prod. desxw + evelost

🫣🫣🫣

don’t tell me that u love me when u know it’s cap
used to tell me that u love me wtf is that
molly in my cup, sip it fast
everything u said, leave it in the past

i know that it isn’t gonna last
i know ur never coming back
(said ur never coming back)
said u love me that was only in the past

@sintarr

yeah i know u love it like that
i been popping pills in the back
gonna have a heart attack
got a bottle full of idk nothing bout that

came up w the sun smokin’ thrax
ik that it’s what u want
but you can’t get it back
don’t tell me that u love me when u know it’s cap

used to tell me that u love me wtf is that
molly in my cup, sip it fast
everything u said, leave it in the past

past [ft. w4lker] (desxw + evelost)

prod. mass

🌠 + 💊

see you look at me
but i can barely breathe 
and i just wanna leave
prolly pop another 3

chorus:

she told me we could leave
and she would stay with me
im off the lsd know i’m off the ecstasy
drugs getting the best of me
i been thinking less this week
just staring at the screen
mixing shit like chemistry 
lsd + ecstasy

she got telepathy 
she keep on texting me
it seems like she’s the best for me 
seen it in her eyes when she looked at me
stuck in the back of my head off a xan again
flirting w benzodiazepines
lately i wonder what happened to me

used to be happy i thought i had love 
that shit didn’t last i was never enough 
i lost count of how many things that i lost 
went from fuckin shit up to just getting fucked up
now all the love has just turned into drugs 
i’m off the e feel myself comin up

and i just took a tab and it’s taking me back
if you don’t believe me then just rewind the track

(yeah)

and you know that i hate this place
always stuck inside my head with all of the drugs that i face 
and i think i need medication 
i don’t know if i can take it
i need to be put in my place
lately i’m moving slow i ain’t winning no race

and the shit in my cup that i’m sippin’ 
help me my head is spinnin’ 
and life startin to feel like a vision

(chorus)

yeah all kinds of chemicals
think you know me icl you don’t know me at all
and baby even when my eyes are closed i see it all
but i get so high to the point where i can’t see at all

my heart is racing n I’m struggling with breathing now 
anxiety attacking me again I’m fuckin done
and i thought i was fuckin numb
but that shit hurt so much i guess that you just proved me wrong

(chorus)

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

lsd + ecstasy (mass) 🌠 + 💊

prod. yung prod

☹️☹️☹️

chorus:

none of my strings are attached
everything’s fading to black
i just watch as the demons attack
helplessly look to distract me 
but I know there’s no coming back 
i lost everything that i had
if this is the end i’ll b glad

i’m falling apart
knew i was dead to begin with
said it from the start
no one but me understands this

lost inside my mind
anxiety getting too much for me
i’m sick of this life
and i’m falling apart i need surgery

i’m so broken it’s just twisting me up
i can’t get off of the drugs
know i been taking too much
i get so lost in the dark when i’m not

i been keeping to myself a lot 
all of this pain pressing me till i drop
wish I could just make it stop

(chorus)

the end?

prod. nosh + sohelll14

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

what u said it’s in my head it never left
first time i seen u i swear i was obsessed🫣
there’s no need to worry never second guess 
i’m a mess but i meant everything i said
i just feel like such a wreck❤️‍🩹

(feel like such a wreck)

i won’t even lie got so many regrets
take me home bcos i’m so inside my head🙄
all these drugs inside my head 
i need a rest😴

n i fuckin hate my bed when I’m alone in it
yeah i don’t wanna b sober i’m so over it😐
takin all these drugs u wanted me to quit
n after that last hit i feel so out of it
recently been tripping when i smoke a spliff😶‍🌫️😵‍💫
like wtf is this? 

