Yeah 

My heart in the roots 

Sunflowers shining upsrise 

Where they are blind 

No one can see

Never let them see 

Oh my heart in the roots

The dust is blowing 

Where led them to behind that door

Oh the angels sing from hevan 

Trumpets roaring 

No cries from the ones who sacrificed their sins

Oh my heart in the roots

No problems at all 

Just peace 

Oh...the sunflowers upriseeee

The only mighty person is my lord

My lord knows me 

Yes he does 

Oh my hearttt is in the roots

Flowers raising up from my roots

Angels singing above 

Yeah

Oh my heart in roots





My heart in the roots ❤️

Feeling sick
Getting icks of food
But no no I just can't with food
Giving me those grumpy moods
Feeling like I will pass out
Yeah 
Lately I've got vaccines
Ain't fun to deal with 
Got a red rash up on my shoulder 
Getting a trash headache like a heart beat 
Thumping and jumping 
Ya bacteria 
Coming along destroying my immune system
What a great time 
I tell ppl that I'm fine 
Yeah what a great time 
Working my buns off lately 
That I can't reach out for communication 
Music is my only my escape 
What a great time 
Getting uneasy stomach feeling 
The anxiety building up
Ya 
Telling that I shouldn't be nervous 
Ya 
I'm so done with these ppl
Putting headphones on
yeahh
Let the music playyyy
Ya shout out 
Ya shout out 
Wooh
Ya shout out


Problems

My eye bags are showing 

Looking tired 

Yeah I just need some energy 

Some sugar can hype me up

Running around the room 

Finding things to do before I go doom 

Ro ro ro shawty got me thinking that I was better than everyone else 

Lies lies shawty really devil got no positivity for me 

Re re thinking I got all of it 

My pride needa low low low down 

Let's row row back to the savior 

Keep my faith in check with the lord 

He bled for me he ain't no wreck besides the devil wanting everyone party 

But that ain't the way we live 

Shawty really thought he had me 

But nooo my savior is always there for meeee 

Seeking out new doors

A new adventure 

seeking friends but mainly for godddd

Ya



Shawty (freestyle)

The society lying to us 

Learning alot about how we should take care of our minds 

Growth in my learning 

Not the school systems..

Been learning alot from people who died long ago like

Ralph Waldo Emerson he's is a great writer mainly known as his self-reliance book

Talking about how we should avoid what the society is following and really doing what we believe. Our own voice matters and no one should decide for you

This Growth and mind really affecting me...

It really wakes me up from my fall..

This hole I must dig finding hope and courage 

Speaking out my mind on these kind of songs 

Journaling too much yeah too much

But oh this Growth and mind really  affecting me...of course In a good way 

Yes in a good way 

Makes my eyes cry 

Because no one see what i see they all see the life but they don't see the reality that they are trapped...

Because it Breaks my heart the guilt that these people don't know 

Or don't care....

Yeah, they don't care...

GROWTH 

GROWTH 

GROWTH

GROWTH 

Growth 

GROWTH yeah I'm yeah 

 I'm filled GROWTH with and mind 

Yeah GROWTH 

GROWTH

GROWTH

Yeah growth and minddd

YEAH GROWTH 

GROWTH

GROWTH 

GROWTH 

yeah, growth and mind 

Wooh






Growth and mind

My mind filled with thoughts 

Heart is feeling anxious 

But ohh ur still there for me 

Ur Calming voice 

Why can't I just be like you 

You have a better mind than my own thoughts 

But your still there for me....when I'm down

I can't seem to take my feelings 

The only way I'm alive is my numbness...

What a anxious heart I have 

Still fearing about life 

The thoughts everyday I struggle but you still tell me to be positive 

How can I do that...when I'm dying....

My oh my anxious heart is racing 

Feeling so dizzy and passing out quickly 

Water water water 

Can not satisfy my soul

Haven't been back to church for a couple weeks 

I'm just a mess right now...

Oh my what an anxious heart....

What an anxious heart 

Yeah...



Anxious heart


Yeah
Why am I a ghost,floating through these crowded rooms?  
Can’t seem to get a word out,but ohh,whenever I try to speak,no one seems to care.  
Fading shadows,silent tears,lost in the echoes of my fears.  
I still get this numb feeling in my heart,like a whisper that won’t start.  
Look around,empty eyes,searching for warmth in cold goodbyes.  
Why am I a ghost,drifting through the night?

Trying to find my way back,but nothing feels right.  
Speak my name,just once,let me be seen,but all I feel is this heavy pain
Why am I a ghost,can’t seem to get a word out.But ohh,whenever 
I try to speak,no one seems to care.  
Holding my breath,lost in the air,invisible to the ones who dare.  
Whispered hopes,fading light,I walk alone,in the night.
Spirts flowing through hallways 
Why am I ghost?

