Yeah 

My heart in the roots 

Sunflowers shining upsrise 

Where they are blind 

No one can see

Never let them see 

Oh my heart in the roots

The dust is blowing 

Where led them to behind that door

Oh the angels sing from hevan 

Trumpets roaring 

No cries from the ones who sacrificed their sins

Oh my heart in the roots

No problems at all 

Just peace 

Oh...the sunflowers upriseeee

The only mighty person is my lord

My lord knows me 

Yes he does 

Oh my hearttt is in the roots

Flowers raising up from my roots

Angels singing above 

Yeah

Oh my heart in roots





My heart in the roots ❤️

My eye bags are showing 

Looking tired 

Yeah I just need some energy 

Some sugar can hype me up

Running around the room 

Finding things to do before I go doom 

Ro ro ro shawty got me thinking that I was better than everyone else 

Lies lies shawty really devil got no positivity for me 

Re re thinking I got all of it 

My pride needa low low low down 

Let's row row back to the savior 

Keep my faith in check with the lord 

He bled for me he ain't no wreck besides the devil wanting everyone party 

But that ain't the way we live 

Shawty really thought he had me 

But nooo my savior is always there for meeee 

Seeking out new doors

A new adventure 

seeking friends but mainly for godddd

Ya



Shawty (freestyle)

My mind filled with thoughts 

Heart is feeling anxious 

But ohh ur still there for me 

Ur Calming voice 

Why can't I just be like you 

You have a better mind than my own thoughts 

But your still there for me....when I'm down

I can't seem to take my feelings 

The only way I'm alive is my numbness...

What a anxious heart I have 

Still fearing about life 

The thoughts everyday I struggle but you still tell me to be positive 

How can I do that...when I'm dying....

My oh my anxious heart is racing 

Feeling so dizzy and passing out quickly 

Water water water 

Can not satisfy my soul

Haven't been back to church for a couple weeks 

I'm just a mess right now...

Oh my what an anxious heart....

What an anxious heart 

Yeah...



Anxious heart

Love can be sorrow 

All kinds of love can leave pain

Love on urself 1st 

Idc what ur parents say, 

Love on urself 1st 

They can say u need a partner

But Love on urself 1st, let your heart be free

Drove him crazy making him miss me more 

Just look at the sky once in a while, filled with trees shining looking so green it ain't so mean 

Unlike the world we have today 
 
Love on yourself 1st

Love on yourself 1st 

Yeah love on yourself 1st 

Don't let anyone tell u different 

Don't let them stop you

Ayeee yeah love on yourself 1st



Love urself (freestyle)

Telling telling telling my my my emotions and feelings...🖤

One-sided friendship

She riding on that horse

Flowing through the freedom

The sun shining down on her face

yeah she riding

her hair moves around

Seeing the beautiful blue sky

So bright out and breezy

The green grass so wavy,
The green grass so wavy

She feels so aliveee

yeah riding yeah she riding on that horse

The sun shining down on her

her hair moves around

Seeing the beautiful blue sky

So bright out and breezy

The green grass so wavy

She feels so aliveee

Yeah she riding

Yeah she riding on that horse

=Extra=

Flowing through the freedom

The sun shining down on her face

yeah she riding

her hair moves around

Seeing the beautiful blue sky

So bright out and breezy

The green grass so wavy

She feels so aliveee

yeah riding yeah she riding on that horse

She riding on that horse

 Aye life is so fast

Moments slip past

Chasing shadows cast

Future's a blast.  

Streetlights flash

Time's a crash

Dreams turn to ash

Memories clash

Permit in hand

I take a stand

Life’s unplanned

Can't understand

Night’s a veil, Whispers pale

On this trail, I won’t fail.  

Voices scream Nothing's as it seems

Living the dream

Caught in the stream.  






