SELF LOATHING UNTIL U NOTICE (soma & digipak)

with @sennaiidesu
#swagclique @swagclique
yea i thought i had it all from the start
guess that i was wrong
knew that when you teared out my heart
it'd all be gone
walk up in the store with my bros
we get what we want
walk up in the function lookin clean they all know what im on
hoodie vetements
pants dont remember them
way too many ties on me think i need to sever them
shirt match the belt when i walk up in the residence
if i seen ur pretty face before then id remember it
btch im 2 swag dunno y u thought otherwise
japanese my denim btch my pants im rockin NUMBER (N)INE
heard that he was talkin on my guys well he get crucified
aint no ressurecting when we comin thru n take ur life

@sennaiidesu
dont even wanna knowww
heart stuck on the hard times, i had to let gooo
guess i shoulda known i'd be better off aloneee
cant believe you'd do this to me
your words felt like daggers, yeah, they cut me too deep
been up for like hours tryna understand the reason
surely you can reason that you got me tweakin
yeah, im still breathin, but my heart is barely beatin
atleast we made it this far
but it came with change, i dont know what we are
forgave your mistakes, dont wanna be apart
tired of this heartache, can we just restart?

start over ft sennai (lati)

(@pyu)

got broken/ glass up in my pockets
key. to. my. heart. dont lock it 
everything i had / i lost it,
all the roses watered by my tearsss
all your motivations by my fearss
wont you lie right here ?
while i die. right. here.
take the poison from yr lips
stab my heart and let it, drip
grab a glass and take a, sip
from my last breath take a kiss..
steps down another road
right here i walk alone.\
this path is growing old
the nights are growing cold
the roses growing mold
forget all i was told
tell me whatchu wanna kno..

@zanelynchetti
tell me whatchu wanna kno
fighting on the ride homeee
i dont wanna talk
but she calling my phoneee
is you wit me or not ?
i dunno whatchu want me 2 say
its the same story just a different day
he a dumbass tryna hit b.o.a.
finna send shots leave him d.o.a.
wouldn't wanna be nowhere else..
won't ever speak won't tell u how. i. felt.
& im still tryna stand up from the last time i fell
wish me the worst but im still wishing u well
she said i'll c u in hell
feels like im stuck in a cell
been stuck under her spell
ian ever ask for a handout
& i aint tryin 2 stand outt ..

last breath ft. zane lynchetti (meta)

@dimpleb @jkjmetasco heavenBound #LoveStory<333
on all platforms ^_^
https://open.spotify.com/track/0zL00LrjXF8Hm8yi6R41O0?si=3f52205a47294dfb 

lyricsss :p



I’m all yours 
keep me close
to you of course 
or else you’re too far
i leave my problems on my body
walking with too many scars
I’m a loser I’m a mess
girl I’m so far, from you
from what you think of me
baby i feel so weak
it’s like im always breaking 
i see your silhouette, girl
when you’re walking up to me
you’re like a cigarette, girl
cuz i need you just to breathe 

watch me suffocate 
black tears dropping down
falling from your makeup 
give my life to you
do it all for you
die with me
take another hope i don’t wake up

i’ve been looking for you for a long time
i’ll stay right beside you until i die
let you take me, change me 
baby please don’t break me
you, you’re all i need
i need you to fucking breathe

SPOTIFY

suffocate (dimpleb & jkjmetasco)

whyhaze - i'll wait for you (violet)

prod @pyu

https://youtu.be/Fwjm2MZyiLE?si=CUawJfZRfG6QZAws

https://open.spotify.com/track/4D8yDa7yUp7ldymOf0jYDc?si=54333e69903c4f51

baby i still see you
tell me do you see me ? 
suicide pact love
i’ll watch you from my grave love
dancing in the rain
hold me dearly until my body drops
i know you want to
be there when my time’s due
i could be your doll
you put your needles through me
sew my skin up like yarn
i wouldn’t even bleed
let you pick me apart
change me for your preference 
make me your work of art
get rid of imperfections 

