produced by @kurtains
mixed by @heavenindaclouds

pls follow if you like the song :)

lyrics:
im getting tired and i can't think 
dont look back, just keep on fighting
realize its quicksand as i sink
i cant get out, i tried, im weak
but i try to reguardless
need to think, ive got no options
but ive been doing better 
and thats progress
ill do better tomorrow,
i promise

tired of trying, why cant i think? 
i tried and tried, i can not sleep
but i've doing better
and thats progress
ill do better tomorrow, i promise
x2

im getting tired and i can't think
dont look back, just keep on fighting
realize its quicksand as i sink
i cant get out, i tried, im weak
but i try to reguardless
need to think, ive got no options
but ive been doing better 
and thats progress
ill do better tomorrow,
i promise

i'll do better tomorrow

produced by @eric-godlow
mixed by me
pls follow if u enjoy <3
IG: https://www.instagram.com/deniaplant/
thank you all for the recent support <3

lyrics:
i wanted to try but i guess we're through 
didnt bat an eye but its what you do 
ive been getting used to it its nothing new 

now you wanna try but im over it all
cant deal with it was it ever real at all? 
2:30 why am i the one you choose to call? 
 
stuck in denial i wait for a while
days for it 
nothing arrives, phone still dry
take all this 
stress for a while, put it in a pile 
and wait till it all calms down
just wait for now

Instagram

the end of something special

produced by @skress
written + mixed by @deniaplant
mastered by @heavenindaclouds

a farewell to friends & memories

lyrics:
genuinely hope that you've been doing well
and if your wondering ive okay all by myself
im still trying to figure out just what you left about
it's fine, case closed
just happy that your better now, this time
lately been strugging a little bit
and im so happy for you now that you've been fitting in
win some, lose some
but tell me why i didn't win, your trust this time
give me a minute and ill open your eyes

i got a gaslighter, she's been telling lies about my life
my friends believe it all, sacrifice my character for lies
fell for it hook, line & sinker read between the lines
but my own best friends didn't bother asking "why"

spotify

farewell (skress + heavn)

produced by chillingcat

trying my best to make something post-worthy <3

lyrics:
no matter what your problem is, you find help
don't matter what the battle is, you figure it out 
cause that's the way you are, so 
i try to find somebody to help me
im stuck in the middle, can't find a way to fight 
another day with the riddles
and i can't figure it out without you at all

you find a way to get away from all the missed calls
oh god i wish that you weren't involved
but you got to go through with it now, for me 
so, i take a break and try to solve your riddles
can't figure it out need you in the middle 
wishing you were here right now
i been wishing you were here with me but a 
"don't come by my house"
is the text that i get as a reply now
had the hope that you'd come by now
but you don't, and you won't compromise right now
hold hope that you realize this is real life
all the time that you waste comes back to bite
waking up one day on a Friday night 
when you finally fix your life

(that's why)

no matter what your problem is, you find help
don't matter what the battle is, you figure it out 
cause that's the way you are, so 
i try to find somebody to help me
im stuck in the middle, can't find a way to fight 
another day with the riddles
and i can't figure it out without you at all

nothing without you (chilling cat)

halloween anthem
production @c4v

lyrics:
brain fogged up, passed out on a mattress
light white water, watch out in the rapids
dreaming & sleeping avoiding the racket
hot-headed, dreaming up a life you’ll never have it

dreaming instead of pursuing 
you would rather sit & watch the clock
take a picture, reminder of moments that you lost
said you miss her, sit around & mourn what you lost 
sad sob story you don’t got a backup plan at all
so don't try to guilt me with everything you’ve lost
mourning from night until morning while you sob
go back to your 9-5 that you didn’t care about at all

& don’t cry to me when it all goes wrong

rapids (c4pri)

@pandi

made for a friend that passed recently 

your feeling hollow from chain-smoking cigarettes
and i'm so tired from the beat inside my head
ill take my time though baby tell me what you said
and tell me that you didn't regret it
your getting tired and i know that it's a mess
ill spend my time, help you get it off your chest
ill leave with you right now
just drop the cigarette
your never sober around me its getting to my head
and im a mess
you understand that but somehow cant find any respect
saying my respects to brothers that all left for dead
and shoutout ashton, hoping that up there you made amends
now every time i look around this shit dont make no sense
i try to make connections but i end up making ends
im hanging from the ceiling when you wake up in my bed
man im "good at writing songs" because i cant get any feeling anymore
your feeling hollow from chain-smoking cigarettes
and i'm so tired of the beat inside my head
ill take my time though baby tell me what you said
and tell me that you didn't regret it
your getting tired and i know that it's a mess
ill spend my time, help you get it off your chest
ill leave with you right now
just drop the cigarette
your never sober around me its getting to my head
and im a mess
you understand that but somehow cant find any respect
saying my respects to brothers that all left for dead
and shoutout ashton, hoping that up there you made amends
now every time i look around this shit dont make no sense
i try to make connections but i end up making ends
im hanging from the ceiling when you wake up in my bed
im hanging from the ceiling when you wake up in my bed

cigarettes

production @deniaplant
guitar @underscores

lyrics:
I've been stuck in a pipe dream
The miles all I see in front of me
I've been stuck in a pipe dream
Commitment is frightening
So I'm gone

