fall 23

2hollis . break me away

about me @1sadboii_

@violetxx9

im trying not to cry but it takes the pain away
and i
wanna die some day i hope it takes the pain away
yeah and im
smoking cookie pack cuz it takes the pain away
yeah and i
feel like peter pan i could jump and fly away
they always give me cold shoulder 
always love when you just hold me closer
im so obsessed ill put your face on a poster
really wish i wouldve listened when they said its harder when you’re older

i count my coins just like im mario
dressing in all yellow man im looking like im wario
she be playing games with me she thinkin its agario
i cant get caught lackin no i cant be with no sorry hoe
she good and go to college suck the dick just like a neat-freak
heard this shit b4 i already know you do not need me
get bands like a chore
get bands like a whore
flexing in that moncler you wearin michael kors

im trying not to cry but it takes the pain away
and i
wanna die some day i hope it takes the pain away

pain away prod violet

Won’t remember nothing I’m ona bender
Lost all of my money it’s whatever 
Rolling at the beach like it’s summer 
Hanging with my crows got each other 
D1s stuck with dirt ive been walking 
What else can I do there’s no options 
Lying to myself least I’m honest 
Hating what I do least I’m modest

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HXFjbdkFqfc

Dion - Modest [Avail]

@jkjmetasco @dimpleb
#heavenBound

lyrics,,

drowning in emotions
im feeling hopeless 
stone cold tears frozen
think something’s broken
sharp tools to my skin
think i like it when it’s open
pills got me so sick
tears overflowing 

had to let go 
i was feeling let down
thought it could be something 
i end up being so wrong
and i remember 
when you broke my heart
and i would see you in the hallway
you had that look in your face

i didn’t think that it would hurt this bad
wishing that i could go back
i saw you with him 
oh my heart just crashed
starting to think it’s all bad

wake up everyday and i just hate it
i hate it i hate it
it’s always the same thing
they say that they changed
but these Ppl never changing
numb to it feel painless
i can feel myself breaking 
im on my own im going up
im doing great things
got some racks up in the bank man
they say they got me in their playlists
not like these Lamezz
not the same conversation 
i heard they copy the old style 
Man they can take it ;)

i got nobody it’s just me and myself 
Oh i’ll leave rn already living in hell
i stuck my arm to the stove
i hurt myself to feel well
sometimes they think that it’s jokes
i got problems can you tell

spotify

it's all bad (jkjmetasco & dimpleb)

Lighthearted (iji)

@pyu @1luvpurp (i also added the lil guitar at 2:05)
Heavenbound_#LoveStory2k24


the ink sets
the story starts
just how i thought that it would end
i was so wrong
sometimes i feel like the blood is on my hands, it’s my fault 
trynna find my way back to the right path
it’s a long walk

next chapter, page turned
don’t let your past erase your future 
wounds heal but they still show
i knew it would hurt
girl im sorry but i gotta go
let go of this curse
chemicals made me lose control
i got them all concerned 

how i wish that life was fair
and you could get what you deserve
ups & downs i guess that today is my turn 
i know just how you feel
i think it’s all inside my head but it feels so so real

take what you want from me
my heart, it belongs to you
my dear, you’re my everything 
i care.. what you think of me
you’re scared don’t know what’s ahead
so you run every time you can
i’m right here so just hold my hand
I’m right here, right until the end

the right path (meta & luvpurp)

@1luvpurp @jxyy2k

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yOEIt9uBZCvK8Ebt4CSxy?si=d36b74c5b528473e 

A new chapter ❤️‍🩹📝,

promise you showed
now it's getting hard to digest that it's all over
i cannot look back
i let go of what we had

baby i, i still feel you inside my heart
i still feel you inside, but this time it feels wrong
now i'm desperately trying to keep it together
i keep my calm while it's all falling apart

now i can't feel a thing
look at what you did to me
hope you know i tried so hard 
it's for you i bleed
i even tried to forget
how you put me through torment
you found your way back into my head

i didn't know that love could feel so wrong
my skins getting cold
i know you want me to hold on
but i gotta leave, i gotta go
i won't fall for any of this anymore

i can't help but wonder what it could've been like
if that was the real you this whole time
after it goes under, i hope you look forward
i still care for you even though you lied

ALL PLATS

keep my calm (luvpurp & jxyy2k)

@whyhaze
@1yr
@wokeups
@prodepv
@jxyy2k
@luvpurpx
@7ripp0

oneyear & whyhaze - all true (jxyy2k, epv, luvpurp)

Electronic mix : https://open.spotify.com/track/55J1oaZezZSYwBsIsTMDOc?si=782a128dc13244c8

Heal me
I know you can save me
If you tried

The nights I sleep
Leave me in my dream state
Your knight by your side

But my heart's weak
And the machines
Keeping me alive

In the ICU
As my skin turns blue
I can fly

Heal Me (dimpleb)

feel a bruise , In your bones
I don't wanna talk abt it
putting snow in your nose
can you even feel a thing ?
no I can't, my heart froze
you want me to cry abt it ?
here's my book, with some notes
someday you can write about them

Tell me that it's so
Tell me, tell me that you hate me
I don't fuck with you, I don't fuck girls that are crazy
are you trying to take my soul, while I'm trying to paint my legacy ?
Everything I know, finding out everything lately

It's a prayer - Do you hate me ?
I js want to know
cause I'll write you off so quickly
block you from my phone
do I hate you do I not ?
I don't even know
trying to connect my thoughts
strung together like some nodes

feel a bruise , In your bones
I don't wanna talk abt it
putting snow in your nose
can you even feel a thing ?
no I can't, my heart froze
you want me to cry abt it ?
here's my book, with some notes
someday you can write about them

why you want to be my drug? prescription to my pharmacy
Ill abuse it like some coke - drink it w/ some hennessy
can we please js act our age? stop acting like we 17
can I please js have 1 day, spend it in the summer heat

nodes (dimpleb)

not enough
prod @dimpleb
#scarves

and you dont gotta listen to my songs if you dont like em
i know i can be tiring, i wish i was beside her
celebrate your birthday sitting by the fire
sometimes she get mad at me, i know that i annoy her
and it dont help that every song i write, i do it for her
i get so fkn insecure, i think im scared to lose her
line up every girl i ever wanted, think id choose her

sometimes we be talking 
i can see it weighing down on her
if she would up and leave
i would expect it 
cant be mad at her
and everytime i try to love
 i swear im always getting hurt
girl i know im worthless
you can leave me in the dirt

i know im worthless, like i dont got no purpose
she can go and cut me off, i know that id deserve it
im telling you, you dont have to be there for me
i dont know how someone could care for me
when it gets so cold

i would expect it prod dimpleb

Be Smooth (prod. TwinGlxcksss)

Shodely - worn out (prod. by 2lz)

executive produced by @Whitearmor1
decay video out - bit.ly/bladeedecay
ldn headline show at o2 islington - bit.ly/bladeeldn

Red Light

Puppetmaster

https://youtu.be/bGMNRBa2pqw?si=MNDYo4X6hL5Qp4Q9

it's all bad (jkjmetasco & dimpleb)

whyhaze

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