rouri404 x shiki xo -feed me to the dogs (yungspoilerxmichaelwarren)

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~lyrics~

and i just want to disappear
but i could never walk away from you 
and if we switched places 
well then forever i would wait for you
yeah i know that you dont feel the same 
but i cant get you out my fuckin brain 
you went against all your fuckin claims
clearly you dont care how im feeling babe 

so dont be faking glossy eyes 
youre breaking me, your not the one to cry 
i guess you have no fuckin spine 
and all those promises were fuckin lies

and yeah ive always done my best for you 
but i guess i was just never enough 
and yeah ive never been this stressed for you
i aint know that things would get this tough 
i just hope you arent as hurt as me
but i dont think you ever deserved me 
you said its heaven, here on earth with me 
now i feel dead so drop the dirt on me
i understand that im not perfect 
but i dont think that i deserve this 
id give my sould to preserve it 
now youre gone, tell me was i ever worth it 
was i ever worth it?
or were you bein honest when you said im worthless?
i dont think that i deserve this 
youre breaking me, so dont you fucking dare act hurt bitch

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

Bleeding Out w/ Kenny Orlando (sailor x tomcbumpz)

Lyrics: 

i dont wanna fight, i just wanna be by your side uhh
please don't leave me alone, won't you hold me through the night uh uhhh
cause my brain always tells me, that life's not worth living
and i can't decide whether to keep on creating
and honestly i can tell i'm the only one hating
but still i can't get it out of my mind
cause i'm lost in thought yea lately i been ruminating 
on the chance that i might end my suffering

i can't save it 
oh im finally facing
the inevitable end of our relationship
and ain't this what you wanted
don't tell me that your haunted
by the ghost of your decisions 
oh this time around was harder

cause i been feeling like im in a loop again
honestly i just think i need new friends
cause all of mine still hate me 
and the rest they tried to play me
every time i text you ain't been gettin replies lately
all these burdens i'm stressed out
i just wanna be held down
baby i'm so sorry i know it hurts you when i carve my arm now 

oh they're caught in my throat
all these words i'm tryna say
baby i'm teary eyed, and i'm fuckin terrified
i just want you to hold me
i'm so tired of always bein lonely
honestly i didn't think i'd make it this far
if i don't see you now then i'll catch you in the next form
we only text so it gets lost in translation
but i hope you know that when i check up on you it means i miss you
and baby i can't deal with all this fuckin distance
but when you don't text me all day oh it makes me worry 

cause i gotta respect myself enough to speak my mind
i can't go a day without hearin from you and just be fine
that's not how love works baby i need your attention
i need to know if you care or if you're just pretending
these thoughts are running all around inside my mind
and no matter how hard i try i just can't stop thinking 
and i don't know, oh should i give up now, or hold on until the end

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

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I’m sick and tired of the game plan
To turn my life around 
I’m not good at reaching out no
So I’ll forfeit everything  just take it all from me just go 

And I use everything I own until it’s 
Beyond repair and I still 
Try to make it work I don’t know why I don’t know why 
It’s like I 
Just can’t accept it struggle 
With every process need some 
Help here and there it’s all I ask it’s all I ask

Cause I’ve exhausted all of my synapses 
No longer knowing how I can combat this

Said that I didn’t make it on time 
I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline 
I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots 
There’s nothing left for me to do 
We’ll make it work we always have 
I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack  
No stepping stones more like thumb tacks 
It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back 

Cause I use everything I own until it’s beyond repair
And I still try to make it work you  call it unfair 
To every new machine I never put it out of misery 
If I let go I fear them missin me these spirits listening 
And I trusted you and I gave it all away 
but I 
I kept one thing
And it’s on me always yeah 
I’ll keep that ring you gave me 
Spin it round on my finger daily 
And you keep that same old smile 
Hope I get to see it for a long while now
I’m not good at reaching out 
Not enough hands in sight not to pull me out 
I’ve exhausted all I’ve exhausted everything 

Said that I didn’t make it on time 
I’ve pushed the luck met every deadline 
I’ll push the tree I’ll chop the roots 
There’s nothing left for me to do 
We’ll make it work we always have 
I’ve got your heart and you’ve got my knack  
No stepping stones more like thumb tacks 
It’s not that deep but still fights back it still fights back

thumb tacks (king theta)

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

i love you all <3
Lyrics:
The beauty in uncertainty
I'll hold it close to me and see
The color, of your eyes, its tangled in the sky
My heart flying so high just thinking about you
Your kind heart, blue eyes, i miss all our good times

