Lyrics:

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
Could never get too close when my hopes happy
My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
The fuck you look like pitying me
I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
It keep ringing

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Fall in love
You gambling with your sanity
My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
So fuck it I'm doing me
And soon it was you and me
I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
It's fucking dumb I accept it
You strung me along and left me with this
False hope
A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
So what the fuck is the point
If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me

Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
Living in the past I forever been
Steady looking back at whatever is and
Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out

Credits:
Prod. by Tennis Player
Co-prod. by Andy Sorenson

fleur

Producer Credits : Andy Sorenson & whxami

save yourself

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

nobody

i fell in love

This is the fist song release off my upcoming album. Enjoy.

Dear Ghost

the second single to release off my album

Lyrics

I'm more than what they thought of me
I'm a loser wish we just could get along
I'm Less than dirt but worth the stars hun
Pressed to nerves the tech could burst I search for calm though
You said me dying could reserve your pain
You stay away from me ah well
If I recall correct you been to blame
Engraved my name then you forever on the edge
Well catch me dripping now I'm sliding thru the streets bitch
Rip the top up off the whip so everybody sees this
Middle finger out to all you motha fucking piece of shits
Who doubted on me tell my whole entire school to eat a dick
Blow me bitch rolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Okay my ex bitch
Got me off the shits and make me wonder where my meds went
Swallow up my kids and then I dip I need that head again
I'm new to this lately got me rude as shit
Don't mess with him I'm coolin' bitch
Don't fake it why you doing this
I"m searching for it but I'ma that I'ma never find
In my soul in a shawty in the world I leave behind
Something pure enough the fall is such a long way down
See them laughing as I plummet ain't no love to be found
Fuck yal and eat a dick blow me bitchRolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

Fly away sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
Really wanna

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Together Forever

What the fuck
I'm so nervous for
Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet
Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head
Been months
Well and a bunch of years attached
I was in fourth grade just to be exact
In fact by the time we graduated
I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit
Fuck no
What a cruel world its been to me
With no friends to keep
And loose ends that keep on slipping
But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this
As a young kid
I just went to school
And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused
To go up to her and say how I felt
Because in my mind shes too perfect
Hell I doubt she even notice me
When we spoke I just fumbled
Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go
By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you
Felt embarrassing
Couldn't get a grip
I ran into you in the public
So many times
And whenever I would try to talk
My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you

If you hate me
Can you let me know
I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush
Think it may seem
I'ma mess I know
Should I just move on girl am I outta luck
You look at me
I'm folding
It breaks me down I think I've had enough
If you hate me
Can you let me know
If I fell in love or if I gotta crush

What the fuck
I've had many dates
Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face
But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight
She a gorgeous girl
I don't know her well
Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before
And I hate that
I wish I could fix it
Going down that roads like driving stick shift
Whoa
High-school sucked
By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance
On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends
Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares
I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care
4 years had past it all crossed my mind again
I decided it was time to try again
I hit the dms like hello how you been
I had a couple things I wanna talk about
Then to my surprise I got no reply
And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me
Moving on in life
Didn't think about it
Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at
If god is real then has aligning this
Divine timing
Better call a shaman in
Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted
For the longest time
So I breathe take second to collect myself
Light headed and I'm shaking
Just like back in the day when we met but now
I looked at her and I'm saying

Crush

I was a ghost to the public and she came back just to leave
I find I'm mostly discovered in places caught up in suffering
I couldn't spend this time that I get
Where you recommended I'm so upset
It's my intention love and protect you
When I'm reflecting I just don't get you

Caught em' while they back track
When I'm back stabbed had the kid ignored
I think I'm having bad luck I got black cats standing on my porch
And it's not my life so do what you wanted
Where the hell is your remorse
I'm going through a bad patch making friends with the cat under my porch

She never been with a guy like me
Said she never felt loved
I'm so much better I try to be
Lately not give a fuck
I was in love with the past and kept looking past all of the shit that you did for me
You making time for your ex and I'm caught up on mine guess it's time that you hated me

Caught em' while they back track
When I'm back stabbed had the kid ignored
I think I'm having bad luck I got black cats standing on my porch
And it's not my life so do what you wanted
Where the hell is your remorse
I'm going through a bad patch making friends with the cat under my porch
Caught em' while they back track
When I'm back stabbed had the kid ignored
I think I'm having bad luck I got black cats standing on my porch
And it's not my life so do what you wanted
Where the hell is your remorse
I'm going through a bad patch making friends with the cat under my porch

I know this isn't what I want
I'ma paint the walls of the prison in my mind
When I hit the high hopes they get ripped up outta sight
I'ma waste your time if I feel your wasting mine
Girl I said I know this isn't what I want
I'ma paint the walls of the prison in my mind
When I hit the high hopes I'ma rip you outta sight
I been through enough I probably leave her when the night ends

black cats

Before the
smoke clears and clarity flood my mind
I'm pulled in
The waves to high for me
I'm sold fibs
And fantasy's
For the last time
This is the last time
I promise if this was never meant to be
I'm locked in forever live in memory
Perpostrusious I waited so long the last time
This is the last time
Baby can you breathe
Breathe
Breathe just hold me in
Don't let me leave
Baby can you sleep
Please dream of only this
I know the end is closing in

