out of place

11/17/23
what it means to you, is not what it means to me

see what i see

a homage to inspirations
a salutation to the inspired

0:00 solo
0:58 @sloannso
1:47 solo (the color of pomegranates) 
2:56 @lllovbug
4:00 @modernpeace
4:29 @liamtakeover
5:44 @carb_beast
6:48 @jjustux
7:41 solo (healing)
9:11 @xyhazel (https://soundcloud.com/eth4nx0/amaze-me-furaloo-hazel for full w vocals by @eth4nx0 and @9s0uls) 
10:14 @veilonme
11:25 solo
13:19 @prodbynoah808
14:25 @lllovbug
15:05 @carb_beast
16:40 @liamtakeover
17:18 @meagy_meag
17:57 @digipak
18:31 @liamtakeover
19:23 @wheredoweallgo
20:15 @near4k
20:54 @lilpanino
21:31 @veilonme
22:28 @1tcyxo
23:09 @veilonme

homage - liamtakeover justux lovbug hazel sloannso carb veilonme meag digipak 1trcy near4k & more

scars upon my legs i walk around with too many stories
i got blood up on my floor my situation is gorey
i fucking hate the drugs but it gets rid of all my worries
my burden holding weight got some things that i carry

i'm scared of ppl they're some monsters like the blair witch
always been impatient i was asking "are we there yet?"
all these pretty memories i wish i could forget them
lighting up a cigarette
i need love i need compassion

used to say you cared that was past tense
if i don't matter to you leave me in the past then
you said you loved me while i ate you like rations
i know you don't want to hurt me but there's consequences to actions

turn my body into ashes
remember when i first saw you 
you looked so pretty in your glasses
i've been stuck up in my bed moving slow like molasses
cover my body in gasoline gave you the matches

we broke up then hooked up on my mattress
ever since that day i carry weight up on my shoulders like im atlas 
it happened twice since that day its kinda like a hat trick
then u turnednto a ghost and i don't fucking matter

scars upon my legs i walk around with too many stories
i got blood up on my floor my situation is gorey
i fucking hate the drugs but it gets rid of all my worries
my burden holding weight got some things that i carry

i'm scared of ppl they're some monsters like the blair witch
always been impatient i was asking "are we there yet?"
all these pretty memories i wish i could forget them
lighting up a cigarette
i need love i need compassion

blair witch (surgeon + valetical)

Ways-Im Sorry *EDIT*

08/12/24
and if i really got to know you, i'd get to know all the shit you'd make me go through

fourteen

Produced by Wayza

I just copped me 4 new jeenz still think of you when I dream.
mix tha molly with my lean, Get some money, sleep, repeat.
This an everyday thing. I can't think of anything.

I just doubled my wallet, I ain’t go to college.
Me & my girls, yeah, we ballin’.

Money straight from Portland, bitch I ain’t up, I’m just snorin’.
I ain’t awake in the morning.

I just copped me 4 new jeenz still think of you when I dream.
mix tha my molly with my lean, Get some money, sleep, repeat.
This an everyday thing. I can't think of anything.
I just doubled my wallet, I ain’t go to college, Me & my girls, yeah, we ballin’.

Yeah, I’m just posted up with ____
Net worth double my rent, Yeah, he dead, check that kill cam.
And your girl, she a fan, She just tried to grab my pants, told her i'm a f*g

Portland

08/16/24
live or die, i'll be watching over you

silence

from now until i die

i dont want to lose her

prod / vocals / mixing @elainecelia

i work on shit right from the morning into night
and wonder if its all a fuckin waste of time
they cant compete if even everybody tried
with all that said theres jus some shit i cant deny

step up in a bitch an i dont bother
everybody on the same shit
like nobody got nuthn 2 offer
cant fw it u soundin soft
sum1 gotta tell u to stop..
200 plays on da first drop
im amazed it wasn a flop
i ain eve r finna stopp

talkin shit bru ima do u in the worst way
an if i hear u i mjight beat u into next thursday
curve they asses cause i been real since the first day (??? idk)
shit i guess i jus been like that since a young age

ill do more than enough
ill make em eat my dust
cause its the only way ik ppl gon give a fuck
yea bitch we comin upp
my homies countin up
yea u can count on us
we gon get out the mud

this ain no waste of time
its the most precious thing in life

[instrumental]
https://soundcloud.com/raenraenraen/thepreciousthing

★☆ the precious thing ☆★

09/13/24
carve my name into the back of your brain

carve

cuz DC offset killed my grandma,okay??? [BONER MEAT!!!]

150BPM
Fm Key
https://www.beatstars.com/beat/20308579

gotta stay strapped.wav

prod. phxlxp

00:00 - hgta
01:45 - out of the shallows
06:42 - bloom
07:56 - shallow
10:23 - i'll find my ground
13:13 - love lost

i dont want to lose her

awesomecool

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