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Taboo Run - I Can See

produced by neverforever

this song is obviously about absent club and specifically 3 very special to me people. claire and avery - you have no idea how much you've helped me throughout the past few months, ily with my whole heart guys<3
as for the third person - like i stated, i hope she doesn't see this, cuz that would be kinda akward, but if you did, i just want you to know that in a month you became one of my favourite people i've ever met<3

(absent)
i'm sorry claire
i feel useless
every time you talk
i'm clueless
i'll lend you a hand
won't let it end that way
you'll be okay
i'll always be your friend

i'm sorry avery
i feel bad
i don't even talk
and you tried so hard
sometimes i wonder
if i belong
i love you guys i hope you know

with ac till i die
with ac till i die
with ac till i die
with ac till i die

i met a girl
i hope she won't see this verse
cuz every time we talk
my heart's running in reverse
it makes no sense
cuz we just met
don't want to make
the same mistake
i told claire and ave about you
i think that i'm starting to like you
but i'm scared you don't feel that way
don't want to lose the thing we have

so i'll take my time
i have traumas
i don't talk about
i want to heal my wounds
so i don't bleed on you
don't want to force you, too
i want to be your muse
(absent)

i'm sorry

Co-written w/ Troy Donohue

Lyrics:

Carrying the memory of foolish choices
Tiny voices still speaking to me
Unsheathing the pen that left my mark
Flickering spark, how callous can I be
All these bones I never show
I wasn’t ready for you to see
My dreams of grandeur
So I watched you leave

See the darkest hours in your garage
Broke your heart, ditched the corsage
My lone wolf howled as we went separate ways
Then the haunting glow of the firelight
Nothing makes sense, don’t know what to write
My mind is trapped, and regret comes in waves
And all that's left for us is on the page  

On and on the loneliness
This black abyss, I’m falling down
Metal filled with wasted thoughts
Kills me soft, stirring up dark clouds
October never seems to end
Remembering what could have been
Cause this star-crossed love was written blindly

See the darkest hours in your garage
Broke your heart, ditched the corsage
My lone wolf howled as we went separate ways
Then the haunting glow of the firelight
Nothing makes sense, don’t know what to write
My mind is trapped, and regret comes in waves
And all that's left for us is on the page  

So I’ll sit in silence with all these words
Fed through a cage, that you’ve never heard
And the ghost of you casts shadows on my wall
I left roaring fires in my wake
Unheard voices led astray

And a bitter end is our downfall

See the darkest hours in your garage
Broke your heart, ditched the corsage
My lone wolf howled as we went separate ways
Then the haunting glow of the firelight
Nothing makes sense, don’t know what to write
My mind is trapped, and regret comes in waves
And all that's left for us is on the page

The Page (Work Tape)

Rodriguez- crucify your mind

A very quick cover of Inner City Blues. I'd like to have some proper equipment to really do this justice, but I'll have to make do with my dying laptop and an old desk-mic. 

Rodriguez- crucify your mind

will “deviwo” hughes

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