I'm waiting for the day I see the stars aligned
Pick me up from the pavement and let me see
The gray lifts from my face as I come alive
Fill my lungs watch me take from the breath you breathe
Her face shifts when the wings rip from out my spine
Lick the blood just to taste every memory
Don't try
I'm taking the world as mine
When I'm done watch me pray that you set me free

Before I
Provoke them for ever taking back what's mine
They won't give
And take my time from me
Emotions would fade away for the last time
This is the last time
So I bend twist and rip the limbs of those who try
To put me down in the ground they spotted
Exemption from better things for the last time
This is the last time

I'm waiting for the day I see the stars aligned
Pick me up from the pavement and let me see
The gray lifts from my face as I come alive
Fill my lungs watch me take from the breath you breathe
Her face shifts when the wings rip from out my spine
Lick the blood just to taste every memory
Don't try
I'm taking the world as mine
When I'm done watch me pray that you set me free

It Wasn't Like Me

Lyrics:

Said Austyn, please, the remedy is speaking from the skies
I'm lost at sea in memories you say you've lost as time goes
Talk is cheap you taught to me these days I hardly try
My mama thinks that I'll be fine I still say it's all your fault
I love my mama more than anything I could in life
It's no surprise by now you start to see what I had all along
The younger me still wants to flee to see when you arrive
I've grown to see the man I'm proud to be and you were not around

Oh happy, Father's Day and I don't wanna be like
No you're not somebody that I wanna be like
I don't wanna be like you
Oh happy, Father's Day and I don't wanna be like
No you're not somebody that I wanna be like
I don't wanna be like you

I'm out my mental state I guess they say I think I'm not
Through trauma, death and hatred, better days, I blame my pops for
You talk of heaven like your reservation's on the clock
These conversations God and Satan really gotta stop though
You're aging badly, that's my daddy, watch him lose his mind
Afraid of fate, and same with faith he placing in the skies
Oh I guess I disobey the way he thinks I should survive
Create presumptions that's disrupting what I've built on my own

Oh happy, Father's Day and I don't wanna be like
No you're not somebody that I wanna be like
I don't wanna be like you
Oh happy, Father's Day and I don't wanna be like
No you're not somebody that I wanna be like
I don't wanna be like you

Father's Day

lyrics

Why do I feel the way I do now
Pick you out of every face I see around
I would battle if it meant I'd keep
He ain't kept you safe and he ain't like me
So
When I saw you know I fell but I wouldn't allow it
Didn't think I'm what you want outta what is surrounding
You was on me for some months but I never was countin on it I left it behind til finally I met you and doubted
Woke up to the same ol things
I find that shit don't change
Another place I flee
I fall it's just the way I live
Don't wanna be like this
Is what they say bout me
And I don't want you to waste your time
So say whats on your mind I'll tell you everything
Im just broken find no closure in days that keep my life from moving forward

So what is it you want
What do you ask of me
To find a genuine someone in life is rarely happening
Ashley your beauty captures me
And if I fuck this up don't know what happening
Just wanna say I'm sorry
Girl my past was bleak
Enough to leave my scarring still attached to me
Ashley
I wanna run away
And you can come or stay
My love will never fade
That's me
I made so much mistakes
I never wanna break from you because of them

I'da tried so many times think my past life
Left scar in discuse I don't act right
Bad guy Inked up when I pass by
They thought of me in bad light you thought I wasn’t that guy
Sweetheart and you said that I could trust you
I'da heard so many times I should run too
But when you share what's on your mind I think I saw thru
I guess this isn't cut and dry like it was
And I'm tired of the stuff
Sick and tired of the lust
Most of all I'm sick and tired when I try to fall in love
Because I probably fuck it up
From all the trauma that I've run thru
Your the only one I'm trying to live up to

So what is it you want
What do you ask of me
To find a genuine someone in life is rarely happening
Ashley
Your what I have to keep
And if I fuck this up would be catastrophe
Just wanna say I'm sorry but these bad dreams
Won't get up off me I was bleeding in the back seat
Ashley
I wanna run away
And you can come or stay
My love will never fade
That's me
And if I don’t make it
Pray that god dont take too far away

I'll Walk You Out

lyrics

I got
White on my nails
Passed out
Woke up in hell
I won't
complain about
The things that stress me out
I'm sitting silently
Life goes
I waste away
Death notes
I secretly
Write those
It freaks them out
But when I speak out loud they neverminding me
Wait
I need a second
To curve the heart break that I dont mention
In the hallways the eyes I'm catching
The laughs they call me names its all the same
And change
I need in seconds
This month I fought hate they ISSed it
I'm just a punk they say
On drugs they think
My anxious mind is screaming