Life is so fast


You really got us trapped in this system

All you care about is money

We were born naked and will die naked

All you care about is us paying taxes

Stay in the line, Silent words

You say we have freedom of speech but really you just silenced that man who found the cure for cancer

Burn them all, to make more money

Or we will get fined maybe even worse

Treating us like ants

But really you just stole their land

Banging up on our doors, treating us not all equally

Jobs everywhere, but mentally exhausts you out

Our bodies we're supposed to be free

God is the only control we have

God is the only control we have

Yea

God is the only control we have

Government

In the dark, there's more than just me

A presence I feel, but cannot see

A chill in the air, a shadow in the night,

An evil spirt, ready to fight

I feel it's claws, upon my throat

It's presence heavy, like a heavy coat

I try to scream, but no sound comes out

In this nightmare, I'm filled with doubt

This evil spirt, it wants to win

To take me down, to pull me in

But I won't give in, I'll fight with all my might

In this battle, I'll make things right

I'll conquer this spirt, and take back my peace

And finally, I'll be able to sleep.


Spirt

Everyone feels so great about their life

She has knife in her hand

What a bland and old story she has

All the toys she has are now gone

her tone all soft and quiet

The pain building up in her heart

wondering what the actual dream was

Never had any, she was planning to die

Time to say her byes

The slice on her neck

Bleeding everywhere

Run run run

away from you're problems

The darkness surround

Evil spirt riding a horse

Got that power choking her up into the air

Slamming her against that brick wall

She falls down, laying dead

mmm yea she laying dead


Death


Out in the quiet, where the world falls away,
And the city lights fade into twilight grey.
A presence is stirring, a breath in the deep,
A beautiful secret the heavens will keep.
No shadow she casts, no form you can trace,
Just the vast, velvet canvas of infinite space.


You might look right past her, and never know why,
Till the first lonely twinkle lights up the dark sky.
And then you can see...


The stars shine right through her, a canvas of light,
In the deepest of darkness, she burns ever so bright.
An outline of stardust, a whisper, a gleam,
The girl made of ether, a cosmic dream.
Her invisible body, a window so wide,
Where the universe pours out its luminous tide.


Her skin is the void, her essence, the night,
Her heartbeat, the pulses of far-distant light.
She dances with nebulae, silent and slow,
A pure, living vessel, where star-rivers flow.
Each pinprick of brilliance, a part of her soul,
Making fragments of nothingness beautifully whole.


You might feel a shiver, a tear in your eye,
As wonders ignite in the vast, open sky.

Stars (short version)

All this ache inside my heart 

You may wonder why she hasn't done anything 

Her mind so deep

The headaches she gets 

The pain In her heart, she can't escape 

You can see the pain in her eyes 

Asking her if she's okay 

But she tells you that she's fine 

You wondering why she hasn't gotten a job 

She stays silent and falls into the pills 

Staying up all night wondering why she hasn't died 

She gets too weary that she can't do the daily tasks 

When you walk in her shoes, you probably couldn't move a step

The depression and the stress she has 

Crying out for help but does anyone listen 

She always worrying about the future 

Taking care of her parents 

When is her last breath?

Her pain

Pretty leaves falling down 

While we touch hands 

So hush my love, don't you cry

Oh the fall of 2023

I can't wait to do some deep convos with you

You can't wait to do some love with me

This just can't be fall love, you'll see
This just can't be Fall love

'Cause you were mine for the fall
Now we know it's nearly over
Feels like it ended so fast
But I will always remember
You were my fall love
You always will be my fall love

Fall love

When the shadows creep in, and the night feels so long, I search for your light, it's where I belong. With every tear fallen, we’ve danced in the rain, Your love is my anchor, it eases the pain.


We'll rise, like the dawn, hand in hand through the fight, With your heart beside mine, we’ll chase away the night. In the toughest of times, our spirits will soar, Together we're strong, and we'll love even more.


When the world feels heavy, and the road is unclear, I’ll be your shelter, you'll find I am near. With every heartbeat, we’ll weather the storm, In the depths of our struggle, our love keeps us warm. 

So take my hand, let’s face what we fear, With each whispered promise, I'll always be here. Through valleys of doubt, over mountains of pain, Together, my darling, we’ll dance in the rain.


We'll rise, like the dawn, hand in hand through the fight, With your heart beside mine, we’ll chase away the night. In the toughest of times, our spirits will soar, Together we're strong, and we'll love even more.


