prod. desxw + evelost

🫣🫣🫣

don’t tell me that u love me when u know it’s cap
used to tell me that u love me wtf is that
molly in my cup, sip it fast
everything u said, leave it in the past

i know that it isn’t gonna last
i know ur never coming back
(said ur never coming back)
said u love me that was only in the past

@sintarr

yeah i know u love it like that
i been popping pills in the back
gonna have a heart attack
got a bottle full of idk nothing bout that

came up w the sun smokin’ thrax
ik that it’s what u want
but you can’t get it back
don’t tell me that u love me when u know it’s cap

used to tell me that u love me wtf is that
molly in my cup, sip it fast
everything u said, leave it in the past

past [ft. w4lker] (desxw + evelost)

prod. mass

🌠 + 💊

see you look at me
but i can barely breathe 
and i just wanna leave
prolly pop another 3

chorus:

she told me we could leave
and she would stay with me
im off the lsd know i’m off the ecstasy
drugs getting the best of me
i been thinking less this week
just staring at the screen
mixing shit like chemistry 
lsd + ecstasy

she got telepathy 
she keep on texting me
it seems like she’s the best for me 
seen it in her eyes when she looked at me
stuck in the back of my head off a xan again
flirting w benzodiazepines
lately i wonder what happened to me

used to be happy i thought i had love 
that shit didn’t last i was never enough 
i lost count of how many things that i lost 
went from fuckin shit up to just getting fucked up
now all the love has just turned into drugs 
i’m off the e feel myself comin up

and i just took a tab and it’s taking me back
if you don’t believe me then just rewind the track

(yeah)

and you know that i hate this place
always stuck inside my head with all of the drugs that i face 
and i think i need medication 
i don’t know if i can take it
i need to be put in my place
lately i’m moving slow i ain’t winning no race

and the shit in my cup that i’m sippin’ 
help me my head is spinnin’ 
and life startin to feel like a vision

(chorus)

yeah all kinds of chemicals
think you know me icl you don’t know me at all
and baby even when my eyes are closed i see it all
but i get so high to the point where i can’t see at all

my heart is racing n I’m struggling with breathing now 
anxiety attacking me again I’m fuckin done
and i thought i was fuckin numb
but that shit hurt so much i guess that you just proved me wrong

(chorus)

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

lsd + ecstasy (mass) 🌠 + 💊

prod. yung prod

☹️☹️☹️

chorus:

none of my strings are attached
everything’s fading to black
i just watch as the demons attack
helplessly look to distract me 
but I know there’s no coming back 
i lost everything that i had
if this is the end i’ll b glad

i’m falling apart
knew i was dead to begin with
said it from the start
no one but me understands this

lost inside my mind
anxiety getting too much for me
i’m sick of this life
and i’m falling apart i need surgery

i’m so broken it’s just twisting me up
i can’t get off of the drugs
know i been taking too much
i get so lost in the dark when i’m not

i been keeping to myself a lot 
all of this pain pressing me till i drop
wish I could just make it stop

(chorus)

the end?

prod. nosh + sohelll14

｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

what u said it’s in my head it never left
first time i seen u i swear i was obsessed🫣
there’s no need to worry never second guess 
i’m a mess but i meant everything i said
i just feel like such a wreck❤️‍🩹

(feel like such a wreck)

i won’t even lie got so many regrets
take me home bcos i’m so inside my head🙄
all these drugs inside my head 
i need a rest😴

n i fuckin hate my bed when I’m alone in it
yeah i don’t wanna b sober i’m so over it😐
takin all these drugs u wanted me to quit
n after that last hit i feel so out of it
recently been tripping when i smoke a spliff😶‍🌫️😵‍💫
like wtf is this? 