Now I'm
Close to the edge and I'm not
Comfortable it
So when I'm all gone falling down
I ask myself who gives a shit
Make me regret this spend my
Time under tension
So when this all comes falling down
I'll ask myself who gives a shit

I got
Ink in my flesh
Eyes roll
It's seeping in
I'm not
Someone they like
But all the girls they might
Im sitting quietly
Write songs
So much has changed
Typos
Increase the fame
Fake smiles
Along with friendly gestures
Who tell me that they wish the best for me
Wait
I need a friend that
Is genuine and not play pretending
I missed your text last night
Lose urgancy
For anyone that's close to me
No way
If it's the end then
Paint my coffin a bloody red tint
When I've gone to sleep
Hug mom for me
Through days and nights of screaming

Now I'm
Close to the edge and I'm not
Comfortable it
So when I'm all gone falling down
I ask myself who gives a shit
Make me regret this spend my
Time under tension
So when this all comes falling down
I'll ask myself who gives a shit

Therapy

lyrics

I remember everything you could've said
And I'll remember everything forever if I could just be honest
Think you challenged me to my regrets
And I would never change anything if it ever meant i lost it
I rememeber things you could forget
And I ain't second guessing anything that I ever said I wanted
Girl I promise that I want this
I remember all the calls that made you blush
Your face red roses you don't wanna hang it up
The long deep talks bout the life that you came from
The pain cuts they bled you dry but I could save ya
Baby promise me you'll get some sleep
You been up all night tryna check on me
And I just really need you next to me
Even if it's for a second I been telling you that
Most times, the daylight
Is so gray, it's alright said it's okay
Get high and take flight, don't think
Your okay girl your all mine
Fed lies, and cant find My space
It's alright told me I'm safe
Girl you told me I'm safe

From the moment that i saw you felt my hands go weak
I kept it quiet paraniod my heart was skipping beats
Never thought that I would find you only in my dreams
It's so ironic when I met you I was half asleep
So will you wait for me

I remember when I saw you in person
Couldn't look me in the eyes could you tell I was nervous
From the second you arrived I never felt so immersed
It shouldn't come as a suprise swear to god that your perfect
And
I'm getting lost in your words
And every little thing you say because it's calming my nerves
I'm staring at your pretty face my mind is starting to blur
Your eyes sparkling and burn just like the stars near the earth

And it's
So divine now I'm lost in your curves
You a living peice of art, paint drip onto your shirt
Your mental something I admire Iwanna harrness your hurt
And strip you all from the pain that people caused you at first
And
I made a promise I know all you deserve
When I thought I was dying, then thru the fog you emerged
Yeah we know we desire this still I'm lost for the words
Of how my heart is all yours
So when you lost or your hurt just know that

Most times, the daylight
Is so gray, it's alright said it's okay
Get high and take flight, don't think
Your okay girl your all mine
Fed lies, and cant find My space
It's alright told me I'm safe
Girl you told me I'm safe

From the moment that I saw you felt my hands go weak
I kept it quiet paraniod my heart was skipping beats
Never thought that I would find you only in my dreams
It's so ironic when I met you I was half asleep
So will you wait for me
When I saw you felt my hands go weak
Autopilot paranoid my heart was skipping beats
Will you wait for me
I guess it's now or never
Together, Forever

Wait For Me

lyrics

I left the old me hanging by the neck
Light a candle rest in peace
They spoke like they know best when disgused by the hate it blends so easily
I don't wanna break when they gone bend
Everytime I'm bouta give I land both feet
The pressure just dont end when I need your help please rescue me
Not that long ago
I was just a kid
Putting every single song I wrote in writting from a pen
Passionate but people loved to clown me
Often hate was all around me
But somehow I held it down to get to where I am
I'm fuckin starin at this man in the mirror but lookin back
Is just a shell of my former self
I wonder where I'm at in places I hadn't imagined
Swear I miss that iridescent place I no longer can get to that I built inside my head
But, as a kid, knew I had me somethin different
Watched and listen as my idols dropping dead from drug addiction
But within me is the same exact passion they once were gifted
Never knew how this shit would play out
I wanted fame and all, the money in the world that I could harbor
Everyone to show me love everywhere that I walked
And disregarding all the things that could ever go wrong
Of sitting there on the alter
Watching as we drift farther apart