whatever you want i’m on it
girl it’s not a problem 
treat me like a decoy
trap me in my coffin
i need to get out
i need to get out
just want you around 
that’s without a doubt

just me and her
that’s what i would prefer 
i be crying on my own
until my whole room hurts
she knows i’m a loser
and that i don’t want her to go
if you die i’ll be waiting 
waiting for my turn

spotifyyyy

until my body drops (meta) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

Produced and mixed by me 

We all know I'm not perfect
Running through these loops, yeah im hurtin
I can't even.. it's not worth it
I can't even.. it's not worth it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
Yeah I changed the game, yeah I curved it
You been tellin lies, I'm not stupid I done heard it
Yuh
I can tell you're nervous
Like a sleeping dragon need my rest, don't disturb it
She took 1 look at me, she said I'm perfect
And no I'm not Chief Keef but I earned it
I put the key in and I turn it
I got taught lots of lessons yea I learned it
Feel like my fates already determined
It's the end, It's the end, gotta close the curtain
Don't come in, Don't come in, unless you are certain
Like honestly, I know you been lurkin
Don't lie to me, That's what i'm asserting
Say you don't want me, but you keep on flirtin
I don't really get it, I don't wanna listen
You won't accept it, look at what you missing
Needa find a new world that I can exist in
Feel like I'm bleeding, Like i did my wrist in
I don't really get why you're so persistent
In doing everything wrong, I need some distance
I can feel your energy and theres lots of resistance
Sometimes i feel like theres no place for my existence
Yeah, I blame myself too much
They tryna get down like they knew us
Needa find a place, need a new one
But I don't got no where to run

Huh?

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

nothing else (violet)

Lyrics:


[Emotionals:]

spend another rack just to feel seen
i just want the money over everything
im in new york with the bros and we dressin' clean
me and bro turnin up get away from me
away from me (x6)

[Kiryano:]

i gotta make it work for me yea i cant work for nothing
real exotic eigth yea my fingers come n crush it
i love to listen and to make i dont wanna discuss it
took her on a lil shopping date got her blushin
i gotta get my bands up
gotta get my  bands upp
gotta get my fuckin bands up
yea i want a roll for every pocket in my pants now
yea i get so high i cant land now
i cant land
my girl lookin at me she know im the man
yea im gonna b there for her yea ill be there again
n she gon b at every show yea she a super fan
yea i just took an eight of shrooms yea i feel supersayian 
junya watanabe outfit flew across the planet
im smokn on that sticky so im stuttering what im saying
me n emo rocked a show ye they cant do the same

@kiryanooo
@emotionals
@mental
@45avast
@bekkep

kiryano + emotionals - work (becker, mental, avast)

FT. @ch2rms

h3artch3rades:

same computer screen
everything's the same
nothing seems to change so
i think we can case close
i can barely sleep at night
i can barely stay alive
do you want me to stay alive
this is my day in the life
i can feel it day and night
inundate myself and i
feel it eating me alive
it's only me myself and i
i just need myself and i
i'm the only one i like
yeah that's one of my problems
know that you can't solve them
running out of options
my heart's open for auction
am i feeling better yet
let's just change the topic
don't want to have discussions
look in the mirror disgusted

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

you blame me for things i never would do
you know i didn't do

feeling nauseous
i can't stand the toxic
situation that i'm in when i'm with you
you get under my skin when i'm with you

ch2rms:

feeling starstruck
i can't take it what's the point
hater's on my timeline
i can see it i can see it more
shit is changing oh my god we not coming back
too many percs inside this bottle laced a heart attack
you wanted more than try for me
feeling super sorry for you because you cry for me
i ain't even have the tears why'd you lie to me
look me in my face and tell me that i'm fine please
it's too much to handle it's fine for me
you living like that oh it's so sad to see
oh what's the point if it's bad for me
she trying to say that she's sad for me

i've been changing FT. ch2rms (prod.soma & elxnce)

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

until my body drops (meta) MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

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