Why am I a ghost


🥴~Lost in the Void~🥴

Yeah, I’m lost in the void, I’m searchin’ for your sound,

Echoes in my mind, can’t escape what I found.

Thought you were my light, now I’m driftin’ alone,

You were my peace, now I’m just a stone.


Cause I lost you, in the shadows of my heart,

Tried to reach for you, but now we’re worlds apart.

Bleeding out, baby, feelin’ so numb,

You were my melody, now silence just haunts.

Memories like ghosts, they won’t let me breathe,

Chasin’ down a dream, but it’s all just a tease.

You were my anchor, now the tides pull me away,

Tryna find my way, but I’m lost in this gray.


Cause I lost you, in the shadows of my heart,

Tried to reach for you, but now we’re worlds apart.

Bleeding out, baby, feelin’ so numb,

You were my melody, now silence just haunts.

Thought we were forever, like stars in the night,

But now it’s just darkness, tryin’ to find the light.

Wishing on the dreams that we used to know,

But every little tear, makes it hard to let go.

So I scream to the sky, why’d you take my love?

Lost in this void, can’t rise above.

I’ll carry your name, etched into my soul,

But I’m lost without you, just a story untold



Lost in the void

Fight Fight Fight 😤💥
The short pauses in this track were on purpose, no laggy pauses, or anything! :)


Fight Fight Fight 

Yeah it's a Friday 

Having this dead anger on my face 

But hun ain't a race  

Punching that bag till my knuckles bleedddd

People see me as a weak person and softie

But in reality ima punch their f##king face off 

Ay ay get off of me u a liar and a pu##y

You acting all rusty 

So musty that you can't even throw a punch 

I guess I am ur lunch now

Bunch of loosers around here 

Acting all chopped head roosters running around 

Founding myself

Fight Fight fight

Yeah you can try hitting me up 

But I'll call my brother up 

He the real one 

Yeah til you fall back on ur skinny jeans 

U tryna act all popular with that ego 

Bitch boy you got none 

You think OF is a flex 

Selling those pics infront ur True God 

You nothing but just a Cod acting all fishy 

Falling down the deep hole

Just roll and don't get back up ego boy

Ain't tryna judge but you a hella bother 

Fight Fight Fight 




Fight



Bae, I don't wanna see you shot 

With ur family problems, fake friends, including the people that bring negative

I wanna Rot, baby

Already dealt lots of problems 

Baby lemme Rot

I'm feeling dead already

Tryna read your energy

Running out of time

Stuck in the wine

 Tryna get my prime 

I just wish you knew me already

I been by myself for a long time

My ex did me wrong 

This song for you

So let's get along 

Bae, I don't wanna see you shot 

I wanna Rot for you, baby

This a good beat

Baby I wanna Rot 

Don't wanna see u shot 









🖤❤️‍🩹

Even tho you're not here 

I'll still stand for you

Even when everything hurts 

The times when we laughed 

I remember the time you let me sit on ur Harley 

But you had a drinking problem in the past

You still loved our grandma 

Started living for her and us 

Though ur time was up

I miss you a lot...

Grandma seems lonely without you 

Even when things are tough 

I'll will stand for you

You kept smoking away 

Later, on you had no hair left 

Never got to see your body 

On that afternoon, when they told us 

I threw up all the chocolate frosty 

My heart aches 

I was just a kid with a big heart for you

Still living your culture 

Don't wanna keep seeing native Americans be away in camps 

Just wanna see them in nature like it used to be 

Stupid white men people killed your freedom

Running away free 

Yeah free

Why can't there just be no buildings or jobs 

This isn't our life 

We are supposed to be free 

Not trapped

When things are hard 

I'll still stand for you...

My eyes cry out 

My heart aches when ur gone 

But I'll miss you









Dedication to my grandpa

All credit to xxxtentacion audio and some of his lyrics. Hope you enjoy! 🩵

Baby, I'm done. Yeah I'm donee

Please, Bae, just understand 

Just understand 

Yeahhh oooh, dying in my grave 

Rotting away

Rotting awayyy...

I'm nauseous 

Yeah, I'm dying 

He told me that everything would be just fine 

My eyes cried out 

Lost it, riots

Demon thoughts in my head 

I swear this is the part where u break my heart 

Baby, I'm done. Yeah oohhh I'm doneee

Please just understand 

I'm dying in my grave 

Rotting away 



Death in love (feat xxxtentacion)

Introduction

Love can be sorrow 

All kinds of love can leave pain

Love on urself 1st 

Idc what ur parents say, 

Love on urself 1st 

They can say u need a partner

But Love on urself 1st, let your heart be free

Drove him crazy making him miss me more 

Just look at the sky once in a while, filled with trees shining looking so green it ain't so mean 

Unlike the world we have today 
 
Love on yourself 1st

Love on yourself 1st 

Yeah love on yourself 1st 

Don't let anyone tell u different 

Don't let them stop you

Ayeee yeah love on yourself 1st



Love urself (freestyle)

Thought it was over, over for my life.