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I was a kid
I just wanted to blow up like fuck it
Now adays I just want someone who can understand
I was bullied and beat on for nothing
Same people show me love now and I don't understand
I was fouled an outcast from the crowd
And now they catch me around act like we were always friends,
Save the smiles and how you beens when I'm out
You'll never catch me around
But if I was still a kid, I'd, love to see this moment finally come foreal
Tons of people deemed me nothin but a loserboy
Who keep on askin if I want to cheef a blunt or maybe want a feature
Whats the deal with all the universal struggles, what is real
Fake deep with me
In an effort just to say they got to speak to me
Tell some people that we friends
It ain't easily, something you could fucking get
You play teams I see, I swear its like it never ends so
Back then the girls would only fuck with you if you were popular in school
If not then who the fuck are you and
Same bitches see me poppin up in tunes
Recommended on spotify now they in love with you
It's, comical, theses days inside my room
Clichés that seem fake really ain't, it's all the truth
This life is malleable, taking flights to altitudes
They don't want to see you reach, when you land they out for you
I been keepin somethin on me when I notice they be closer
Cuz the pain never stop and the drugs don't go
I see the fake in the smiles in all the girls that hit my phone
I been afraid of the cops so I keep my head low from it
I'm in love losing everyone I knew
I been a awake, been a problem from the drugs I could do
I find the space and the stars when I lay in the yard
Crying praying to god that one day I'll fucking move from it

When lifes hard think I see the bright lights from miles
And you tell me that its over with
The right call translated through the devils smile
That's when you tell me that it's over with
It's my fault life bring me love in horrible ways nobody get it so I'm over with
In my heart find it fesable to fold and break you never listen guess I'm over with it

When I Was A Kid

SMILE :)

Lyrics:

(verse 1: whxami)
I know it's been a while we ain't reconnected
Time goes I can't keep to seconds
I know this is my fault and I apologize if it means amending
This friendship that feels one-sided 
In time I need more guidance then I come back Looking for directions
Say the same shit like a broken record
My father told me that you exist and I doubted it I ain't proud of it
I probably see it through a different lens
But it's still you no matter how it is
So when I'm looking back after all I've been through
Compulsive acts count all my issues
I hope I made you so proud of this and I hope I don't let you down again
Last year I thought I'd finally meet you 
She was evil, telling lies I see through
Gaslighting me nights to keep me up for two months while she seeped through
Moved on but she ain't like the sequel
Pissed off her whole posse evil 
Post comments but it don't bother
Cause it's all wrong and they cannot deceive you
Crucify me for the right thing if I'm like you then you like me
Met the angel I needed at the right time so I couldn't find peace
And I cried weeks at that time and even right now I could feel my eyes leak 
If I'm too blind from the light please
Hold my hand and just guide me

(hook 1: brandon)
I look up to the sky once more 
Hoping for a sign
Hoping that you'll send one down 
Send one down 
Send it right for me, for me
Rain down on me, shine down and show me more, show me more
Make me believe, let me receive your glory, glory

(verse 2: whxami)
I said it's been a while and I don't mean to start
With the same shit that I said before 
I just need me a sign that things will be fine cause I just ain't really sure
I've been trying to make it out with recording and writing songs since just a boy
Woke up now I'm 24 I don't think I can give no more
And at times I feel enraged 
I just wanna quit, it's like last year
Then you finally come and save me
Keep wondering will it happen
Cause if not I need to change it 
And move on to something, no rapping
Then I stop and something say, that's why they call it faith
Was I meant for this? Cause I thought so
I could hear it call as I walked home
School bus, I get dropped off 
Never mind it was unknown
And I knew for certain that this would work and had no plan that I could confirm it
I turned the furnace up, see em squirming 
It burns out and I leave discouraged
So please show me something 
I'm in need of confirmation
Can you see the time I'm wasting waiting till it peaks, but I'm complacent
I don't mean to sound ungrateful have faith and believe that I'm able
It just feels like I'm unstable 
And if you hear this, God, I thank you

(final hook: brandon)
I look up to the sky once more 
Hoping for a sign
Hoping that you'll send one down 
Send one down 
Send it right for me, for me
Rain down on me, shine down and show me more, show me more
Make me believe, let me receive your glory, glory

Glory, glory

God Is Real (feat. Brandon Serafino)

@burgosmusic

Lyrics:

(Burgos Hook)

Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside,
On the inside,
Racking stacking up this doe,
Never know when a rainy day gona come by 
Racing with the cars and the blow heart fina explode when i mofuckin redline
Walking down this lonely road,
Swear to God you don’t know the pain on the inside

(Whxami Verse)

Breakin my composure,
Im sorry,
Barely give a fuck,
Its fine that no one really want me,
Lookin at the stars i know they watching,
Watch me,
On the inside it could get ugly,
Daunting,
I think i need a warning,
Find me a way out,
Girl i been on the run,
To somewhere safe now,
And while i been anxiously wasting my patience away,
For the sake of my angels to make this okay,
Dont wait yet
You know i been the same kid,
And shit changed but the day and my main bitch,
Telephone ring,
But it aint the same clique,
Funny how they dipped aint the ones that i came with
Nah they all fake,
Nobody gone stay,
But they come around when i pack the whole place in,
It never hold weight,
I gotta go face it,
When im on my own and praying that somebody gone save him,

BURGOS & Whxami - Lonely Road

Prod. by @azraeltheangelofdeath
lost soul clique we out

WTF YOU STARING AT (prod. Azrael)

A single off the upcoming EP titled AsWeGrieve
Prod. by @ghostemane
Enjoy.