(like wtf is this?)

n i wanna leave this place cos i’m alone in it
but i don’t wanna talk i don’t wanna b spoken w
since the last time i saw u i feel so broken it’s
driving u insane swear it’s pushing u away🫠
all the drugs keep me awake

think i could fall in luv w u in like a day🥰
yeah i know i’m always messing w my brain 
i only do this shit to try n numb my pain
n always feel the same if not worse 

off the drugs I’m feeling better💊💕
my life a cycle, just like the weather
it’s always raining like december 
inside my head got like a thousand little sections 

n they’re breaking into segments 
fragments, memories crashing🫨
n i swear that hit was critical𖣨
i feel dead now omg how typical🤮

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ⁺˚*･༓☾ .｡*ﾟ+.*.｡.   
☆.｡.:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* .・゜-: ✧ :-
｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*: ☆.｡.:* ﾟ+..｡*ﾟ+

･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* wrecked *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ(nosh + sohelll14)

prod. archipelago + warheart

⋆｡°✩⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

chorus:

n i know that takin all these chemicals prolly fuck w my head if i mess w em
off the drugs don’t tell me to take less of em
ain’t no fakes around us we don’t mess w em
n i keep a small circle around me yeah
i stay high on my own always smokin up
don’t got no one around me to show me <3
and u wonder why i’m always off the drugs

n u wonder why i never sober up
see me takin these drugs it ain’t just for fun
take a look at my clique u won’t fuck w us
did she rly just ask me if I’m the plug?
told that bitch u already know I’m the plug
u told me that i always get 2fuckedup
i think all of my drugs she be lacin em
i just took bout 3 pills that shit messed me up
how the molly end up in my double couple?
I’m offa tab, double drops 
what was ur name again? give a fuck
that shit put me off it’s so fucking dumb
cos it’s always lust, never <3
paint a picture i don’t need a brush
n when i’m offa xan i go fuckin dumb
i’ll b takin these drugs till I’m fuckin numb 

(chorus)

said being sober just don’t feel right
i b smokin gas every fuckin night
i just get high till i feel nice
low-key i don’t ever feel nice
always fuckin stay up i ain’t scared of heights
n that’s mainly because i stay fuckin high
i don’t even think we see eye to eye
but seeing u my only legal high
u just told me it’s over I wonder why
u left me on the floor staring at the sky
spark up (sniff) more lines
do anything to get u off my mind yeah

u think we’re fuckin identical
gotta let u go this shit ain’t technical 
chemical mess w my memory
used to hope you’d stick by me n never leave

(chorus)

<3 <3 <3

showme<3 (archipelago + warheart)

prod. leuqemia
+mastered by @cryberia 

 ⚠️⚠️⚠️🩵🩵🩵🩵⚠️⚠️⚠️
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

@wiideawake

wtf do u want from me?
what u want 
off of alprazolam i’m feelin stuck 
bitch i’m lagging out
uh
off the drugs i’m on the floor, don’t feel like tapping out
what we had is crashing down:(

fuck it cos i lost all my chances
i never dealt well w all the glances
keep lookin back ur basically a naturalist🙄
yh im mixing up my pack w the activist
u ain’t hacking this yeah😅
mix it up so strong my cup hard2sip yeah

n i’m w my clique, in the cut 
no need2 call the plug cos we got more drugz than a pharmacist☺️

@cryberia

ima trash star smokin weed n gettin high
got thousand times the weed 4 free u smoke a night
n I’m smokin right, get high in the night
n i smoke it right

i'm so lost
check the cost
check tha market bro it got better better
better odds rolla hundred dollars when the coin is tossed
toss a coin give me fortune with the way i fuckin stop

[𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽ₖu𝚕𝚝ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁]

i ain't stoppin 4 no motherfucker any time of day
i might take my knife out cut em up n feed em to the lake
toss a coin give me fortune with the way i fuckin stop`

@wiideawake

wtf do u want from me?
what u want 
off of alprazolam i’m feelin stuck 
bitch i’m lagging out
uh
off the drugs i’m on the floor, don’t feel like tapping out
what we had is crashing down:(

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
                        2024
                                     …𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽ₖu𝚕𝚝ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

valium [ft. cryberia] (leuqemia)

prod. archipelago

⍣ ೋ

chorus:

