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~lyrics~

sometimes i dont wanna go on
but im too pussy to end it 
cant leave mama alone 
but dont know where tf my head is 
so ill sit here n chase a shot down wit sedatives 
tryna get off of this cliff but i cant find where the edge is 

new day with the same old shit 
hurt another person, im the same old prick 
ima pop another perc n sing the same old shtick
i know im always gettin hurt, but im the cause of it
you can leave, swear that ill understand 
i know im far from being a good man 
gotta get up, but i dont know if i can 
its gotta hurt watchin me slip through the sand 
and i just wish i was stable 
i said id never hurt u, i just wish i was able 
to make a promise id keep 
instead of sayin shit n swipin the rug out from my own feet

i dont wanna go on
but im too pussy to end it 
cant leave mama alone 
but dont know where tf my head is 
so ill sit here n chase a shot down wit sedatives 
tryna get off of this cliff but i cant find where the edge is 

yea mama raised a soldier, but i been thru the war 
n everyday those scars are showin more and more 
n everyday its harder just to step out my door 
i wanna hurt myself for hurtin those i adore 
wanna say sorry, but i say it too much 
i know words dont mean shit when i threw u to the mud 
im startin to realise that im not good enough 
i hope u stay, but u deserve better my love

i dont wanna go on
but im too pussy to end it 
cant leave mama alone 
but dont know where tf my head is 
so ill sit here n chase a shot down wit sedatives 
tryna get off of this cliff but i cant find where the edge is

i'm sorry. (prod. yunny goldz)

prod. aesttc
♡
#edm #hyperpop #digicore

let me be your home♡

Im So Sad

lip gloss w/ byekento [prod. zupehr]

stay w me

prod monto & chris marek
mixed & mastered by monto

ANOTHER LONG TRAIN

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

lyrics:
in the middle of the night
nothing never ever feels right
i swear i think i’m loosing my mind
a girl like you is really hard to find

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

love me
hate me
tell i’m dumb
fuck me
break me
after ur done
hold me
show me
what i am worth
or leave me
tell me
what i deserve (x2)

will u ever come back?
will u ever come back?
ohhh
ohhh

and stick and stones might break my bones
and when i’m sad, you’re the only one i feel at home
and tears fall, like they say, when it rains it pours
so i stay inside to avoid the cold

vivid (taymxru)

picture [feat. sinxi] (+ wetmall)

lyrics: 

lost all my hope 
lost all my hope 
down the same road 
"fix up" but I cant
look at my bones
look at my bones
sailing on fear
the thin ice is breaking 

hate on my soul 
hate on my soul
wither then perish 
its dark, but I hope
I waste into dust 
powder; my heart 
I longed paradise 
but I tripped from the start 

oh how did I get here? 
how did I get here? 
blood on my palms 
from etching the scars 
my breath is so shallow
I'm falling apart 
I'm falling apart 
let me corrode away 
loosen your grip I'm fine 
loosen your grip

fix up [prod king theta]

prod. shy
#alternativerock #alternative #hoepless #hyperpop #digicore

i'm sorry. (prod. yunny goldz)

why do you wish?

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