Cause when it's over
I miss it more and more and more
We met in october
Colored leaves scattered on the floor
Youre sweet
You made me believe
I didnt waste time
Not loving you constantly
Your beauty
Is that of a flower
I wasted my time
Now youre stuck in my mind

Stuck in my mind

…

There's daisies, they pool in the soil
They dance in the wind couldnt care bout a thing
I wish i was carefree i wish i was spring

Cause when it's over
I miss it more and more and more
We met in october
Colored leaves scattered on the floor
Youre sweet
You made me believe
I didnt waste time
Not loving you constantly
Your beauty
Is that of a flower
I wasted my time
Now you're stuck in my mind

you're stuck in my mind

In My Mind (prod. SHB)

prod. flesh
master by @notluna

i 
cant go outside
and i dont know why
yeah im growing tired
of cancelling plans
it's only one night
with all of my friends
and i know it's alright to wanna stay but i
feel guilty when i dont even try
to power through and have a good time

i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me 
yeah i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me so much, oh

edit: I've never had a song perform this well!! shoutout the algorithm gods I'm glad it's resonating w ppl :') should be on Spotify etc in the next few days!!! thank u everyone for all the support it fr means a lot to me <33

i wish that i could be someone else

PRODUCED BY PACIFIC & POLAR
ENGINEERED BY BYEFLORET
MASTERED BY BYEFLORET
WRITTEN BY BYEFLORET

lyrics 
wait for me baby 
tell me why you’re lazy 
told me you were changing
i don't wanna leave 
no one else behind now
i don't wanna leave 
no one else behind now 

i don't wanna leave now
i don't wanna leave now
and i don't wanna leave now 
whatcha wanna say when im sober
 drinking baby come right over 

sixteen days and i told you lies and why 
i wanna die like i been wanna cry 
told you i am fine no i don't wanna die
say that i'm just fine say you're just fine
told me all the lies sixteens days and i 
told you i'm just fine told you i'm just fine 

late night drinking 
friends are leaving
mentals depleting 
whatcha really missing now 
whatcha wanna say call me now
told me you love me not right now 
i said i miss you now 
could you take me back right now 
would it even matter right now 
and i don't wanna let you 

sixteen days and i told you lies and why 
i wanna die like i been wanna cry 
told you i am fine no i don't wanna die
say that i'm just fine say you're just fine
told me all the lies sixteens days and i 
told you i'm just fine told you im just fine

sixteen days

Lyrics:

Yeah im wishin you the best
But in the same breath i don't
Cause i feel it in my chest
That i could never really cope
The trauma bond you have wrapped round my fingers
I let them go but they always seem to linger
Sinking deep into the puddle that i built myself
Your holding onto me like im a doll sat on your shelf 

I don't wanna say your mine
I don't wanna say it's fine
Holding onto you like i'm an addict that has crossed the line
Feel like i am losing time
Get me off this fucking ride
Holding onto you like i'm an addict that enjoys the high
But i don't
No i don't

I wish i never met you
Its easier said than done
Would i be saying the same shit
If i was the one who was left on top
The trauma bond you have wrapped round my fingers
I let them go but they always seem to linger
Sinking deep into the puddle that i built myself
Your holding onto me like im a doll sat on your shelf 

I don't wanna say your mine
I don't wanna say it's fine
Holding onto you like i'm an addict that has crossed the line
Feel like i am losing time
Get me off this fucking ride
Holding onto you like i'm an addict that enjoys the high
But i don't
No i don't

Holding onto you like i'm an addict that has crossed the line
Holding onto you like i'm an addict that enjoys the high

Crossed the Line (Wolet beats)

yeowch

lyrics:
u cannot erase all you’ve done
mental is one
but the follow thru makes you flinch
sit as the world comes undone
with the glow of the sun
to the trees you are just a finch

you’re fighting a war thats been won
its a hundred to one
and you cant help but scratch the itch
you’re exhausting it hun
and i’m honestly done
in the end, it was worth the risk

i hadn’t seen it in a long time
frostbite, from the shoulder i had once cried
no time, i had spent it on a false crime
some sky, i could say if u were alright
brace for it
under ur breath
you’ve got the taste for it
pay for it
maybe i did
i couldn’t wait for ya
tell me, love, that you love me
cuz in the hole i dug it got ugly

hate bein sober now
im sure u know how that feels
but in a space out of order now
you wouldn’t finish your meal

u cannot erase all you’ve done
mental is one
but the follow thru makes you flinch
sit as the world comes undone
with the glow of the sun
to the trees you are just a finch

you’re fighting a war thats been won
its a hundred to one
and you cant help but scratch the itch
you’re exhausting it hun
and i’m honestly done
in the end, it was worth the risk

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

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