I need another plan
I been offa the klonazepam 
I got 💊 crush em n pop a xan
dw my clique got the contraband 

yeah I got the xannys on me 
this bitch think im the plug, still I get em for free
I know that that bitch rly schemin on me
I know she be pressing ctrl alt del

been doing these drugs every week
the molly im on makin me hit the peak 
I just wanna delete my the pain that I feel 
feel like sipping on bleach 

n I rly don’t wanna repeat 
the shit that we had ended in my sleep💤 
chasing these thrills on repeat 
feel like I’m chasing my life w these kicks on my feet  

know the only way that I b steepin is clean w a curse
u should try playing my tracks in reverse 
some of these days like how could it get worse?
u just enter my soul n then leave like is urgent 
I swear I’m in need of a surgeon

hope it’s not urgent 
keep a small circle ion wanna hurt em
Sometimes dying domt seem like it would b the worst
Guess that’s jus me like i said before, feel like I’m cursed

(]^*|>]*~^{¥|+~*{>?|+\)
￼
(chorus)

┊͙ ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

ctrl alt del (archipelago)

prod. evelost

👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️

yeah
flood lights coming in
I think I’m losing my mind I think I I feel it coming quick
feel the darkness coming in
and I feel like I deserve it so I’ll prolly cut my wrists
w a razor blade 
left it on the shelf I can feel the hate
I can taste the blood
every time I feel in love
I feel fuckin numb, I was wrong
never right
takin molly to the face to get me through the night 
n I don’t wanna talk bitch I don’t wanna fight
I’m just sick of all the sleepless nights
(sick of all the sleepless nights)

@lollydolly-bih

up past late notha blunt to my face
countin each and every star in ur name
why do our memories never seem so far
baby come up in the car

up past late notha blunt to my face
countin each and every star in ur name
why do our memories never seem so far
baby come up in the car

@wiideawake

yeah
flood lights coming in
I think I’m losing my mind I think I I feel it coming quick
feel the darkness coming in
and I feel like I deserve it so I’ll prolly cut my wrists
w a razor blade 
left it on the shelf I can feel the hate
I can taste the blood
every time I feel in love
I feel fuckin numb, I was wrong
never right
takin molly to the face to get me through the night 
n I don’t wanna talk bitch I don’t wanna fight
I’m just sick of all the sleepless nights
(sick of all the sleepless nights)

👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️

flood lights [ft. yngdstnybrrr] (evelost)

prod. archipelago

ᶜˡᵉᵃⁿ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ☁︎
⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆

oxycontin that’s straight 2 the face
i made so many mistakes
i thought that we were gon b okay
i was wrong wtf can i say

chorus:

know my eyes always open can’t sleep in the night
yeah, my heart colder than the ice
i guess i wasted 2 years of my life 
still blame myself fucked it up in a night
now i’m offa the drugs flying just like a kite
got me fuckin w chemicals all in my mind
rarely ever b thinking when i should think twice
potion in my cup just spilled on the nikes
i got clean of the pills now i’m losing my mind

yeah think about takin my life
family only thing changing my mind
everything upside down don’t feel alright
said it once i feel dead bitch i won’t say twice
but i guess what i just said was kind of a lie
cos practically all of my songs have that line
what else can I say when I feel like I’m…
I won’t say it again I’ll just look for the light
but that shit seems like it’s just too hard to find
i stopped taking them pills that were all self prescribed 
2 months w no anxiety was nice

yeah
when i stopped taking them it put me in bed for like a week
i was withdrawing I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t eat
now my anxiety stay at the peak
i need a break from this shit need some weed
yeah, i need to collect all the trees🍃
panic attack I can’t breathe 
yeah, spilling my drink on my sleeve
my hands are shaking I just wanna leave!
told u I just wanna leave yeah
told you that I can’t compete with this
told you that I feel deafeated
i was screaming i cannot believe this

