this is in the perspective of anxiety 🤪

you're shape depends on what's inside your heart
and what surrounds you in the world
in the end this is your world
your perception of the nature of reality

the creatures that makes sound
that rupture my eyes
the pins all i see now
i’m bloody tonight
affirmations to calm down
but i’m afraid of the come down
can i take a break
overwhelming myself
is it safe today
can they see me
every welt and bruise
guess im trying nothing new
no light can stab my eyes
(is it just my time)

no contact
fear that i might be on that
imposter
they pull and drag me under
no wonder
gk like 3 blind mice
anxiety no might
i’m signing all my rights now
thorns like a night crown
can’t i take it back
the worst reaction
can i bring it back
i guess im fucking bat shit
affirmation loosens
i’ll tie up the loose ends
just call me a nuisance
i’ll take it and loose it

the creatures that makes sound
that rupture my eyes
the pins all i see now
i’m bloody tonight
affirmations to calm down
but i’m afraid of the come down
can i take a break
overwhelming myself
is it safe today
can they see me
every welt and bruise
guess im trying nothing new
no light can stab my eyes
(is it just my time)

LCL (prod. fuyomoprod)

Hair did nails done bad ones all around us
What u bring to the table all my girls they really count up
You say u live that fast life really u a downer
U get more uninteresting by the fucking hour
Im way too drunk up in this club tonight
Im way too drunk up in this club tonight
I dont give no fucksss im with my girls tonight
Im way too drunk up in this club tonight

Whachu gonna do to me that no one else did
This shit aint new to me ive been locked in
I can tell from the way u talking u aint top ten
U cant handle a bitch like me uh huh im toxic
U can tell from how i walked in 
Once the drinks start pouring no im never stoppin
Real rich like im boston
Watch ur step who u crossin
Push ur luck u know u are not him
Thats a bad look I cant fuck with a simp
I smoke backwoods that got more green than him
U gotta get like me
Gotta 9 and its always on me
U gotta get like me, u gotta get like me

Hair did nails done bad ones all around us
What u bring to the table all my girls they really count up
You say u live that fast life really u a downer
U get more uninteresting by the fucking hour
Im way too drunk up in this club tonight
Im way too drunk up in this club tonight
I dont give no fucksss im with my girls tonight
Im way too drunk up in this club tonight

G!RL$ (niji)

I thought i told ya, imastar
See the ice, see the cars
I thought i told ya, imastar
See the flashing lights and u know who we are

I gotta bad bad bitch in the passenger in the coupe going crazy
Lately its been fuck u pay me, i know all these people hate me
Idgaf bout the he said she said but i give a fuck about whateva she say
Haters always giving me the run around idgaf im running a relay

Built for this i swear to God
Sacrifice more than a lot
I really gotta get to this shit it dont matter the cost
Im up on my ps and qs lil bitch i aint taken a loss

I thought i told ya, imastar
See the ice, see the cars
I thought i told ya, imastar
See the flashing lights and u know who we are

Yea u know im not average
I got way too many demons ive been trackin in
They want my drive they want my passion i cant let em in
Im just too too on, all i do is represent

I put in too many hours, i neva been a coward
I stay lowkey smoking my flower
Plottin schemin getting my power
I stay lowkey smoking my flower
No i aint got no time for that drama
No lil bish im only worried about a comma

I thought i told ya, imastar
See the ice, see the cars
I thought i told ya, imastar
See the flashing lights and u know who we are

Ive been on my rockstar shit since day one
Still got the trap jumpin
Still got the trap jumpin
Always up to something
Yea lil bitch ive been on my rockstar shit since day one
Too real too be famous when i talk keep it A1

Built for this i swear to God
Sacrifice more than a lot
I really gotta get to this shit it dont matter the cost
Im up on my ps and qs lil bitch i aint taken a loss

They wanna ride the coat tail, im going up
I bring the party wherever i go
I got too rowdy brought cops to the hotel
I got ur bitch and she sayin she wont tell
And she never will and she never will
Its not personal its not personal


I thought i told ya, imastar
See the ice, see the cars
I thought i told ya, imastar
See the flashing lights and u know who we are