Through the Storm

She died 

Seeing myself cried 

Always worried about taking care of her

It's rare to get a bad dream like this. I just need some rest

My mental health ain't the best right now 

Feeling so low 

Got that bow aiming to the devil

Devil Shot in the head 

You can make me dread 

But I'll stack up my bread, give thanks to God 

He the only lord, stuck in the green pod protected by his shield 

Got that rod fishing up his faith 

I be wishing to be dead sometimes 

But I needa read God's miracles 



(mom)

bad dream.

we gonna be alright, I'm doing fine breaking chains. Fighting through the Strom. Dancing in the rain.

Doing Fine

She feeling so high 

She wanna diee

People say she's fine 

But in reality it's behind that mask that she ain't doing well

So stop treating her like she's a bot 

Lotta of you guys think I'm lying but I'm just tryna express my feelings 


She getting that dust on her childhood memories 

She can't even remember she be loosing her mind it's always a bust 

Always on a hust running away from the reality she can't escape forever 


Her necklace be rust, you fussing about why she ain't moving 

Recklace driving by how tired she isss 

She feeling so higgh

She just wanna die and not worry about anything 

People says she's fine 

But in reality she's not






Dry eyes 👀

In the shadows where we hide,

Silent screams drown in our pride,

Your heart beats like a ticking clock,

Pull me closer, can't let this stop.

Running through a maze of despair,

But your laughter lingers in the air,

Memories linger, bittersweet,

In every loss, love finds its beat.



We're lost in the echo of what we were,

Drowning in feelings, there’s no cure,

In the silence, I hear your name,

Love's a fire, but we’re always the same.

Hold me close, don’t let me fall,

Through the darkness, we’ll conquer it all.



Whispers linger when the night is cold,

You were my story yet to be told,

Tangled souls beneath the fading stars,

Show me love, even with our scars.

Cut through the shadows, bring back the light,

In the chaos, hold on tight,

Broken pieces, but we still shine,

In this madness, you’re still mine.



Breathe in the moments, let them collide,

Finding solace in the tears we cried,

Emo hearts in a world so rough,

But together, we’re more than enough.



Lost in the echo, together we stand,

In this whirlwind, take my hand,

Through the darkness, we’ll make it through,

In the love’s embrace, I’ll always choose you.



Lost in the Echo


Verse 1

Staring at the mirror, who am I to see?

A shadow lost in daylight, searching for the key.

Every step I take, feels like I’m running blind,

A maze of complications, I'm tangled in my mind.

Thought I had a map, but the lines keep shifting,

Dreams out of reach, got my spirit lifting.

All these voices whisper, they don’t let me breathe,

In a crowd of thousands, still feel like I’m uneased.

Chorus

Nowhere to go, just a heart full of questions,

Caught in the storm, need a moment of reflection.

Striving for truth, but the path’s unclear,

Chasing down answers like I’m running from fear.

Nowhere to go, and I’m losing my way,

Searching for me, but who’s gonna stay?

Verse 2

Playing roles like a script, but the lines don’t fit,

Society’s a prison, and it’s hard to commit.

Told to wear a mask, but it starts to crack,

I’m fighting through the noise, trying to find what I lack.

Every twist and turn, every tear that I spill,

Like I’m trapped in this cycle, need to break the will.

But deep down I know, the real me’s waiting,

Amdit the chaos, my truth is advocating.

Bridge

So I stand on this stage, prepared to win or lose,

With a heart that’s heavy, but it’s mine to choose.

Embracing the struggle, ‘cause it’s part of the ride,

Finding strength in the shadows, my soul’s not denied.

Outro

Nowhere to go, but I'm feeling alive,

In the dance of the doubt, I continue to strive.

Life’s a puzzle, each piece in its place,

And maybe in nowhere, I’ll find my own space.



nowhere to go

Telling me that you love me 

But I know you're just lying 

Rushing me rushing me to get a job

But lowkey, i just want someone else to rob my heart and replace me 

I know what you did to me 

All of this fake love ur spreading to my face

Tasting all of the food that murdered me woahhhh

Saying oh she's just fine 

But really, you hurt her 

Said you loved her and said you loved her, but you truly never did.