(like wtf is this?)

n i wanna leave this place cos i’m alone in it
but i don’t wanna talk i don’t wanna b spoken w
since the last time i saw u i feel so broken it’s
driving u insane swear it’s pushing u away🫠
all the drugs keep me awake

think i could fall in luv w u in like a day🥰
yeah i know i’m always messing w my brain 
i only do this shit to try n numb my pain
n always feel the same if not worse 

off the drugs I’m feeling better💊💕
my life a cycle, just like the weather
it’s always raining like december 
inside my head got like a thousand little sections 

n they’re breaking into segments 
fragments, memories crashing🫨
n i swear that hit was critical𖣨
i feel dead now omg how typical🤮

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ⁺˚*･༓☾ .｡*ﾟ+.*.｡.   
☆.｡.:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* .・゜-: ✧ :-
｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*: ☆.｡.:* ﾟ+..｡*ﾟ+

･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* wrecked *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ(nosh + sohelll14)

prod. archipelago + warheart

⋆｡°✩⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

chorus:

n i know that takin all these chemicals prolly fuck w my head if i mess w em
off the drugs don’t tell me to take less of em
ain’t no fakes around us we don’t mess w em
n i keep a small circle around me yeah
i stay high on my own always smokin up
don’t got no one around me to show me <3
and u wonder why i’m always off the drugs

n u wonder why i never sober up
see me takin these drugs it ain’t just for fun
take a look at my clique u won’t fuck w us
did she rly just ask me if I’m the plug?
told that bitch u already know I’m the plug
u told me that i always get 2fuckedup
i think all of my drugs she be lacin em
i just took bout 3 pills that shit messed me up
how the molly end up in my double couple?
I’m offa tab, double drops 
what was ur name again? give a fuck
that shit put me off it’s so fucking dumb
cos it’s always lust, never <3
paint a picture i don’t need a brush
n when i’m offa xan i go fuckin dumb
i’ll b takin these drugs till I’m fuckin numb 

(chorus)

said being sober just don’t feel right
i b smokin gas every fuckin night
i just get high till i feel nice
low-key i don’t ever feel nice
always fuckin stay up i ain’t scared of heights
n that’s mainly because i stay fuckin high
i don’t even think we see eye to eye
but seeing u my only legal high
u just told me it’s over I wonder why
u left me on the floor staring at the sky
spark up (sniff) more lines
do anything to get u off my mind yeah

u think we’re fuckin identical
gotta let u go this shit ain’t technical 
chemical mess w my memory
used to hope you’d stick by me n never leave

(chorus)

<3 <3 <3

showme<3 (archipelago + warheart)

prod. archipelago

⍣ ೋ

chorus:

I need another plan
I been offa the klonazepam 
I got 💊 crush em n pop a xan
dw my clique got the contraband 

yeah I got the xannys on me 
this bitch think im the plug, still I get em for free
I know that that bitch rly schemin on me
I know she be pressing ctrl alt del

been doing these drugs every week
the molly im on makin me hit the peak 
I just wanna delete my the pain that I feel 
feel like sipping on bleach 

n I rly don’t wanna repeat 
the shit that we had ended in my sleep💤 
chasing these thrills on repeat 
feel like I’m chasing my life w these kicks on my feet  

know the only way that I b steepin is clean w a curse
u should try playing my tracks in reverse 
some of these days like how could it get worse?
u just enter my soul n then leave like is urgent 
I swear I’m in need of a surgeon

hope it’s not urgent 
keep a small circle ion wanna hurt em
Sometimes dying domt seem like it would b the worst
Guess that’s jus me like i said before, feel like I’m cursed

(]^*|>]*~^{¥|+~*{>?|+\)
￼
(chorus)

┊͙ ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

ctrl alt del (archipelago)

prod by. tikd0ff
˘꒷꒦˘꒷꒦꒷˘꒦꒷꒦˘꒷꒦

zombie 🧟‍♂️ (tikd0ff)