ST4R (karegi)

prod ilydevon ft @suwakonem

#scfirst

(hika)

push up onnat block wit that chop, leave em dead
feel like carti wit that glock, leave em all red
heard em sayin that im broke, pretty sure they sped
ARP its finna blow its aimin at your head
paint the block red pullin up we send some lead
and my money all abundant (a bundy) kill his ass like ted
aye, like santas sled i been in my bag
hoes tryna gimme head i leave they ass on read
yeah, broke boy u dont get hoes
pull up then i hit those
big glock nd a draco
sis pourin up the drank hoe
chop finna dance a tango
6-7 glocks like mango
we 6 deep in that durango
im on that block like jenga

(suwa)

fuckin wit dat button we gon send that lil boy up
turn dat boy to mutton, we got beef and we got chops
i got 3 damn phones but ion ever talk to cops
pourin lean up on da rocks nigga, u dont know dat feeling
i was in dem trenches all we know is drug dealing
sparking up a blunt, pour a cup, that shi spillin
hop up in dat v, going fast, it start flippin

jenga w/ suwakonem (ilydevon)

HAUNTS U (6astardcanrise)

(hook)
Drugs and pills they killing my pain
I can’t feel and I’m sick of this rain 
I know I said that I would change 
But it looks I just stayed the same 
I’m so sick and tired bitch I’m stuck in my ways
I can’t take it no more yeah just fuck out my face 
I could take an opp down with a sharp bladee
leave his throat bleeding yeah that bitch gon drain 

(verse)
You best check yourself
You best check your wealth
I got type of money that yo ass has never felt
You was in the studio with us you’d never fail
Now you talking shit online like a mademoiselle
How the fuck
You go from brother to a snake now
How the fuck
Surround yourself with ton of fakes
how the fuck
A goofy fuck outta my face
how the fuck
That alc is rotting up your brain

(hook)
Drugs and pills they killing my pain
I can’t feel and I’m sick of this rain 
I know I said that I would change 
But it looks I just stayed the same 
I’m so sick and tired bitch I’m stuck in my ways
I can’t take it no more yeah just fuck out my face 
I could take an opp down with a sharp bladee
leave his throat bleeding yeah that bitch gon drain

Drugs & Pills (prod. yunme)

[Wick Eman]
(yeah)
day goes to night
still crashin' out all the same
hear me now before the fame
2 years ago, here you are:
still the same
life takes a toll 
when you're livin' day by day
day by day
Gettin' harder to eat
Even harder to sleep 
without you
as I'm driftin' on
feel lesser and lesser 
with value
as I'm movin' on
I still think about all the days
I spent with you

[Bvrden.CR]
I'm sorry that I did you wrong
But I warned you that we wouldn't last, nah
I be sippin' on that drink and I'm talkin' super strong
I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna last long
lets play a game call it keep away from me 
I don't wanna see you anytime not even in my dreams
I'm sorry that I messed around with your heart
but when I realized just how scared I was I went and fell apart
Real feelings make me sad I'd rather play pretend
Never grow up, be a man... man I feel like Peter Pan
all the time escape my hands like its simply made of sand
like its simply made of sand like its simply made of 
I'm sorry that I did you wrong, yea
but I told you that I'd do you wrong, yea
Told you, you couldn't trust me ba-by
that I'm a liar, I'm a two-faced ba-by
I wanna stay high, Ion wanna come down
My heart it hurts, I wanna tear it out
Oh please oh please, don't say it out loud
that I think that its over now

[Wick Eman]
Takin' what's in my mind
taking back what was mine
I still, I still
I still think about you all the time
all the positives 
replaying line by line
(I'm movin' on)
found an old sweatshirt
Drivin' by the place we had dessert
Tears comin' up, but nothin' comin' out
burn a cigarette, just to calm me down
There's a mess
Lately, I've been a wreck
Lately my money be goin' up, but
I'm so depressed
all my emotions locked away
waitin', waitin', waitin' 
to take it out on the next
I know that its not fair
emotionally attached, no, I am not there
shower me with love, no, I cannot compare
all the reception to is met with a stare
Usually like this too, 
like everything I do
look into my eyes, babe, 
tell me I love you

I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry w/ Bvrden.CR (Prod. David a la Prod x Saintdahad)

f*ck you (prod. ricci x crater)

Shine ft. 2Many (Prod. David a La Prod x Thecxdy x Synthetic)

IM MAISON MARGIELA (prod. tainiykick x weesmo)

AT ALL 2 (prod. 1jowisen x praizewa)

Features: $5 (2 of 3 left) Opens $100
please email me weird and unconventional beats

Shine ft. 2Many (Prod. David a La Prod x Thecxdy x Synthetic)

Wick Eman

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