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Highschool in class think of droppin out,
But that be somethin I could never really talk about,
Everybody always said it aint an option how,
I could walk up in the office sign the doc and bounce,
Cuz 9th grade when the drama would rise up out,
The fuckin ground like a zombie I'd walk around,
And people eye me down,
Its like they talk about me without givin a fuck bout what they talk about,

(Chorus)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 2)
I grew up around an abundance of,
Preppy motha fuckas never been one of em,
So because I wasn't conformin,
Didn't play sports or,
Listen to the stuff they bump,
Or rock the shit they rock,
Or talk the way they talk,
I was an easy target so they always pickin on me,
I had to brush it off like a dusty mop,
I let it slide givin time Ida got fed up,
Cuz I be walkin in the hallway hearin this shit all day,
There's a limit that come with the shit that yall say,
People callin me a faggot for rappin and tellin me to kill myself like it don't even matter,
One day I said fuck it,
Threw a middle finger up,
At one the bullies on the bus when I was walkin way from it,
At first I was pissed that I been learnin to live with these people tellin me that I aint worthy of shit,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop,

(Verse 3)
Then a year later same deal but I started to smoke,
Chillin with my homies turned into us tryna get stoned,
Fridays were the days we would always wanna buy eights so we get high then buy food to keep us full,
I was smokin for a minute I dont know how often,
But my mom knew I was so it was causin problems,
I would always call her out like no your wrong its not a big fuckin deal I can do what I want,
And I regret that shit,
Soon enough a bad experience put me in depression wishin it would just end,
Used to wonder was it dust but it probably wasn't,
Coulda been that it was strong shit that I couldn't fuck with,
So I quit,
Bout 2 years later started smokin again,
And the same shit happened,
Landed me in therapy the first time around thankfully was already in a better program at the school the people there for me pushed for that,
So I would go to class in the afternoon until Im done and graduate,
All I have to say,
That Ida made it too far just to throw it all away and thats the thing,
Yeah we all feel lost sometimes but Im back up on the path I made,
Don't give a fuck what you have to say,
Makin music and improving on my craft can be challenging,
But Im trying hard thats the key,

(Chorus 2x)
Said I been feelin like I got nobody by my side,
While I be all up on my grind through early mornin late a night,
And I aint tryna justify shit,
Can't provide with empty pockets,
Pray to god that all the nonsense in this world will fuckin stop

HIGHSCHOOL (prod. GHOSTEMANE)

prod. @iamrellim

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Fuck the conversations I aint tryna pretend I know the meanin of this life once we die in the end,
It seems that everybody blinded by material things,
So take the money and the fame and leave us dying in peace

(Chorus)
You
I never thought about you
Im tryna live it up
You
You got some problems know oh,
You
And I dont give a fuck

(Verse 2)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Wonder where these songs be spawnin layin in bed,
Its like a pen up in my mental always writing a script,
I got a hunnid million reasons I aint tryin to quit,
But I dont got the time to say em by resightin the list

wasting time (prod. RELLIM)

Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BclLM1rVqPM

prod. by @notclipped

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Im like damn,
I never really thought nothin of what I could do until this music really sparked something songwriting,
Make you realize that through the dark times its alright,
You not the only one who gotta hard life you gone be fine,
Thats what we told aren't we,
Used to kick it in the woods when summer would approach only,
Couple homies that I got but college was they road so Im back up on my own fuck it,
Rappings what Im gone run with

(Chorus)
Yeah Im still young but I think I learned alot about me and the people who be livin in this world that I be they don't like us,
Cuz we aint like them,
And if I don't fit in oh well I'll be keepin to myself if you feel the same way maybe we can kick it for a little while,
Talk until the nights done

(Verse 2)
Its like some people tryna talk to me,
But sometimes I don't reply cuz Ida fuckin lost trust,
And locals from before gone get to thinkin that you owe em somethin,
You ain't never done none for me but just talk garbage,
Thats some shit I don't fuck with,
I just really wish the people round me would have took the fuckin time to learn about the person that I really am,
Instead they formulate an opinion thats solely based on the ignorance of our differences but now that shits slowly changing amazing,

Maybe one day I'll make it, ay,
Maybe one day I'll make it, ay,
Sit alone got my head in the clouds Im thinkin out loud baby maybe one day ill make it