All of this generation is fake full of liesss 

Someday, the time will spin spin faster till the world can't handle anymore 


We can't handle time, but we needa wake up before the government destroys all of us 

Ik right now they are physically and mentally killing us

You got chemicals in our food acting  fluorochemicals is good for our teeth 

But it was never never good 

Never trust our world never trust the people 


Parents

Chemicals in our food 

Changing our moods 

We got red 40 hitting in the back 

People be lacking acting like there there's nothing wrong 

Ding dong ding dong, your stuck in the matrix they be wanting you to get a job

Yeah right robbing my soul, mentally physically killing me

I just wanna be free

They got no good deeds, telling us we have to pay fees 

You be laying down real good, distracting us with the media 

I got anemia, leaving me sick and fatigued 

Boy ur outta my league, stop tryna impress me 

All these bees dying because we pollute too much 

Government be munching on our hardwork, they don't care 

It's rare to even escape the matrix 

Playing tricks up on our mind 

We just wanna be in the wind and not worry about anything 









Matrix

Yeah Yeah you making her mad 

You telling me that im bad 

But I stay silent 

Stab her heart with my energy 

People are saying I'm delusional 

But idk I'm just tryna survive in this mess 

I can't get no rest, it's hard to be my best version 

I had a vision that we were gonna die, rapture might happen who knowsss 

Just tryna get through my days, I know you say I'm blue but it's true 

Who even wants waste their life on jobs

People saying I'm delusional

Robbing our souls acting like we are little bowls stacked on eachother in the same spot 

People smoking pot to get their stress out 

But they'll rest in their coffins meanwhile fam gotta pay the coffins expenses 

We were basically here for a test 


delusional

Yeah, We are the last childhood to experience outside 

Our last time to ride our bikes 

Wearing old Nikes

Feisty little kids be on their screens 

They the mid generation 

Communication getting real messed up we had the old people taking care of us 

Now it's just mold in our world, we have to take care of the future generations 

Education still the same, the population dying 

But we are still riding, doesn't hit the same when we go back 

Kids be lacking doesn't live in their childhood 

Yeah we were the last generation to explore outside 

Riding our bikes feeling so mighty and innocent 

Til we hit the real world, slightly a problem there

Your dreams might die or they'll fade away if you let em go 

But we gotta do, we gotta achieve them 

That stem on that plant with our childhood bird 

My memories be blurred

Yeahh we are the last childhood to experience outside 



Last childhood

I was the oldest child, always taking care of my brother and sister. Getting those good grades. Always struggled to pay attention

I couldn't speak out my problems, so I kept all of them in. Always seeing things pass by but their not there. Dead spirits hugging me tight, they know I'm fatigued.

One day, my mental health couldn't deal with it, so I stopped stepping up.
Just felt like a failure, but I couldn't help it. 

Til thennn, I was the middle child rushing rushing to get things done had to grow up and yes, I get angry. If you mess with me, you'll be the less of me.
Always acted matured but I'm not ready. Just wanted them happy. I miss my old life.

After awhile... I was the youngest child always hearing people's problems. Would be the troublemaker, but I only wanted to be myself til then I matured. I couldn't see anyone else drowning so I would drown with them. 

Can't sleep as much like I used to, getting anxious and stressed that I can't always make everyone happy but at the end of day am I really happy?

Yeah I was the oldest child. Can you see what they did to us? All 3 mental illness, little adults. Me I got depression and ADHD, she has angry issues and anxiety, my brother got some anxiety and sleeping problems.


Mental problems

Those eyes are the devil

Smirk of revenge

Stop lying to my face, you acting like this a race 

There ain't no finish line, you acting all so smart 

But really you be darting your own Karama

What ego heart got no care for anyone but yourself 

You keep daring to get me mad 

But I'm laughing at your face how fool you are, you be drooling with zero brain cells 

You fell on the ground, what a lousy idiot..