★　° 　. . 　 ★ 　　　. * ● ¸ . ★ 　° :●.*:●     *☆°☆
  °*°:●. 　*° :●. 　 *☆:●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆ .★ ° . *
prod by. w1tchl4nd + nonsixe ⋆.˚ ★ ° .★ ° . *
★　★ ° . *　　★ ° .★ ° . *　　　°　.　°☆ *　　　°　.　°☆　°　.　°☆°☆　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●. 　 *
• ○ ° ★　 .　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆°☆　. * ●

chorus:

i just told that girl like i don’t wanna live that way ᴖ̈
so i formulate a plot as an escape
can’t deal w this delirium
i cant even feel my face

might leave this world like I’m ethereal 
u were tryna put me in my place
i could end it all in one take
so don’t tempt me w fate
cos i been stuck up in a fucked up state
and everything changed that day
you made an incision in my brain
another line n i can’t even feel my face 
i can’t even feel my face
take me away cos i just wanna leave this place 
i don’t wanna live that way ᴖ̈

u were addicted to the pain
constantly messing w my brain 
every single bad decision that i made
now every single night i lay awake
n my brain is off the rails just like a train
i could love u i could hate u on the same day
it’s not the same day
pop another xan so i can maintain
just another pill that’s in my mind frame 
i can’t even feel my face 
i don’t wanna let myself fade away…

(chorus)

i can’t even feel my face 

★　° 　. . 　 ★ 　　　. * ● ¸ . ★ 　° :●.*:●     *☆°☆
  °*°:●. 　*° :●. 　 *☆:●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆ .★ ° . *
 ⋆.˚ ★ ° .★ ° . *  °　.　°☆°☆　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●.
★　★ ° . *　　★ ° .★ ° . *　　　°　.　°☆ *　　　°　.　°☆　°　.　°☆°☆　. * ● ¸ . 　　　★ 　° :●. 　 *
• ○ ° ★　 .　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *° :●. 　 *☆°☆　. * ●

ethereal ⋆˚₊ {w1tchl4nd + nonsixe}

prod by. tikd0ff

⚠️  ⚠️  ⚠️

i was fucked up i was all in my head last night
then i woke up in the morning feeling dead
everything was wrecked
lost myself when i was stuck up in my bed
i was losing my head
withdrawing off the meds
just leave me to rest
(to rest, just leave me to rest)

feelin hella stressed
all the walls are closing in i feel compressed
u never text
psychedelic bitch ur in my head 
i feel so mislead
couldn’t get out of bed
yeah, i’ve been walkin round undead cos i’m lackin rest
bitch maybe all this is a test
so complex
fuck everything u said
(thing u said)

i was fucked up i was all in my head last night
then i woke up in the morning feeling dead
everything was wrecked
lost myself when i was stuck up in my bed
i was losing my head
withdrawing off the meds
just leave me to rest
(to rest, just leave me to rest)

⚠️  ⚠️  ⚠️

leave me to rest『𝖙𝖎𝖐𝖉0̗̜͕̅̃𝖋𝖋』

prod by. tikd0ff

ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )

yeah
i made u regret what u said
when all the lights were off and it was black
yeah, i knew it was never gna last
gone in a flash
everything in my vision turned black n I didn’t know how to react
i knew u was never coming back…
lost on my own without a map 
popped the pills that i had
yeah what we had just set me back 
everything would once again crash
swear my vision turned black 
everything just crashed 

i can’t remember ur face take off the mask
yeah, u just always hiding in the back 
never even quick to react
words spoke never last
matter fact couple oxy in my bag
comin down offa pill don’t wanna crash…

i made u regret what u said
when all the lights were off and it was black
yeah, i knew it was never gna last
gone in a flash
everything in my vision turned black n I didn’t know how to react
i knew u was never coming back…
lost on my own without a map 
popped the pills that i had
yeah what we had just set me back 
everything would once again crash
(i knew u was never coming back)