(chorus)

and the words that you said cut so deep like a knife 
suppressing my thoughts but you still in my mind
somehow u still in my mind but u ain’t in my life i got no love 
sometimes it feels like i got no one
got no one to turn to got no trust
coldhearted so numb
all u did was just tell me to grow up

u made it so clear u had no love
u wouldn’t even look me in my eyes
u just called me on my phone n u ended my life as it was
I’m so fucked up n lost
i been fuckin distraught
bitch I was numb
yeah, I’m done w this life I won’t lie
I don’t wanna waste time
I needa plan an escape from inside of my mind

hate being stuck I need another line
I been fucked up been high
cut so deep, bleeding out
just noclipped through the ground
I’m recording this track in the backrooms 
n I’m constantly in a bad mood
double drop, just took 2
really I was never good for u

(chorus)

⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆ 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽ₖu𝚕𝚝ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ 
˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆ ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆ ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚
⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆ ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆☁︎ ˚｡⋆｡˚☽˚｡⋆ ⋆｡˚ ⋆

coldheart (archipelago)

★　° 　. . 　 ★ 　　　. * ● ¸ . ★ 　° :●.*:●     *☆°☆
  °*°:●. 　*° :●. 　 *☆:●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆ .★ ° . *
prod by. w1tchl4nd + nonsixe ⋆.˚ ★ ° .★ ° . *
★　★ ° . *　　★ ° .★ ° . *　　　°　.　°☆ *　　　°　.　°☆　°　.　°☆°☆　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●. 　 *
• ○ ° ★　 .　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆°☆　. * ●

chorus:

i just told that girl like i don’t wanna live that way ᴖ̈
so i formulate a plot as an escape
can’t deal w this delirium
i cant even feel my face

might leave this world like I’m ethereal 
u were tryna put me in my place
i could end it all in one take
so don’t tempt me w fate
cos i been stuck up in a fucked up state
and everything changed that day
you made an incision in my brain
another like n i can’t even feel my face 
i can’t even feel my face
take me away cos i just wanna leave this place 
i don’t wanna live that way ᴖ̈

u were addicted to the pain
constantly messing w my brain 
every single bad decision that i made
now every single night i lay awake
n my brain is off the rails just like a train
i could love u i could hate u on the same day
it’s not the same day
pop another xan so i can maintain
just another pill that’s in my mind frame 
i can’t even feel my face 
i don’t wanna let myself fade away…

(chorus)

i can’t even feel my face 

★　° 　. . 　 ★ 　　　. * ● ¸ . ★ 　° :●.*:●     *☆°☆
  °*°:●. 　*° :●. 　 *☆:●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆ .★ ° . *
 ⋆.˚ ★ ° .★ ° . *  °　.　°☆°☆　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●.
★　★ ° . *　　★ ° .★ ° . *　　　°　.　°☆ *　　　°　.　°☆　°　.　°☆°☆　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●. 　 *
• ○ ° ★　 .　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆°☆　. * ●

ethereal ⋆˚₊ {w1tchl4nd + nonsixe}

prod by. tikd0ff

⚠️ 💸 ⚠️ 💸 ⚠️

i was fucked up i was all in my head last night
then i woke up in the morning feeling dead
everything was wrecked
lost myself when i was stuck up in my bed
i was losing my head
withdrawing off the meds
just leave me to rest
(to rest, just leave me to rest)

feelin hella stressed
all the walls are closing in i feel compressed
u never text
psychedelic bitch ur in my head 
i feel so mislead
couldn’t get out of bed
yeah, i’ve been walkin round undead cos i’m lackin rest
bitch maybe all this is a test
so complex
fuck everything u said
(thing u said)

i was fucked up i was all in my head last night
then i woke up in the morning feeling dead
everything was wrecked
lost myself when i was stuck up in my bed
i was losing my head
withdrawing off the meds
just leave me to rest
(to rest, just leave me to rest)

@cashnois

just leave me to rest
cash all these drugs fuckin up my brain
pull the pin in the fuckin grenade
(just leave me to rest) 
now i cant feel my legs
coz all the molly went straight to my head
i could tell u that I’m not alright 
its u that i need in my mind
all ur flaws are perfect 
and if this is u at ur worsest 
then i want u for certain
just leave me to rest
all these thoughts inside my head
and u watched on as i bled
(just leave me to rest)

