messed up - 117bpm gmajor
void - 93bpm aminor
sorry - 95bpm aminor

free sewerperson type beat - sorry (prod sadman)

someone to hold (sadman x capsctrl)

deficit

Guitar by UNLUCKY, vocals and lyrics by sadman

Lyrics:

It’s not your fault that you’re finished
It’s no one’s fault that you’ve had enough 
And in the end who will you miss
When life’s a chore and you’ve given up

And i don’t know if I can end it
I surely know that I’ve had enough 
I’m surely broken and out of luck 
The walls are up and I’m feeling stuck

And if you find yourself
On the road mixed with doubt
Your thoughts a mess
The emptiness
Is drowning me
Do you even hear me
This is my last goodbye

I won’t make it through the night
No one really wants to die
My life’s a lie
And through it all
I’ll find the price and pay it

I’ll finally make them witness
Pain and emptiness
Embodied
On the cross I’m cursed to lift
I’m shifting
Lifting
All the pain, now I’m giving up

I’m torn apart
Broke my fucking heart
This life’s a chore 
Been feeling bored
This fucking bore
Inside my chest 
It’s gripping
I’m slipping
Please kill me swiftly

I’d rather die
Than live an empty life
I’m not alright
Just look into my eyes
I pass the time
To reach my own demise
I’d rather die
Than live an empty life

giving up

trials (sadman X chrismarek X rjpasin)

lyrics:

goodbye again
rest in health and happiness
goodbye again
me I’ll rest alone trapped in my abyss
it’s like I’m trapped inside the walls
stuck inside my mind
it’s not a healthy way
to spend the time
i’ll get by
it’ll be fine

goodbye again
rest in health and happiness
goodbye again
let’s try this one more time

goodbye again
rest in health and happiness
goodbye again
i’ll rot and rest in piss
let the bugs eat my face how
the clock ticks
it runs away now
and all the time that we waste how
it up and floated all away now

goodbye again
rest in health and happiness
goodbye again
let’s try this one last time

goodbye again (produced by idly blare)

real.

gaps

guitar by michael harrison

lyrics:
got this hole in my heart
im falling apart
im bursting at the seams
im falling apart

and im in agony
alone in my room is where ill be
im not empty
im full of dreams ill never see

im falling apart
im falling apart
im bursting at the seams
im falling apart

got this hole in my heart
im falling apart
im bursting at the seams
im falling apart

falling apart

instrumental produced by unlucky

lyrics:
when I die take my body and bury it deep
right next to the feelings
that I used to have
I’ve been feeling so empty lately
all these thoughts that I have been running rampant
can’t vent in silence
when I’m lost, hear the sirens
and know they’re guiding me home

I’ve been all alone
stuck inside my room
all these thoughts I have
they’re filling me with doom
like will I die tonight
or will I wake and fight
the urge to turn the
steering wheel right
off of the bridge
cant fight this feeling
stuck with it
this overbearing agony
to kill myself
is killing me

when I die take my body and bury it deep
right next to the feelings
that I used to have
I’ve been feeling so empty lately
all these thoughts that I have been running rampant
can’t vent in silence
when I’m lost, hear the sirens
and know they’re guiding me home

rage (unlucky)

scope

first attempt at an instrumental that could be part of a feature film/series.

sadman

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