i'll join you someday, if someday ever comes

to my grave (repitched)

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

sunlit clouds w/ toemuro

prod @sxthsns 

@mopearound
======
shawty if u wanna dance dance dance dance dance
imma need a good reason
nd girl i wanted you at the first glance
its a hundred degrees on the floor so
dance dance dance dance dance
im tryna see you move on the floor so 
dance dance dance dance dance
i never said you couldnt break my heart like that
======
@sxthsns
======
do u feel it? 
coz i feel it
n i dont rly give a fuck if u dont mean it
n i dont care abt no hiding , no concealing
we going up tn we breaking thru the ceiling

my hearts racing , but its ok 
when i step up in the place everybody knows my name

baby put ur hands up up up 
i feel it , dont interu u upt
i wanna see u fuck it up up up
======

hands up w/ sxth sns

it's been a year of fgw!
this song is a little rough around the edges in some places.. though, we felt it still deserved to see the light of day, especially on a special day for us as friends! <3 hope you enjoy

@achorda @bena1e @saycarbine 
@mopearound @scorpiioh @somsishetsan
@thatcherblackwood @vai22 @wakebloom @xaev

try again

FGW - try again

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

Heyy this is a lil song I made with shwirl and saeph abt going to the cinema (for All Nighter) sadly we didn't make it but we wanted to share it anyway :P
. . . follow the epic collab ppl and check out their stuff!!!!! ↓ ↓ ↓
@shwirlll
@saephbass

ALSO big shoutout to @reksi420 for the art as always<3 

lyrics:
[harmtails]
calling on my phone like you still wanna talk
it's the way you act i know something's off
always walk around with my fingers crossed
are you hating me? always proving you wrong

now i'm back at the start imma lose it again
it's the fact i'm a star don't pretend to be friends
i don't know who you are please don't take no offense
tryna go to the movies with shwirl it's a trend

and nobody can stop us
yeah we livin like the boss now
no front row seats yeah we sitting at the top
i'm just waiting for shwirl to pull up with the car

[shwirl]
look around for my car keys i lost em again,
it's time to see barbie with all of my friends!
im afraid i'll be tardy i cant get a win..
dont worry about me im used to this shit..

too late to the amc fml
all my friends in the movie without me, oh well!
play the cards that im given and take me to hell
cause when i get back home yeah im killing myself

cinema crash!

harmtails, shwirl & saeph - cinema crash! [ANV8 submission]

Census Designated but it's just my voice

(p. @clwdytunes)
mastered by me

STREAM/DL -
https://open.spotify.com/track/3kfNn3wwzDUR7lNOa35e7f?si=61b6083e93ad46cb
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/searchingsearching

SOCIALS/LINKS
twitter.com/nujioh
www.instagram.com/nujioh/
nujioh.bandcamp.com/music

---- (lyrics)----
yea i'm searching for a reason why i should care because i don't
if you think me acting callous does pertain you then it wont 
if you took it up with me then ill be sure to make it home
i'll make it right just hold me,  i make the nights move slowly

yea i'm sifting out the heathens, purities refine the stone
all the things i did this season that i know i can't atone
i know i screwed it up but i don't want to face this shit alone
i'll make it right just hold me, i make the nights move slowly

don't raise your voice, i got it the first time
you said you don't want me to get into your head
i cloud your conscious and you wanted me dead
but instead, you seem to come around 

you'd stick to it like your fate is bound
and you would come to your senses while it boils down
but there's no way i would back down
we'd converse but cant recall what we just said now

patience, its no invitation
without hesitation, i would've wanted more
i'm naked to your regulations
no collaborations, i would've wanted more

yea im searching for a reason why i should care because i dont
if you think me acting callous does pertain you then it wont
if you took it up with me then ill be sure to make it home
i'll make it right just hold me, i make the nights move slowly

yea im sifting out the heathens, purities refine the stone
all the things i did this season that i know i can't atone
i know i screwed it up but i don't want to face this shit alone
i'll make it right just hold me, i make the nights move slowly

sunlit clouds w/ toemuro

awe

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