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thank you for loving me

haha i reposted this song but better

i feel like shit but i atleast want you to be ok

I couldnt help it 
Now im dying and im helpless
No one cares about anyways 
I made this shit on my birthday

They say im pathetic 
And im not so empathetic
I might kill myself today 
Even though its my birthday 

I couldnt help it
That i feel this way
I cut myself to feel okay 
Drugs just take the pain away 

Im trapped inside my room 
Tryna make a fucking song
That my friends can listen to
When im long and gone 

That girl was my whole world
And ill hate it when when shes is gone
So i beg for reassurance 
She wont miss me when im gone 

Ill starve myself for days
Tryna look just like a star 
But my musics fucking garbage
So i know i wont get far

prod sickboi

im 19 now but i still want to die

stop asking me if im okay ill never tell

[inaudible crying]

Oh i cant never seem to forget your face
I dont knoww why it ever had to repeat this way i dont know
I cant hear what youre trying to say 
So please forgive me and let me save my face

Cried alone inside the rain
I guess no one could feel my pain
Everyday just feels the same
I scratch my skin i go insane

im not asking you for help im asking you to listen

when i hated you most i needed u badly

This song is about instead of breaking down i could just accept it and come to terms with my problem

And the texting noise represents how i always stop what im doing to respond when we had troubles

i always let my insecurities get the best of me

I been isolating tryna get my head on right
I been isolating i wont leave my bed tonight
People asking me they asking if im all aright
Idk what to say so i sit there and lie
Its a losing battle fighting in my head tonight
Yea she stabbed my body stabbed it up
Right there with that knife
Yea i took her hand i looked at her
I said “ima die”
Then she closed my eyes and said it 
That she ended my life

I forgave her 
Ill never hate
Pale skin 
Blonde hair
Looking like some paper
Only girl inside my heart
So ill never replace her
No ill never replace her

No, no, no i cant just replace her
No i cant just replace her
No i cant just replace her

isolating myself so i dont hurt anyone close to me

Drugs got me fucked up
I might js be black out
Girls rule the world and these niggas be some come cop outs
Rip lil peep benz truck all blacked out

Whatcha talkin bout
Baby whatcha talkin bout
Drugs got me fucked up
I might js be black out
Girls rule the world and these niggas be some come cop outs
Rip lil peep benz truck all blacked out

I been in my head alot 
My bitch dont like me
So im cutting in my bed alot 
I been in m i a alot never leave my room
Or my bed alot

Whatcha want from me
Cant take much from me
I been broken down
Stomped down as much as can be 
Bury me please bury me 
When you bury me put me in my emo jeans

Baby Dont run from me
Girl you just dont know how much you mean
Please cherish me cuz im temporary
baby js take all u need

Dont be scared of me
Baby girl i just wanna be your peace
Dont take advantage of me
Cuz in the end im hauntin u js like peep (x2) 


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