(ur the reason that I’m never coming back)


e̷̢̨͔͔̯͑̇͊́͛́͘͝͠v̸̟̤̬̪͍̯̿̾̍͜ể̸̦̑̓̑̎͛͂̾͝r̶͕̟̮̣̻͒̂̎̌̈́̎̉̚ͅy̵̢͇͙̖̩̰̺̖̘͂̄̕͜t̸̘̥͓̲͗̾̅̃̄̈́̎̎̚͠h̶͖̱̠̬̙̹̿̀̅̃̈̈̂̍̔ͅį̸͉̠͙̪͆͐ṋ̶͍̲͒̆͝ģ̷̗̥̰͔̥̆̄̍́͆̔̄̂͜ ̶͉̲̞̠̜́̃ç̶̡͇̭̗̲̩͇̤͛̀̿͐̽̈̽̂̅̕r̷̡̯̤̻͚̪͓͍̹̦̀̈́̉͑a̸̡̺̥̲͓̖̅̄̍̾s̸̞̥̠̎͌͆̑͑͛͠͝h̸̜̺͇͈͖͕͊ȩ̶̧͔̫̘͖̘̳̑̂͂͐̿̂͑̕ͅḓ̸̡̺̤̯̳̥̝̼̈́̈́d̶͍̜̀̌̾͜

crash! {tikd0ff}

prod by. homesick
🐇
MUSIC VIDEO → https://youtu.be/ybUfGw4-G8c?si=q9EHUdH6kfp9dUmz

u r safety {homesick} [MV IN DESC]

prod by. w1tchl4nd + nonsixe

𖥔 ࣪˖ ⊹₊ ⋆ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚ ٠ ࣪⭑ ⋆˚⟡˖ ࣪⋆⭒˚.⋆

20mgs in my blood it’s in my head
i just wanna lay w u in bed
now ur gone again
it don’t make sense 
pls baby
pull me out of this mess
my paranoias back
it’s pushing me over the edge
least if it drags me under ground then I can rest
give me a second let me catch my breath

u can see the comedown by the way I text 
ur the way out of my head
i hear the silence in my room when u ain’t in my bed
n it get too loud to think that’s why i'm off these meds
feel my heartbeat when u kiss my neck
i'm nothin but undead🧟‍♂️

20mgs in my blood it’s in my head
i just wanna lay w u in bed
now ur gone again
it don’t make sense 
pls baby
pull me out of this mess
my paranoias back
it’s pushing me over the edge
least if it drags me under ground then I can rest
give me a second let me catch my breath

  /| 、ˎ 
(•ˎ  •ˎˎ7
  |、˜〵,/ ,ﾐ
 じ しˍ,)ノ

c⍺tch my bre⍺th {w1tchl4nd + nonsixe}

prod by. sh1nky

˖⁺‧₊⟡₊˚⊹ ˖⁺‧₊⟡₊˚⊹ ˖⁺‧₊⟡₊˚⊹

i think I need a minute
I’m stuck in my head n I ain’t comin back
n I kno it’s for real bitch I can’t even laugh 
couldn’t believe that u left
I thought u was a fragment ur just in my head
ur only in my head
but u make me so sad
substances beside my bed
always cover my face yh I might aswell step w a mask
n im maxed out when I step cos these chemicals all in my head
would u leave me to rest?
no I don’t feel at my best
n im still tryna hold up my head
all the shit I suppress 
never felt so detached 
yeah, I think my soul just left
up my dose to the max
gotta watch where I step
I think this time there’s no comin back
But I hold myself back
n I gotta watch my back
n I can’t comprehend what u said
U know that I wish I could take it all back
feel like a prisoner in my own head
stare in the mirror but I don’t recognise who’s staring right back 
I think ur blocking my path
n I’m living so slow and so fast
don’t wanna lower my dose ill take it to the max
I stay mixing the meds w my pack
idc anymore just forget what I said

˖⁺‧₊⟡₊˚⊹ ˖⁺‧₊⟡₊˚⊹ ˖⁺‧₊⟡₊˚⊹

lower↓ⓜy dose (sh1nky)

laggin w/ funeralcost ##𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽ₖu𝚕𝚝 (6iix)

prod by. leuqemia

MUSIC VIDEO ➝ https://youtu.be/fvknCeJe8B0?si=8cRvaEn-Ysg45BIu

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

yeah I’m bleeding from my left and my right wrist
cos when I met u I got caught inside a time glitch
bitch I got caught inside a time glitch 
yeah