(Chorus)
Yeah Im still young but I think I learned alot about me and the people who be livin in this world that I be they don't like us,
Cuz we aint like them,
And if I don't fit in oh well I'll be keepin to myself if you feel the same way maybe we can kick it for a little while,
Talk until the nights done,
I made accouple hits but I ain't rich I still be hangin by the crib in a world tryin not to give a fuck about shit they dont like us,
Cuz we ain't like them,
I made a little name for myself so Im anxious as hell I don't really want the fame I just wonder if there's anyone like us,
Cuz they dont like us

they dont like us (prod. clipped) *Official Music Video in Description*

prod. @plurbs

Old memories lyrics:

(Verse)
Crazy,
Old memories get replaced when the day ends,
Every fuckin day been the same and I hate it,
Wake up feel a little anxious,
Can't trust anyone I hang with,
Or lack there of cuz the cracks in the concrete got so large and divided the homies,
I really don't give a fuck no more been alone so long that it all feels normal,
Ive grown so much when I struggle forward,
I took your help when it don't feel forceful,
And though I felt like a troubbled soul,
Ida found myself through the months at home,
Got no one else now no one else ever come around all by myself,
With the flowers round me growin out the ground while Im tryna find peace with the world around me,

(Chorus)
Walkin through the place I hide if I don't stay inside by the lake I probly been,
But shawty no I say I'm fine then I'll change my mind probly 8 9 times again,
But I been alone so long that I forgot what love really is,
I said I'm gonna fake my smile while we wait in line til the day our time will end

I Know The Feeling Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through,
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah,
Don't go,
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all,
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again,
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah,
Don't go,
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know

(Verse)
Different days begin to face,
Im thinkin my inspiration dissipating,
How can I prevent the flame from dimming fading,
I just need a different place to visit maybe,
Ima need to go outside,
Control my mind,
Control my life and all the bullshit left aside,
Express what I got left inside and testify,
That Ima try to make the best of my time,
I know shits dark all alone in your thoughts on a road so cold can you hear me,
I know I done a whole lot of wrong but so have we all so we learn to let it go through the healing of time that we all play a part from the moment we start in this life til the moment we leave it,
This world need a whole lot of love but to show it is tough just trust me you gotta believe me,
The peace you can find in you is kinda hard to do,
But I promise you can hop the obstacle,
No doubt but you just got to want to do,
What you wanted to and focus on it through,
All the drama soon you'll find its not as hard when you started you,
Accomplish what you want with the time that you,
Have got so shoot your shot what you got to lose,
This life ain't waiting on it

(Chorus)
Don't you fuckin tell me I don't get the pain you goin through,
I thought you knew me little better but nobody oh woah,
Don't go,
I know I know I know exactly how you feel and all,
And I travel all around my mind and now Im back again,
I kept those suicidal thoughts in the back of my head oh woah,
Don't go,
I won't no I won't I won't I have so much to give you know

old memories / i know the feeling (prod. PLURBS)

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

(Verse)
Pissed annoyed,
But nobody really gets the point,
I'm so tired fuckin listen once in your life,
Cut ties fuck a friendship voices gone fight in my mind just to fill the void,
Oh my your lies thinking I can't tell,
To my surprise realizing how much I don't mean a thing,
I won't keep the ring,
And don't speak fuckin leave me be

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

(Chorus)
Said I don't fuck with no bitch,
Ain't got the time for it show love from the distance,
Come from the sticks,
Rolled blunts then I quit,
Now it's fuck everything make songs when I think I can't handle much of this shit,
Write it up for the ones who da struggled to fit in,
Don't be the victim,
You could break free fuck everything they say pains gone in an instant,
Swear that loves been a trip,
Can't trust a motha fucka with your heart they gone rip it,
Stomp on it split it,
Give it right back while you crying just to say they so sorry they did it,
And I don't fuck with this shit,
Maybe I just wasn't made for the world that we live in,
King of the misfits,
Fuck it if you feel this then yal motha fuckas get the struggle I'm living ay

Everywhere I go I can't seem to get you out my head,
Wishin I could but this time I can't,
Make me think it's better if I end up dead,
Swear that sometimes that this lifes not fair

heart broken (prod. PLURBS)

Prod. stanger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
All of the time I wasted made myself this way but was I better before,
And she was the high I chased it gave my life this pain when am I letting it go,
All of her scars remain remind her daily that pain is what she never ignored,
Shit ain't been right though lately I might leave it all behind and run away from it all,
Things ain't been the same since the day that the pills left,
I wonder if it helped me more than I know,
Always feeling anxious for you is it worth it,
I could feel the same when on my own,
When the fuck will you ever change we ain't perfect,
I admit my own faults when I'm wrong,
People make mistakes but just make sure you learn shit,
Why the fuck you hurt me in this way my love

her (prod. stranger)

