i hate this shit so much im so done with everything nothing is right i wish i could dissapear from everybody and everything without hurting them im so tired of this shit im tired im fucking tired

what we had is dead (jane)

You are Yuri Gurka. Cossack of the plains. Grandchild of the wolves hundred. I have a message for you from Helga Albrecht.

@prodpitfall

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/whip also cover art by Dolly <3

Extra (pitfall)

💼 She’s The Boss
She doesn’t wait for permission. She doesn’t ask for applause. She builds, she bends, she breaks the mold—and then uses the shards to mosaic something magnificent.
“She’s The Boss” isn’t just a slogan. It’s a state of being. It’s the woman juggling deadlines and dinner, spreadsheets and school runs, dreams and doubts—all with a kind of quiet thunder. Hard working? Absolutely. Resilient? Like a drumskin stretched tight but never torn. Resourceful? She could MacGyver a business plan out of a broken umbrella and a half-used notebook.
I’ve seen her in boardrooms and backyards, studios and school halls. She’s the one who turns “not yet” into “watch me.” The one who hears “too much” and replies, “exactly enough.” She’s the artist, the entrepreneur, the mother, the mentor. She’s the one who shows up—tired, inspired, and ready to rewrite the rules.
And let’s be clear: being the boss isn’t about domination. It’s about direction. It’s about knowing where you’re going, even if the GPS is glitching and the kids are screaming and the coffee’s gone cold. It’s about leading with empathy, listening with intent, and laughing in the face of chaos.
“She’s The Boss” means she owns her story. Every chapter. The messy drafts, the rewrites, the plot twists. She doesn’t need a crown—she’s already wearing the weight of her world like a badge of honor.
So here’s to her. To the women who build empires from emotion, who lead with love, who hustle with heart. You know who you are. You’re the rhythm in the room. The pulse behind the progress. The reason the world keeps spinning with a little more soul

She's The Boss

love

peace :_)

lyrics:

im so tired today,
on a proxy late,
watching porn all day,
i cant procreate
its late night and i cant seem to stop,
its late night and i just fucking drop.
theres many songs that I wish id dropped,
theres many songs that i havent dropped, 
bondage pants off the fucking wardrobe
life is shit go and turn it around

the way my fists hit,
look like tekken hits
live in 8-bit,
with my family,
this aint legit,
this is just a skit,
part of a big time stamp,
thats the one we dont live.

thats why i forgive,
and sometimes i give,
but never receive,
theres many things we miss,
nostalgia totally,
i cant cope with it,
i cant cope with it....
just turn up the pitch!!

cannot break in the name of allah
still fucked up but wont get to mama
wont reach you wont make it a drama

people cry under the rain...
people die under this reign

get seeds, plant them, grow,
im so hype like snow,
droppin on the floor,
hit and rob the store.
i dont rob no stores,
respect the people ohhhho,
fucking up oh no no no,
youre not valid homophobe.

paintings

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

Track 4 for "through your eyes"

lyrics:

sitting, standing up,
laying on the couch,
thinking about my past,
cleaning all my mouth.
regretting all the hours,
thats my favourite pass time,
hanging off a thin line,
hope i have a fast life

sitting, standing up,
laying on the couch,
thinking about my past,
cleaning all my mouth.
remember all the hours,
thats my favourite pass time,

you might say, 
that this is how it goes,
this shit sound like goblin
because i choose how it goes
shit, fuck, 
dont know when or how it grows,
omg

mass, coming in and out my body,
160 thats the tempo and my heartbeat
you, want me to lead but then i fuck it up,
keep on decaying im so incomplete

sitting, standing up,
laying on the couch,
thinking about my past,
cleaning all my mouth.
regretting all the hours,
thats my favourite pass time,
hanging off a thin line,
hope i have a fast life

mass, coming in and out my body,
160 thats the tempo and my heartbeat
you, want me to lead but then i fuck it up,
keep on decaying im so incomplete

heartbeats

Track 5 for "through your eyes"

lyrics:

put the headphones on,
then i cut them off,
i think all these years
i've been sitting here alone.
because,
we've been the same all along
distort my voice,
now is it where it belongs?

but i dont know, it's ok,
no possibility to faint,
and i know im not a saint,
but i get no complaints
mouse click there and
mouse click here,
help me out i'm in
big fear

watch me burn, yeah
i sew my guts, yeah
control my life, yeah
yeah, yeah, ah

i ain't a soldier,
i ain't your brother,
don't call me brother,
don't even know you,

walk around the street
with a bottle full of bleach,
slay your mouth and body,
i'll be your kamikaze

put the headphones on,
then i cut them off,
i think all these years
i've been sitting here alone.
because,
we've been the same all along
distort my voice,
now is it where it belongs?

very special

unknown

instagram

unknown [ashes]

lyrics:

how to deal with this?, fall apart
and if they told me to stop then i would start
and my legs are looking red i think i'm stuck

crying forever, singing together
in my bedroom hoping it'll get better
wasting days and weeks i regret it
legs looking like wax on a letter

rip my veins, but i know i'm not that tough
riding through the city, through the valley, look at stars
think you're heaven sent you could just teach me how to walk
but i don't know, she said no

2013, this year i'm feeling different
you said you're indifferent, i don't care bout anything
tell myself that i shouldn't think too much
tell myself that i'm trying way too hard
speak my blood so i do not have to talk

talktalkatalakallakl

cant even speak of things i'd do
broke myself down for this tune
i hi, i friendly, i bye too!
goodbye you, everytime you want me to

rip my veins, but i know i'm not that tough
riding through the city, through the valley, look at stars
think you're heaven sent you could just teach me how to walk
but i don't know, she said no

crying forever, singing together
in my bedroom hoping it'll get better
wasting days and weeks i regret it
legs looking like wax on a letter

everything i do 
comes back to where it started
i need something new
just less boring just more average

do somthink new

Release date is 29.09.2020 19:02 Need to remember for my friend and

Prod. DAt1292AMMorning or W

paintings

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