im like gen pissed this isn't getting more attention

vibe: happy   lyrics: I’m gonna kms later

Me core

~

it's been a crazy year. 

flutter was the first piece i wrote after moving out , assisted by the lovely soundcloud.com/achorda. since then, i've had to deal with a lot of transition, but i think finally i can say i've found my home here. this song has stuck with me since i got here. despite it not sounding entirely like what i make anymore, i think i can finally let it shine before we get into whatever my next era as aephyn is <3

thank you for the neverending support during this journey. i hope that the future will only be brighter :)

~

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https://soundcloud.com/achorda
https://linktr.ee/achorda

follow me:
https://linktr.ee/heyaephyn

~

stream elsewhere

flutter + achorda

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

you were the only one 
i mean it
forever and ever

forever and ever

link to the track on other platforms:
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/explorer

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explorer

windflower

@viznode
@viznode
@viznode

art by https://x.com/_exaflares

windflower

shameless. & viznode - windflower

it's been 7 months of semi-silence, i want to thank everyone who's stuck around :) yall are great

uni is going great, i loveeee studying music

hope everyone is doing amazing <3

-ebu

mirage

album art by dossy <3

Follow dossyx: 
https://twitter.com/dossyxmusic
https://soundcloud.com/dossyx
https://open.spotify.com/artist/28XlUtvOPiT96u72mJftyS 

Follow SILKENWOOD: 
https://twitter.com/WEARESILKENWOOD
https://www.instagram.com/wearesilkenwood/
https://soundcloud.com/wearesilkenwood

Also, big thanks to @overblur for recording the rhythm guitar 💚


Lyrics (written by dossy):

apathy towards the truth i
dont think you care if it isn't bout you
you make me hate every moment
even the ones cherish
no
more of this
sweet condensed brutality
cus you know when you do it like that
i feel powerless

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

take a moment to breathe
cus everything is going fast and i dont know how to sleep 
under the pressure
make it last cus i cant do forevers
i cant do togethers
not when im with you because it feels like its a never
ending
not a happily ever after but that's not what im after
after everything that you just made me do

and i deserve to be more than another chapter
but now my pages are just covered with the stain of your coffee
what a shame

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME
(don't you lie to yourself)

lying to yourself (feat. dossyx)

@whyawe
@real-mestie
@thisisanthesis
@linkedwinters
@cutewavelets
@miviasmusic
@the-big-blind

Mivias:
Stuck, tracing all your steps again
Turning all daylight into amends
You'll get tired some day
At least that's they say

So you try to stand
Try to reach your hand
Though from far you strayed
You'll have time to find your way

The Big Blind:
Stuck, with this never ending quest
When to push and when to rest?
Paradoxical clews in your chest
So you must not pass the test

But you try to stand
Even though you don’t understand
Because of low demand
The old secrets have been locked

Stuck

20🎉
link to the track on other platforms:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/starlight

cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas untold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]

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originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ✧₊⁺

always feel like i'm late to everything

stream elsewhere
https://open.spotify.com/album/2xhMvOXoqWoB5jY442QYmE?si=b9344sH_TaS7LosGdVNLTA

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+Selfish+

thought i'd be fine by the next day
so what changed in me? (i'll never know!)
"guess you'll find out" they said
well i failed and i won't now

and you should ask your friends
how they feel about this
'cause you just can't tell
even if you wanted to

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out )

i think i figured me out, now
i don't give a damn and run away
and when it gets too tough (for me!)
i crawl back to safety

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out)

i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
+++

Selfish

I hope I've improved.

‎Watch this on youtube (the audio sounds better there I swear): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PX_qZ9CbZog
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CREDITS
patterns, shannon, riemann - original creators
suji - emotional support + keeping me sane
sapphi, suji, toavn, anthesis, linked winters, haru - feedback

you - for your support <3

Patterns - Breeze (ft. Shannon & Riemann) (Navinor Remix)

Despite everything, it’s still you.
contact@whosoru.com

Selfish

oru

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