(Verse)
Outta words to put on paper,
While searchin for inspiration,
But waitings a waste of time so fuck it head back to nature and think,
For a minute and when I'm brainstorming shit then I realize I'm the creator making my own decisions,
Don't needa conform to shit that they feed you it's all the system,
Break free and do anything that you feel is your own purpose,
It's the way it's suppose to be they convince you they hold the key to you being happy inside but you had it the whole time ay,
Fuck opinions of how they tell you to live,
And the glorification taking place of material shit,
You don't gotta be rich to be happy,
Facades appearing as fact,
It's the positivity that beats any external thing that means,
Absolutely nothing,
That is truly something,
That the masses have got backwards and it's sad and true well fuck it,
If you listen to this shit maybe you'll think a little bit,
And today could be the day that you may change the way you live ay,

(Chorus)
And you ain't gotta talk,
It's really just a feelin can you feel it,
And if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you win't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck,
It's really jsut a feelin can you feel it and if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you ain't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck

(Verse 2)
Tired of the hatred thats circulating these places,
Could try and kill em with kindness but I don't think that'll change em,
A waste of my energy,
Space I'ma need plenty,
To meditate not self medicate because it ain't helping,
Just take a walk in the woods whenever my thoughts aren't good,
So I can get into alignment with beauty all of us should,
Let go of drama and bull shit you hold onto for good,
It's a process to right your fucking wrongs but you should

(Bridge)
A buncha,
Lost souls on a,
Dark road tryna figure shit out you know how it all goes we ain't,
Lost hope,
Growin up is hard knowin no one really got your back it's only you so march forward,
A buncha,
Lost souls on a,
Dark road tryna figure shit out you know how it all goes we ain't,
Lost hope,
Growin up is hard knowin no one really gives a fuck about you so just march forward

(Chorus)
And you ain't gotta talk,
It's really just a feelin can you feel it,
And if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you win't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck,
It's really jsut a feelin can you feel it and if you can you really living the way you want,
But if not then you don't get it cuz you ain't listenin that's just how you gonna live and I don't give a fuck

a feeling (prod. clipped)

Prod. stranger

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Told her you don't need a mirror to admire what you are,
Nature gave us all a mirror it's the sky it's the stars,
So when we were laying down on my car in that empty parking lot,
Lookin up it made you smile from the start,
Baby we are equal,
I think they lost touch,
Society is all fucked,
Don't realize they more than just a body with some thoughts,
personalities colliding egos thriving that's the false self,
I'm sorry to the ones who hate me but I wish you all well,
The colors more intense the simple minded folks resent you for the highs you hold to get you through the highs and lows you been,
I mix the alcoholic beverage marijuana rolled to test it,
If that time I smoked was wet then whys it pop up when it isn't,
If I'm honest my perception of your mind is it's receptive,
When you smile I'm lost in heaven places I ain't know existed,
Like our minds are just reflections and our vibes are close to replicas,
Decide if we're whats best for us if not then don't forget this yeah,

(Chorus 2x)
You sway like the trees,
And I'm in love

(Verse 2)
Love is such a trip,
It's like a drug becomes addictive,
When we touch I feel connected to another fuckin sense,
Protect you from the stuff you been through,
Help you love when you're resentful,
Feel like love is a dimension not enough these fuckas visit,
Beautiful but don't express it,
Being vulnerables expected,
But the fear of being hurt can keep you closing off whatever,
An emotional depression could result in us regretting saying love you to begin with yeah it sucks but it can happen,
Spending months with yous a blessing,
In a land we manifested,
Where the whethers always 70 and issues never enter,
By the lake looks iridescent so majestic souls and energy,
And every golden memory we shored this moments precious,
Try to hold it close forever til we gotta go our separate ways back to the matrix set in place we'll meet back one a later date,
Relive that blissful feeling that we get,
Ain't no concealing it revealed it to the rest of us,
I hope we know whats best for us

(Chorus 2x)
You sway like the trees,
And I'm in love

iridescent (prod. stranger)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

prod. @plurbs

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tqxtkagl5FU

Lyrics

Verse:
People ask where the time go,
It don't exist,
But what the fuck do I know,
I don't,
But you don't either you and I both,
You're so defensive,
When I say your minds closed you show your temper,
Holy shit,
Summer ends and the colder it gets,
And you don't notice while you living in the moment I been,
Thinkin about last year,
Me the homies were hoping that we would open for Omen at one the showing events,
Sadly we didn't go,
Quit my job now I'm broke,
Didn't even show up to graduation decided,
It was a waste of my time,
To sit on stage with a crowd,
Of everyone that I fuckin hate in the seats all around,
The other day out in town,
I saw someone I remember I guess we used to be friends but we haven't spoke for a while,
He said some time we should kick it but I probably didn't wanna because he thinks I act like I'm too cool for it now,
I told him nah it ain't true,
Everybody fake dude,
So I keep a small circle like the size of plates,
Tryna move up outta state,
Somewhere by the mountains anywhere that it's a quiet place,
I don't like the public they do,
So I started thinkin bout it when I walked away,
After all the comments hella people in this town had made,
Yellin I'ma faggot,
A drug addict,
To some parents who have no clue of my life and what's happened

