, I feel it deep in my spirit 
Foresold the jezebel Jesuit agenda energy leering bitch fuck your clearance 
If I gotta fight the good fight for peace of mind then I’ll pack a flak jacket
Tell me which act are you casting cause I’m boutta put that shit in the casket
Ready to play, the score I’m betting to settle it uh yuh
Instead he afraid, stalking my page, talking without any evidence uh
My pain made me go celibate, my dame is not even relevant uh
Heavy enraged, the Vatican jokers gon surely feel all of it, wha

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me rage 

Fighting, I’m luffy give a quick punchline one piece 
Barking at the wrong tree feeling like loose leaf so bitch calm it we in a movie 
Wouldn’t date porno coochie surely it’ll take a lot just to Mary moody 
Writing and drew in my diary but I’m not playing the role of Julie 
In the middle of a manic episode, it wouldn’t matter if you push me off the edge
I’m starting to lose my head, pausing at climax would change the climate won’t matter
I’ll still come inside of this riot 
I flow like liquid, stay solid spiritually and spit this gas while I keep one eye to the past 

Takin’ these pills outta salvation, uh
Keeping my mind off the basement, fuck
I hit em, I get em, I got em yuh
Overwatch the death of society, stuck at the bottom, yuck 
Pay homage to the sacrifice of a chosen one so watch what you’re calling luck hah

Over it all, my ears are deaf, I will not watch mainstream
Consume madness where all demons loom, I’m boutta take em down
New lies everyday, this x rated circus show just makes me wanna rage

Red Pill Rage (Prod. BadSoul)

Lyrics:

you know, trust is a funny thing
paradoxical in nature, yet so undeniably real 
suddenly brittle as paper 
when once it was strong as steel 

so what, then, is trust?
- an agreement that I see the flaws in you, 
and you see the flaws in me,
and as imperfect creatures 
we will do no harm to each other willingly.

because who else but the closest of those among us 
know where the hurt buried deep inside us lies?
those cracks in the armor of your psyche
which only the most well-placed of arrows can find 

so when someone you trusted not to
puts that poison in your cup 
and you feel the floor falls out from under your feet,
you're stuck there tumbling in that void
between one life and the next 
reevaluating who you should be 

So from this day forth, I will look people in the face when I walk by 
and I will say what I feel with my entire chest
because I am done letting people use my emotions 
as a weapon to cut my flesh 

NO MORE

NOW I'LL LIGHT THE FIRE IN MY GUT 
I'LL PUT THE STEEL IN MY BONES 
BECAUSE NO ONE HAS MY FUCKING BACK ANYMORE
I'VE GOTTA  DO IT ON MY OWN 

FORGED IN THE FIRE OF ADVERSITY 
BAPTIZED AS THE RAIN FALLS DOWN 

I WILL EMERGE, ANEW 
I WILL EMERGE, ANEW 

because I guess a "friend" is just a word that you say: 
if you never back it up, well it never meant anything.

I can't decide what comes next 
but I know that I have to keep you at arm's length 
I wont let you break my trust again, 


𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘥𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘴 𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯.


I WASTED HALF MY LIFE 
THINKING THAT YOU WERE ON MY SIDE

I got caught in a rainstorm walking back to my car while thinking about how not to starve

// intro 
ohhh 
lost in your cold eyes 
and you look away as you tell lies 
then turn back swear that it’s all fine 
but yeah u don’t care, u pay no mind 

if i’m covered in blood would you notice me 
if i’m covered in blood 

(hook) 
would you see how i feel
would you help me heal 
or would you bury the bones
carve my name in the stone 
oh tell me what’s real 
cause i don’t know what to believe anymore 

// verse 
stay if only for a moment 
i just need to hear your voice 
the colors mesmerize me 
and they block out all the noise 
i fall for you desperately 
oh it pulls me in a void 
just say that i’ll be fine 
my love 

promise me that it won’t fail 
that you’ll hold me so dear 
till the flowers decay  
you’ll stay right by my grave

would you see how i feel
would you help me heal 
or would you bury the bones
carve my name in the stone 
oh tell me what’s real 
cause i don’t know what to believe anymore 
oh tell me what’s real 
cause i don’t know what to believe anymore

carve my name in the stone

a cover of a sample flip by ovine hall (a glaive alt)

lyrics
What do you do when all that you want just isn't enough?
When all that you have is turning to dust? I don't know
What do you say when everyone's leaving
Because of the way you acted and the way that you're perceived? I don't know
What do you do when you're alone
And you're sitting in your room and there's writing on the walls? I don't
Know, I don't know, I don't know
I don't, I don't know, I don't
And I don't think that I ever will
And I don't think that I'll ever heal
And if you shoot me now, then shoot to kill
That's the only way I'll know it's real
And I don't think that I ever will
And I don't think that I'll ever heal
And if you shoot me now, then shoot to kill
That's the only way I'll know it's real

glaive - if you love me now then shoot to kill (cover)

For You My Friend. Former Breaking Benjamin/Plan 9 band member.

For You My Friend

Tune into a song that I wrote that really hit home for me. A positive outlook on life being that you’re not always going to have a straight way foward there’s going to be bumps in the road but the paths eventually become clearer and the doors open and it feels like the same feeling as the comfort of home
so that’s why so that’s why I wrote a song and made the art 🎨 cover for 

It felt like home. 🏠

It felt like home (prod.BackYard)

I've crossed the other side, wish me luck my friends...

A New Hope

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carve my name in the stone

Jael

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