Guitar/Vocals: DIV/DED


Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on
If you really knew me, you'd know I'm trynna save me-
Get out of my head and get out on my own.
I'm destined to be lonely-
Please don't fucking show me
Used to slipping through the cracks and coming up on my own 

And if we lost it all-
No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare that shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all
If you picked up- 
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all.


Everytime you speak I swear we lost it
Everytime you've crossed my mind I've dodged it
Set fire to my eyes, I made a locket-
To remind myself this was all gonna cost me
Broken, I'm selfish, and I don't know how to love
I'm silent, misspoken my words can't say enough
Why the fuck am I like this?
Why the fuck am I like this... 

No, I wouldn't take the fall
No, I'd bare this shit all on my own
And if I called no you wouldn't care at all-
If you picked up I wouldn't talk at all. 

Everytime that I lost my self control-
My heart fell black and I was on my own
Look in my eyes, you can tell I'm gone inside-
If you wanna bet my life, go on


𝙊𝙣 𝙈𝙮 𝙊𝙬𝙣 /Raw Acoustic/

Happy Juice

demo for you w/ OTDS 

she got me shaking heart break more every text I send 
take the weight off my shoulders tie it to her ankles I just wanna drown you out 
put the lie in reliance  she’s still surprised everytime I let her down 
keep your tears for the shower don’t make no sound 
she going  in circles while I make my rounds 

I’m nauseated 
she eats my words I eat more pills 
at this bottom of this barrel 
the end of my story got two waiting shells 
I’m disassociated 
stuck in myself sitting in a standstill 
find inspiration 
in killing myself with drugs that I sell

.......

i got money to waste I know girls I can fuck 
not a one I can date 
I’m always so unimpressed these women all the all seem the same 
they want fame or some money or a chance at my name 

you gotta make a way or you in the way 
everyday I’m still here it’s like I’m wasting away 
never think twice about a chance you take 
only make these songs when I’m up late 

voice mail filled up with silent reactions 
guts won’t spill for empty questions 
left you on read did you get the message
what I do to avoid her gets expensive 

honesty ain’t the best policy 
when you chasing after dreams you gotta keep it on the DL  
honestly I mean well
you’re happier with him shit oh well 

life will hurt if you let it
the mistakes that I made don’t regret it 
loved so hard it’s pathetic 
safe to say I learned my lesson  

i got money to waste I know girls I can fuck 
not a one I can date 
I’m always so unimpressed these women all the all seem the same 
they want fame or some money or a chance at my name 

you gotta make a way or you in the way 
everyday I’m still here it’s like I’m wasting away 
never think twice about a chance you take 
only make these songs when I’m up late//

Stop Breathing Feat. OddBoy Vex (Prod. Discent)

Wibi the First (@wibithefirst)

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