Chorus:
I think of runnin away from here so much but when the fuck will I go, ay,
Everybody always got some stupid shit to say I don't pay them no mind though, no but I'ma,
Asshole I'm annoying to some,
Others look at me and just make assumptions,
That's cool cuz I don't give a fuck,
And I know so many people think I am just a,
Loser a loser,
Oh,
I'm just a loser a loser I know,
Oh

Verse 2:
And I can tell that my girl parents ain't fond of me,
Her father thinks,
I'm nothin but a wanna be and,
I'm overlooked no surprise to me,
That's how it be until you making dollars g,
And at the same time jealousy from friends of me,
And even motha fuckin family,
Begin to seem a little bit ridiculous,
Eat a dick you just hating cuz you wish you did,
All of the shit I do but you can't,
Cuz you motha fuckas ain't got skills and wont admit,
That I'm dope,
But you ain't got to so just don't piss me off,
Or I'ma rhyme bout you and fuckin rip you up,
yeah,
I'm sick and tired of the face they make when people ask what i do these days it's like they ain't got faith,
"Oh you ain't workin for no minimum wage?"
Nah bitch and ya'll wont take my place and that's real shit,
My Ex said I ain't as cute as I was,
And that's fine baby cuz the feelings mutual dumb bitch,
Superficial as fuck,
Been taking shit for too long,
With no rebuttal so fuck it I hit you up in a song diss yeah,
I been nice and expected the same,
I'm thinkin twice and don't expect a thing no no,
Late nights when you expect a ring,
From my line guess you gone have to wait,
Since I'm just a loser

Chorus:
Loser a loser,
Oh,
I'm just a loser a loser I know,
Oh

LOSER (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video In Description*

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVDwCMny8n4

prod. @plurbs

Lyrics:
I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

I been waiting for a longer day inside it's cold out
The snow wont melt
And you know that I don't talk a lot I rather let a song speak for itself
Show what I felt
I could feel her essence every single motha fucking time she come around
Aura so gold now
I get the impression that she may just be the one that my heart was bound to find let our souls melt

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

Well
Step out from the background
Yeah
Live a little never in my head
Feel like we don't ever talk too much it sparks a bunch of motha fuckin arguments I know
Smile frown when we act out
Yeah
In a minute you'll be in my bed
All we ever do is fuck a bunch the condoms flushed wake up sippin coffee cups and go
Same house in the same town
Yeah
I remember we would hit my friends
We would meet up and get lunch and stuff it's nothin but a thought though cuz they all just stuck up now
Think about a little lake house
Yeah
We could live a little inside it
It the summer we would love it such
I wonder whatcha up to we don't talk enough at all

Baby you knew this isn't all I am
All I am
Baby it's true this isn't all I am
All I am

All I Am (prod. PLURBS) *Official Music Video Link in Description*

tonight (prod. nevrfall)

prod. by @amertm and @deademane

Lyrics:

Said why u lie to me,
Your silhouette it seems to wonder 
places like it tryna bother me,
It always follow me,
When stormy weather comes around theres faces in the cloud u see,
Girl whatchu want from me,
Nah i aint fuckin u forever baby lookin like u lost at sea,
Cuz u are not for me,
Why the fuck when we together u be tryna get a rise outta me,
This time ima leave

Whats wrong again,
Usually i stay calm collected,
U a song thats stuck in my for too long its time i yell it out though all together,
And ur ex bf had told that he wana be just like me,
Then jealous got to his head tellin people that my music promoting on suicide like please,
Like bitch,
WHAT THE FUCK,
ARE U STUPID ARE U DUMB,
THIS THE KID THAT WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE THEN LIED TO THE COPS,
TALK UR SHIT IF U WANT,
SEE ME THEN U GETTIN DROPPED,
HOMIE GO AN ACT LIKE U WANT IT,
I PROMISE U AINT ABOUT,
I GOTTA SQUAD THEY RIDIN BESIDE ME,
HOMIE WHASSUP,
MUFUCKIN NONSENSE,
THE COMMON SENSE,
MISSIN FROM UR CONSCIOUS,
ITS POLITICS,
SPEAK ON SUICIDE KID I LOST SOME FRIENDS,
SO U AINT GOT THE RIGHT TO SPEAK ABOUT THE SHIT,
WHY U SIT IN JUDGEMENT OF ME FOR,
HOMIE I HOPE U SUCK DICK AND FUCKIN CHOKE,
EVERYBODY WANA GO AND BLAME ME FOR NOTHIN,
BUT FUCK IT CUZ I AINT BUDGING,
SO RUN IT UP IN THE PUBLIC,
IT AINT A PROBLEM AT ALL,
LIL BITCH

silhouette (prod. amertume & deademane)

i hope its what you wanted (prod. KIRAW🌈)

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
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whxami

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