But God You put him in my life 

Feel like I don't deserve it 

But he says that I do

Oh Jesus I deserve to die not you

The devil wanting me die 

Demons slowing going back to me 

Why God is this happening to me

I feel like love ain't the right match for my problems 

You got me attached with this man 

Now I feel like he's my lover 

Yeah, overrrr my life 

The more I find about his personality,

 i start to fall even more

But God my God why can't I just be free? 

From the stress of life 

I don't wanna work til I die 

Why are we living like this

Don't you see 

They are killing us 

Thought it was over, overrr my life 

But God You put him in my life 

Feel like I don't deserve it 

But he says that I do 

Yeah, over my life

Over my life

Telling telling telling my my my emotions and feelings...🖤

One-sided friendship

Demons

Introduction to Villain Era

She riding on that horse

Flowing through the freedom

The sun shining down on her face

yeah she riding

her hair moves around

Seeing the beautiful blue sky

So bright out and breezy

The green grass so wavy,
The green grass so wavy

She feels so aliveee

yeah riding yeah she riding on that horse

The sun shining down on her

her hair moves around

Seeing the beautiful blue sky

So bright out and breezy

The green grass so wavy

She feels so aliveee

Yeah she riding

Yeah she riding on that horse

=Extra=

Flowing through the freedom

The sun shining down on her face

yeah she riding

her hair moves around

Seeing the beautiful blue sky

So bright out and breezy

The green grass so wavy

She feels so aliveee

yeah riding yeah she riding on that horse

She riding on that horse

You say you want him 

Acting all Nonchalant 

But you just reacting the same 

Staying with him

I don't think that's real love

Real love comes from the heart 

It's just a deal that he sees 

Tryna get money from you

He ain't hearing you out

Oh my dear, be stronger 

I ain't wanna see you in the wrong 

This ain't no silly song 

Been chilly at night I just wanna see you in the right spot 

Not in the hot spot getting shot in the heart 

You feeling dead, i wish you could read my words 

I pray to Lord that he can help you out 

Than running away from your mental problems 

I know you were Blossom before they destroyed you

You got so annoyed by them 

Tryna fill you're void 

Overjoyed with the money you got 

Better than Rotting away like I am

I know someday ur gonna be knotting that heart of yours 

So pleaseeee start taking care of yourself

Sage

 Aye life is so fast

Moments slip past

Chasing shadows cast

Future's a blast.  

Streetlights flash

Time's a crash

Dreams turn to ash

Memories clash

Permit in hand

I take a stand

Life’s unplanned

Can't understand

Night’s a veil, Whispers pale

On this trail, I won’t fail.  

Voices scream Nothing's as it seems

Living the dream

Caught in the stream.  






Life is so fast

I know that we are different, but your smile turn me on 

I know I'm wrong about all of this

It was just a dream 

What a lovely dream

You're smile made me go crazy

The brown hair, you looking so handsome

Jumping in your arms, feeling so happy 

The pink sunset outside

I ran ran so far out of joy

I felt so free 

I know I'm wrong about all of this 

It was just a dream 

What a lovely dream 

That smile turned me onnnn

I don't know anyone could reject you

Mmm it was just a dream 

What a lovely dream 


lovely dream


Out in the quiet, where the world falls away,
And the city lights fade into twilight grey.
A presence is stirring, a breath in the deep,
A beautiful secret the heavens will keep.
No shadow she casts, no form you can trace,
Just the vast, velvet canvas of infinite space.


You might look right past her, and never know why,
Till the first lonely twinkle lights up the dark sky.
And then you can see...


The stars shine right through her, a canvas of light,
In the deepest of darkness, she burns ever so bright.
An outline of stardust, a whisper, a gleam,
The girl made of ether, a cosmic dream.
Her invisible body, a window so wide,
Where the universe pours out its luminous tide.


Her skin is the void, her essence, the night,
Her heartbeat, the pulses of far-distant light.
She dances with nebulae, silent and slow,
A pure, living vessel, where star-rivers flow.
Each pinprick of brilliance, a part of her soul,
Making fragments of nothingness beautifully whole.


You might feel a shiver, a tear in your eye,
As wonders ignite in the vast, open sky.
And then you believe...


The stars shine right through her, a canvas of light,
In the deepest of darkness, she burns ever so bright.
An outline of stardust, a whisper, a gleam,
The girl made of ether, a cosmic dream.
Her invisible body, a window so wide,
Where the universe pours out its luminous tide.