I know you might kill me, til I was the smart one you silenced me because you couldn't stand me 

Ran over me like you can beat me? Nah I grew up 

Got this fan on me cooling me down, yeah I mature meanwhile you just acting like a pecking mouse 

Wrecking everyone's life, I just wanna die 

I thought you were mine but it was all a lie, business men wearing those ties being so fake 

Take my soul God leave peace within everyone else, I know I'm a sinner but I  repented I ain't no winner but you are the winner God

Dishes

You got the flaws tryna finna claw at me

You be boxing, toxic as waste 

Got toothpaste stuck in ur grills 

Bills stacked up on you feet woahh

You acting all sleek yeah let's meet up

Sneaking around thinking you won't get caught but boy you just bought the bag acting all lag 

I got the dagger, tag me on tryna reach to him, leaches all over his body 

Someone needa teach this boy a lesson before I do something bad 

Went to the beach, I'm sad now I won't get to see my dog 

Tripped over a log just went through a whole another dimension 

Fall into the game named frenzy fusion 
This yellow shirt dude acting all lame he won't stop yapping 

Yeah I kind of forgot his name, tryna blame me that I cheated but I got those muscles with my red cap 








Leaches

It's true all men are liars they only desire women's bodies, not the personalities 

Yeah, we are tired of men 

We are not the women

We are the queens!

He thinks he got higher power over a woman but we can harm you with a group of women 

No we are not the women, we are the queens!! 

Yes the classic saying you might find a good husband but really I don't wanna deal with any man right now 

I can't even take care of myself 

Her eyes are cried out wearing a mask all the time 
wired as the perfect wife 

But she got that knife in her hand while she sleeping getting deep until his heart bleeds, no more tasks around this house. 

She flee outside and took a look at the sky and she's sighs and says....

We are not the women

We are the queens!!

Always tired of Men's foolishness he always the less don't let him have that pride he ain't getting no bride.

So again we are not the women 

We are the queens

Queens

Oh god my god you deserve someone else than me

I just want to be release from my stressed heart

But I feel apart from you lord

The demons dart my heart chained my neck and pull me closer to the fire

I feel wired god I'm trying to escape, used to have that superhero cape thinking that I would beat the bad guys

Kinda glad that i lived in my childhood but these moods when you get older it's just more gloomy now...

My shoulder pain ain't giving me bloomy

Used to thought I was the perfect child but now I realized I had my soul dead by controlment

Oh god my god you deserve someone else than me

I just want to be release from my stressed heart



Lord

Looser, she snooze

She looking at me like she wanna do it all 

Yeah let me book a date because girl I really wanna taste ur lips

Rip to my soul, my fate ain't the rest of the others 

I wanna be different, god says it's a test but girl I ain't getting no rest 

She's the best

She looking at me like she wanna do it,

Getting a whole feast, she teasing me that she rather have a boy 

She that soysauce, toss it at me putting that on her, her heart be fluttering, my face red 

She got her converses laced all covered up in moxy but girl ur my drug ain't no slug

I don't care what others say, just lay with me and rest on me, choke my neck, i know I'm a wreck 

She told me that she wanna kiss my lips, but baby I'm missing you





My ghost lover

Keep dreaming about trees you see some critters some litter on the street.
Hearing birds tweet, so sweet. Having feet in that green grass. Let me last she going fast. Casting that fishing pole catching a bass. She roll up her sleeves, pass by her ex moving to the next. Deserves no 2nd chances, having that ranch on her chicken she eating real good her branches from the tree start wrapping around her. Can't you see, the keys. I just want me only nobody else.



Me only

I saw a little kid next to me, I just let it be 

She held my hand, I got embarrassed 

She says she misses grandpa

I looked at her asking her who she was asking 

She says grandpa kisses her cheek every single night 

I fight with the demons in my heart, she tells me that she's proud of us

Looked over at her gave a huge hug, she tugs my shirt and says wake the fuck up you needa keep pushing through. And I said okay I will.

I looked at the sky thought I was gonna die, I sigh out of my stress just need some rest. 


Inner child

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