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tired chasin feelings I don't reckon
tired hearin that i'm never understanding 
never judge your sense cope, just poor execution 
if it's gonna end with loss then that's the way life choosin
(i don't know what I said there lol)
never justify your shit and wonder why you steady losin
after everything I lost, I know that time still movin 
yeah I know I got the gang, lock the gates, we be coolin
swaggin with all this money, I feel like swagmonie
you were talking and tryna ride the way, ain't that funny?
i've been runnin, runnin, runnin out of time and my yolks runny
shit don't make no sense, with my thoughts I've been all lonely
sayonara yung montana bitch
sayonara, sayonara yung montana bitch
I just ran outta words, ran outta words, that shit is freestyle

shit on my mind 
and I've been drowin myself for some time
I used to wish that we spended more time
but it in the end it was meant to decline
and i don't got no more lust to rewind - wind
thought i was strong enough with time but this heart is forever tender
they say what doesn't kill makes you strong but that wasnt the case before, remember?
starin at the ceiling, was counting my days
new year, far less reasons for me to stay
to stay
to stay
to stay, don't let me stay
I saw the light in end of tunnel and it told me "don't let go"
everything happens for a reason but you don't got let em show

tired chasin feelings I don't reckon (grace, vånda)

relax

prod @0x6167

i just called my doctor while hes on vacation (where tf u at bro?)
this weekend really i could die
why they on my bread like a fly (im outside)
why they on my bread like a fly at a picnic
i only do it in front of them like please pick me
can you please pick me
just for once at least
always in a rush i cant even do ad libs (bitch im doing ad libs)
please shoot my brains if u catch me doing fent
please shoot my brains if i disrespect a fan
i been knew theres no gain yet i keep on acting the same
am i insane? (am i?) well thats what she said
i dont think shes being honest
she said a lot of things about herself that dont add up
i was sitting on my ass i had to stand up
i never see shit im not a by stander
i know im not shit i gotta raise the standard
i swear ur just like me battle of the bastards (jon snow)
pcb twin are u fucking mozart? (i swear)
told my twin spread ur wings i feel like mine are stuck
mob boss but cause of these panic attacks
any minute i feel like i could pass out
i ran out of meds (shit) monkaS (monkaS)
i just took all of my idols and i put them in a blender
in the woods at night i see a figure thats slender
why they on my paper
white boy ima go get it
this shit is really hard i dont really fully get it
told my bro i got us dont sweat it
why they make me pay a fee i thought it was free entry
how u livin rent free i gotta call a locksmith
time is ticking i gotta lock in (the fuck in)
i still keep on looking out for one of her hints
i still keep on fucking up
what do u expect from me
i know my future is up for grabs
why they act like its destiny
but i swear u and me
i feel like its destiny
i feel like we're meant to be
u act like im ill mentally
shit i might be (shit i might be)
baby its my fault like its my b (its my b)
i thought we could live a movie micheal b
stay away from me like quarantine
and i know its not safe but i feel like its guaranteed

battle of the bastards (pcb)

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akajazy x aoe - flood of dreams

a thick glare — Brief flashes of who I am [now] before I draw a portrait of myself as a young man in front of you EP

*unmastered, mastered and hq is at https://starforum.bandcamp.com/album/a-thick-glare-brief-flashes-of-who-i-am-now-before-i-draw-a-portrait-of-myself-as-a-young-man-in-front-of-you

1. The sun's loneliest day (porcelaein edit)
2. Kissed fields
3. Show me a good time (I think a lot about you)
4. Shadows dancing, shadows dancing, shadows dancing
5. This was my favorite movie when I was younger; there were times when I remember being laid in my grandmothers bed at a house with no wifi, with this theme playing on repeat for hours. I didn't have very many movies. I hear the ghosts of younger me in these melodies, rest in peace Gene Wilder
6. Hey dude! I saw this thing that reminded me of you. 
7. There can be pleasure in letting go

this ep takes place in the car on the way from your small hometown which you don't really like with the only friends who have made you feel like you belong, but also a soundtrack to missing friends who you'll never be able to contact again , as if a balloon out of reach left to become a memory

i'm working on a lot of music for the fourth porcelaein album, as well as still building worlds behind those songs and that project, so it'll be coming around in hopefully a year Minimum . im absolutely Not promising that, and i Hate setting album dates, so it'll come when it does and decides to. hopefully it'll feel like an old friend.

thanks a ton, hope you feel better 

a thick glare (cont.) EP

Blue Trap turns emotion into sound — moody, atmospheric trap and ambient melodies born from struggle, reflection, and rebirth. 

akajazy x aoe - flood of dreams

AOE

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