Is she loneliness made, or connection so pure?
A mystery held, for which there's no cure.
But perhaps we all carry a light deep inside,
An invisible form, where the heavens can hide.
A truth unspoken, a beauty unseen,
Waiting for darkness, to truly be keen.







Government

In the dark, there's more than just me

A presence I feel, but cannot see

A chill in the air, a shadow in the night,

An evil spirt, ready to fight

I feel it's claws, upon my throat

It's presence heavy, like a heavy coat

I try to scream, but no sound comes out

In this nightmare, I'm filled with doubt

This evil spirt, it wants to win

To take me down, to pull me in

But I won't give in, I'll fight with all my might

In this battle, I'll make things right

I'll conquer this spirt, and take back my peace

And finally, I'll be able to sleep.


Spirt

Everyone feels so great about their life

She has knife in her hand

What a bland and old story she has

All the toys she has are now gone

her tone all soft and quiet

The pain building up in her heart

wondering what the actual dream was

Never had any, she was planning to die

Time to say her byes

The slice on her neck

Bleeding everywhere

Run run run

away from you're problems

The darkness surround

Evil spirt riding a horse

Got that power choking her up into the air

Slamming her against that brick wall

She falls down, laying dead

mmm yea she laying dead


Death


Out in the quiet, where the world falls away,
And the city lights fade into twilight grey.
A presence is stirring, a breath in the deep,
A beautiful secret the heavens will keep.
No shadow she casts, no form you can trace,
Just the vast, velvet canvas of infinite space.


You might look right past her, and never know why,
Till the first lonely twinkle lights up the dark sky.
And then you can see...


The stars shine right through her, a canvas of light,
In the deepest of darkness, she burns ever so bright.
An outline of stardust, a whisper, a gleam,
The girl made of ether, a cosmic dream.
Her invisible body, a window so wide,
Where the universe pours out its luminous tide.


Her skin is the void, her essence, the night,
Her heartbeat, the pulses of far-distant light.
She dances with nebulae, silent and slow,
A pure, living vessel, where star-rivers flow.
Each pinprick of brilliance, a part of her soul,
Making fragments of nothingness beautifully whole.


You might feel a shiver, a tear in your eye,
As wonders ignite in the vast, open sky.

Random freestyle

All this ache inside my heart 

You may wonder why she hasn't done anything 

Her mind so deep

The headaches she gets 

The pain In her heart, she can't escape 

You can see the pain in her eyes 

Asking her if she's okay 

But she tells you that she's fine 

You wondering why she hasn't gotten a job 

She stays silent and falls into the pills 

Staying up all night wondering why she hasn't died 

She gets too weary that she can't do the daily tasks 

When you walk in her shoes, you probably couldn't move a step

The depression and the stress she has 

Crying out for help but does anyone listen 

She always worrying about the future 

Taking care of her parents 

When is her last breath?

Her pain

Pretty leaves falling down 

While we touch hands 

So hush my love, don't you cry

Oh the fall of 2023

I can't wait to do some deep convos with you

You can't wait to do some love with me

This just can't be fall love, you'll see
This just can't be Fall love

'Cause you were mine for the fall
Now we know it's nearly over
Feels like it ended so fast
But I will always remember
You were my fall love
You always will be my fall love

Fall love

When the shadows creep in, and the night feels so long, I search for your light, it's where I belong. With every tear fallen, we’ve danced in the rain, Your love is my anchor, it eases the pain.


We'll rise, like the dawn, hand in hand through the fight, With your heart beside mine, we’ll chase away the night. In the toughest of times, our spirits will soar, Together we're strong, and we'll love even more.


When the world feels heavy, and the road is unclear, I’ll be your shelter, you'll find I am near. With every heartbeat, we’ll weather the storm, In the depths of our struggle, our love keeps us warm. 

So take my hand, let’s face what we fear, With each whispered promise, I'll always be here. Through valleys of doubt, over mountains of pain, Together, my darling, we’ll dance in the rain.


We'll rise, like the dawn, hand in hand through the fight, With your heart beside mine, we’ll chase away the night. In the toughest of times, our spirits will soar, Together we're strong, and we'll love even more.


Through the Storm

She died 

Seeing myself cried 

Always worried about taking care of her

It's rare to get a bad dream like this. I just need some rest

My mental health ain't the best right now 

Feeling so low 

Got that bow aiming to the devil

Devil Shot in the head 

You can make me dread 

But I'll stack up my bread, give thanks to God 

He the only lord, stuck in the green pod protected by his shield 

Got that rod fishing up his faith 

I be wishing to be dead sometimes 

But I needa read God's miracles 








bad dream.

we gonna be alright, I'm doing fine breaking chains. Fighting through the Strom. Dancing in the rain.

Sleepy

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