u been takin bars w me
soon u gon live on mars w me
I’m an alien feel like I’m just wearing skin👽
i don’t seem to win, prolly gonna fall again
it’s like ur messing w my mind that u keep crawling in🕷️
all of the msgs, swear none of it made sense 
but every single thing u said was displayed in text
I guess I’ll just b patient then
yeah, but u were never patient w me then
n now I’m takin meds just to ease the stress
that u caused me in the first place 
I’m in the past tense in the worst way

feel like i b steppin in a cursed way
yeah, but u cursed me in the first place
ur the one who cursed me in the first place
yeah, didn’t do drugz now I’m coughing up my rib cage
u changed direction bitch u switched ways
inside my brain I’m in a car that switched lanes🧠
I might blow my fuckin brains

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

curse (leuqemia) <mv in desc>

prod by. shzyy2k
── ★ ˙ ̟  ── ★ ˙ ̟  
what u gotta say about it?
i got russian bensedin so I ain’t frowning
talk a lot but I know that u ain’t about shit
n I can’t hear u speak it must’ve been a sound glitch 
inside my head it’s like I’m scaling up a mountain
idk what it’s about bitch
all I know is that u rly think ur all that
I pull up w my whole clique give u a heart attack
I’m w sleepkult we gon run It back
u tell me one thing then u switch it back
n every single word u said to me just make me laugh
i’m surrounded by shattered glass
I’m pourin up u still deep in the past 
based up w zenko crush a kpin in a mag
mixing chemicals like we up in a lab
i don’t care no more and thats why I deleted what i said
you listing ur regrets 
while I’m smokin cigarettes 
damage to my chest
couple benzos in my system u kno I won’t stress
why tf u so vexed?

bensedin 🇷🇺 ⦅şнzч𝓨❷к⦆

prod by. desxw
˖⁺‧⋆·:☠︎ ☢☣ ♱˚₊⭒

don't think im gna last
cos i been falling, i ain't comin back
contraband inside my duffle bag
gave u my all n i got nothing back
face another pill don't wanna crash
said i don't wanna crash
all of those things u said i hope they last
ain't got no time for this or that
n either way now sleepkult on the map
just faced a percoset im feelin gassed
n im off these drugs so i ain't feelin stressed
u makin me feel blessed
blessed
some ppl fake n needa learn their place
im high asf im on another plane
aint on my level u a fuckin lame
get the fuck out my face
im so geeked up bitch i been off my face
bitch i been up u just wasting away
i feel the darkness but i ain't afraid
just make a choice cos u could leave or stay
cos it dont rly matter anyway
watching slowly as i fade away
n the decision might b make or break
she text my phone how many xans u ate?
i just woke up and my whole body aches!

body ache (desxw)

prod by. buu

´ཀ` 🌠 + 🌠 ´ཀ`

eyes wide open through the night I’m stayin up 
diethylamide I double drop 🌠+🌠
n I been putting poison straight inside my cup
I had this darkness in my head since I was young 
open my mind, put that tab straight up on my tounge 
i feel the fumes inside my lungs 

should listen to who I love
I live on a low  
percocet inside my coat but she don’t needa know
been feelin cold
u entered my mind n then it froze
ain’t show up when u need me the most
couple vallys then go ghost
benzo got me moving slow 
n it’s hard to light a fire in the snow
I needa flame until the path will show
I wish that everlasting flame would glow
been stuck up off this bean but she don’t know 
switch off my location im going ghost 
lifeless eyes n my skin cold

just tryna move forward and go
make progress and grow 
fucked up off kpins w zenko
lost my mind some time ago
u just hold on to the past you can’t let go
it’s gna rain before it snows
n there ain’t no mistake that’s all I hope
even in the darkness ur eyes glow
u can tell im off these drugs u said they needa go
all these milligrams got my eyes closed
n im tryna make it out try rushing down that slope
it’s gna rain before the plants will grow
always hold u close i wont let go 
I’ll just hold u close i won’t let go