⚠️ 💸 ⚠️ 💸 ⚠️

leave me to rest [ft. cashnois] {tikd0ff}

prod by. tikd0ff

ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

yeah
i made u regret what u said
when all the lights were off and it was black
yeah, i knew it was never gna last
gone in a flash
everything in my vision turned black n I didn’t know how to react
i knew u was never coming back…
lost on my own without a map 
popped the pills that i had
yeah what we had just set me back 
everything would once again crash
swear my vision turned black 
everything just crashed 

i can’t remember ur face take off the mask
yeah, u just always hiding in the back 
never even quick to react
words spoke never last
matter fact couple oxy in my bag
comin down offa pill don’t wanna crash…

i made u regret what u said
when all the lights were off and it was black
yeah, i knew it was never gna last
gone in a flash
everything in my vision turned black n I didn’t know how to react
i knew u was never coming back…
lost on my own without a map 
popped the pills that i had
yeah what we had just set me back 
everything would once again crash
(i knew u was never coming back)

@cashnois

i don’t kno why my drink keeps changing colours
i get so high and i put that on my mother
swear I’m goin under 
i just caught a body n I’m praying for another 
everything turned bad
everything turned bad
i just miss everything we had
n it makes me rly sad
that i can’t take u back
you’re the reason that I’m never coming back

(you’re the reason that i’m never coming back)
(lost on my own without a…)



e̷̢̨͔͔̯͑̇͊́͛́͘͝͠v̸̟̤̬̪͍̯̿̾̍͜ể̸̦̑̓̑̎͛͂̾͝r̶͕̟̮̣̻͒̂̎̌̈́̎̉̚ͅy̵̢͇͙̖̩̰̺̖̘͂̄̕͜t̸̘̥͓̲͗̾̅̃̄̈́̎̎̚͠h̶͖̱̠̬̙̹̿̀̅̃̈̈̂̍̔ͅį̸͉̠͙̪͆͐ṋ̶͍̲͒̆͝ģ̷̗̥̰͔̥̆̄̍́͆̔̄̂͜ ̶͉̲̞̠̜́̃ç̶̡͇̭̗̲̩͇̤͛̀̿͐̽̈̽̂̅̕r̷̡̯̤̻͚̪͓͍̹̦̀̈́̉͑a̸̡̺̥̲͓̖̅̄̍̾s̸̞̥̠̎͌͆̑͑͛͠͝h̸̜̺͇͈͖͕͊ȩ̶̧͔̫̘͖̘̳̑̂͂͐̿̂͑̕ͅḓ̸̡̺̤̯̳̥̝̼̈́̈́d̶͍̜̀̌̾͜

crash! [ft. cashnois] {tikd0ff}

/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ ⠀.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ⌖  ₊       ⚠️               💤              4⁰4
⠀    /̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿⠀⊹  𖥔   ⌖              ⚠️           
                                                      𝓐𝔩ᵢ𝐈𝒆ₙ ｡･:*★,｡･:

                    ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ʷᵃᵏᵉ ᵘᵖ
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⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣧⡀⠤⠤⣤⣤⣀⣀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣇⠀⣦⣤⣤⣄⣈⡉⠉⠛⠛⠷⢶⠄⢠⣴⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠉⠛⠛⠷⣦⣀⠀⠀⢻⣿⣿⣿⡀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣹⡆⠀⠀⠈⠉⠘⡇⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⠁⠀⠀⢀⠀⢀⣀⣠⣤⡴⠾⠋⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⡾⠃⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠶⠶⠶⠀⠿⠃⠘⠉⠉⠀⠀⢀⣀⣤⣴⠾⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⣿⣿⣟⣉⣀⣀⣀⣀⣠⣤⣤⣤⣴⡶⠶⠿⠛⠛⠉⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠛⠛⠋⠉⠉⠉⠉⠉⠉⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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