So

I spend all my time making amends
It's not enough
Spend the entire night tryna get you
To come around at all
Stuck inside a lie
And I can't get you off my mind
You know that I'd do anything for ya
(For ya)

social

pipe dream

production me
shoutout derno for the cool sounds (@dern0)

lyrics:
seventeen damn missed calls
and I'm a nobody cause' I can't think for my own
I try to isolate until you just leave me alone
but when I'm not with somebody I don't feel normal
homesick, and unfocused I can't reach my goals
I can't find a medium I don't know how to reach those
and any conclusions, feeling useless
I don't know how to cope

missed calls

prod roku

lyrics:
falling asleep waking up with night terrors
thought of talking to you's scary but your unaware
too many emotions to process and bear
darling hold me when your alone when your scared
vulnerability's always frightening
it's scary but you know that it's always the right thing 
and your never alone, you'll always have a home
just thought it was important for me to let you know

home is here

Produced by @towapasmurno
Written, mixed, and mastered by @whydenia

Lyrics:
I’m afraid of commitment cause I’m scared of rejection
Friends all laugh, think I’m getting the message
I’m fighting for myself, my momma and my best friend
It took me awhile to see through your deception
I heard about your bad talk without any remorse
You’ll never walk in my shoes, I’ll never walk in yours
Now I’m fighting for my presence, my mental my only enemy
Still don’t know what I did wrong for you to wanna end things

I look into the mirror and all I see are discrepancies
I thought I made it clear, I wanted it to be you and me

Sick and tired of the “overcommit and underdeliver”
hate your smile, but I won’t lie, I miss it a little
Devil eyes, set on my mind and my nervous system
No surprise, that the whole time, you weren’t any different

Make it clear to me
Over and over again
Can’t think clearly
Words burned into my head (x3)

I’m afraid of commitment cause I’m scared of rejection
Friends all laugh, think I’m getting the message
I’m fighting for myself, my momma and my best friend
It took me awhile to see through your deception
I heard about your bad talk without any remorse
You’ll never walk in my shoes, I’ll never walk in yours
Now I’m fighting for my presence, my mental my only enemy
Still don’t know what I did wrong for you to wanna end things

Tired of the “overcommit and underdeliver”
Devil eyes, set on my mind and my nervous system
Fighting for my presence, my mental my only enemy
Still don’t know what I did wrong for you to wanna end things

what did i do

Produced by @rokubeats

Thank you all for your patience.. album soon <3

https://discord.gg/q5MmEsEx2k

Lyrics:
I feel like I'm wasting my summer away
Going through the motions 
The night and days end
Will I make it out I don't feel okay
Only going out on the special occasions
I don't got a plan I've been feeling so caged in
I wanna move forward but old habit's they cave in
Can you tell me what happens when I become nameless?
Cause' it's becoming a habit to feel my complacence

Writing songs while I've been stuck in the middle 
It takes a real bad guy to keep everybody civil
Even with one bad eye 
I could see right through your riddles
And you can keep on trying 
But I know that you've been breaking a little
Tearing apart at the seams 
Isn't as fun as it seems
Communication is key
But we don't talk now
Wish you could be here to see everything I've been through
I know that it's selfish, but I hope you know that I miss you

I wrote that verse a month ago, way back when
I used to sit in silence, wonder where you went
Put my heart into a song, I hoped that you we're winning
Been a month since you've been gone, I lost my touch I'll admit it
Tell me everything
Tell me all you're fears
Is what I said to you
I wanted to disappear
But you wouldn't listen
And now I'm stuck here
I'm reliving every moment, every season still

Writing songs while I've been stuck in the middle 
It takes a real bad guy to keep everybody civil
Even with one bad eye 
I could see right through your riddles
And you can keep on trying 
But i know that you've been breaking a little
Tearing apart at the seams 
Isn't as fun as it seems
Communication is key
But we don't talk now
Wish you could be here to see everything I've been through
I know that it's selfish, but I hope you know that I miss you

denia

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