diethylamide「𝓑𝕦𝓾」

laced pills {ʇsolǝʌǝ}

prod by. buu

( ¬҂ ´ ཀ ` )¬

pourin all this purple in my cup becoming tedious 
hope this year will beat the previous 
bliss is fuckin lacking from experience 
benadryl I feel delirious 
sick of hearing this
fall apart this shit is serious
ik u ain’t hearing me
drugs stay curing me
n simultaneously killing me
swear this cycle fuckin boring me
feel like everything is worsening
since u removed urself surgically 
breaking down ain’t feeling anything
i need some therapy

think I’ve ruined everything 
it’s the emerging theme
i never knew that I was cursing me
cursed myself i’m in a hurst now 
everybody here gotta disperse 
mix the chemicals like a nurse
i want my soul reimbursed
but everything just keeps on getting worse
vision distorted n that’s why I lurk

strip of 15 ksalol i might pop 10 of em
me n funeralcost in the cut facin blunts
who tf u even think u is?
ain’t got no prescription but i’m pullin up w medicine 
u a bitch u lackin common sense

lurk {𝖇𝖚𝖚}

prod by. buu + 2o16

just tryna navigate
tryna navigate
i don’t feel like i’m making sense
offa couple benzos i might stumble when I step 
off the martin dows, runnin low might need another strip
hit up zenko on the phone like what u tellin me?
he like nah brother i’m going sleep
ksalol got me nodding off im counting sheep
i’m tryna find a break i need some peace
i said i need some peace
said it’s extended release
my circle small filled with the ones i can believe 
i’m waiting for my serotonin feel depleted 
i know there’s a reason
I’m focusing on tryna fight addiction losing feeling
that’s when I woke up speechless
recollecting all the pieces

when I hear ur voice it’s music
I’m paranoid think my body ain’t workin
spark a fuse in the circuit
i just need a second let the feeling surface

when I hear ur voice it’s music
n i think my body ain’t workin
spark a fuse in the circuit
i just need a second let the feeling surface

i know there’s a reason
I’m focusing on tryna fight addiction losing feeling
that’s when I woke up speechless
recollecting all the pieces

when I hear ur voice it’s music
I’m paranoid think my body ain’t workin
spark a fuse in the circuit
i just need a second let the feeling surface

when I hear ur voice it’s music
n i think my body ain’t workin
spark a fuse in the circuit
i just needa let the feeling surface

circuit!  ̩̩͙✩buu + 2o16✩ ̩̩͙

prod. evelost
[𝗢𝗟𝗗 𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗚]

x🙂a🙂n🙂a🙂x

i got xanax round my neck
one day that will b VVS💎
im in pain but i got hearts around my neck
yeah…what’s next?

oh yeah ur bitch yeah she all up in my DMs
i won’t talk to her tho, i told that bitch i got other plans
yeah
i told her i jus popped a xan
said i mixed it w my pack n now I’m running outta oxygen💤

yeah…I been goin thru some thoughts inside my head
but now I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m brainless
bitch I feel so dead🧟‍♂️

now I’m takin meds
I’m in my room, i’m by myself, I’m all alone  
i jus want this to end🙄

i got promethazine beside my bed
she said I needa stop relying on the fuckin meds
jus deal w ur fuckin stress🤨
told that bitch but she don’t understand
Im fuckin blessed…w a curse
I’m the worst…but she already kno that😍
send a message but ino that she won’t 
text me back

n I feel like I b runnin outta ways2 act
like everything alright lil bitch 
my mind keep racing off the tracks
now my heartbeat goin way2fast🫀
yeah…anxiety attack🫣

feel like my soul was taken from me😰
wish that you would give it back 

 ˚꒦꒷🌱꒷ₐₙₓᵢₑₜy ₐₜₜₐcₖ🫨☹️

oxygen༄ 🫁 (evelost)

¡ǝɔɐld sıɥʇ ǝʌɐǝl oʇ ʇuɐʍ ʇsnɾ ı 𖥔 ݁˖ִ ࣪  ☣︎       ✶
⚠︎☆                             ##𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽ₖu𝚕𝚝ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

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